As it all began~

Hazel Carlson

I'm going completely insane, just by seeing you with someone else. I want you all to myself now.

Cole Johanson.

*laughs * If I can't get what I want, then you can't get what you want either. I don't want anyone near you except for me. Get that?

What does this mean?

WARNING!!! This book isn't effective on people with psychological problems, but may still make you feel that leave some marks on you. Please proceed with caution. Thanks!

...Psychologically Rouge...

Chapter one : As it all began...

Hazel's POV.

As it all goes on, Cole and i, were childhood sweethearts till he moved out of New Jersey to Washington along with his family. I was never myself after he left. We had no means of communication and that shattered me to pieces. I hoped and prayed every day that, we could see each other again, if not now, then somewhere in the future. When we are all grown up. That's how it is, and how it should be, but I hope it should never be the case at all. Because, I want him by my side again just like before, never to leave each other again...

"Ah...!" I wake up from the nightmare out of breath as if something was after me.

*I dreamt of Cole leaving me again. * I wipe the cool sweat running down my forehead. I turn to the clock, it's 5AM already. I sigh and lay back in bed, staring at the ceiling. As if imagination, his ever handsome face appears in front of me.

"?!" shocked, I raise my hand up and touch his face. He smiles at me and holds my hand on his cheek. I have no idea if this is real or fake, but I don't care about it. I just don't want this to end... It fades away from me and once more I'm broken.

*we'll see each other again, I just know it* I say to myself in reassurance. I turn to the clock and didn't realize how much time passed. I get out of bed and head for the bathroom. I hate Fridays 'cause I got therapy sessions. My mom would always drag me there, just to be sure I haven't lost it yet.

My mom knocks.

"Honey? Are you done?! We're going to be late!"

I roll my eyes and fix up myself before picking up my bag and heading out.

"You took forever in there. Are you okay?" mom asks as if reading my mind. I look at her with a slight frown.

" Am I supposed to be? I can't even look at myself in the mirror without his face engraved on it!"

I let out in frustration, because I know I can't get what I want right now. Mom caresses my cheek softly and gives a weak smile.

" I know how you feel sweetie. It isn't easy to lose the one important person in your life at a very young age but if it's actually for you, then you'll have it."

I sigh and turn to the window and stare at a distance. How would it be like if we were to meet again? Will it make you happy, sad or angry? These are questions I've gotta find answers for, even if it doesn't exist, I will still find the answers.

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