Ria's Journal me and my room

24.12.2024

Tuesday

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I wasn't feeling well at all since yesterday. I tried my best to not react and bear the pain silently. I've taken painkillers too

I wanted to skip my classes today. But yesterday dad went to my school and got my application approved

it's quite a bit insulting for him as everyone knows him and respect very much

because my school's rules is very strict. If someone skips a single class their parents have to go to the office and get the approval

He already did too much so I didn't want to bother him again. So I took the painkiller and got ready for my classes

Our driver bro took me to the school and went back to home.

but soon I realized that I'm 10 minutes late, and they've closed the entrance.

I wanted to just run away. But I need my attendance, which was the reason I came here despite the pain

So there was no choice but to stand there and wait for a kind person to open the entrance

There was no one from my class. I felt very anger because of those useless rules. it was hard to control myself

I hate my school. It's just disgusting. I've no idea why people work so hard to get admissions here!

the guy sitting in office asked my ID number. I gave him that. He called my dad, but dad didn't pick up the call as he was busy as usual.

He kept calling my dad but dad wasn't picking up the call

I was so angry and sad that I didn't know what to do. I just wanted to stab someone to relieve my anger

they asked me other phone numbers. But I haven't said a word and stayed silent due to my anger

I waited there almost 1 and half hours but they didn't open the entrance. So I decided to not wait anymore

Then I just got out of school and called my sister. She sent the car to pick me up. I returned to home without attending classes

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mom

*opened the door* Why are you home now? Why you didn't attend your classes?

(I explained everything to her)

mom

it's all your fault. You always look for a way to skip classes

mom

its only a pain, yet you got sick because you always skip your meals.... ... ....

(I heard everything silently.. And came to my room and lie down)

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As soon as I lay down in bed, all my anger went away.

I'm happy because I'm in my room! I'm alone here and it's peaceful

sometimes I think I'm in love with my room! Hahah

If I could live here alone for the rest of my life, I wouldn't need anything else.

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Me, my room and phone, what a peaceful life!