The Beautiful Boy Doll

The party hall… the playing sound of violin. Hey, look it was him. He was looking so handsome even form this far distance. Wow, he is so cute. I want him. Oh! See his dimple, so cute. Screaming…ladies.

Why is it so crowded here? Excuse me, Ladies. Excuse, me…Finally, passed away from the crowd… What are they staring at? Oh! It’s again him. Why is this happening again and again to me? This guy is seriously something. He is why, why, so good at everything? I really hate him. See…Not even a single young lady is interested in me. Even though I’m handsome as hell. Wow... He is so cute. Pushed him in the rush to get near our hero.

God damn...These girls seriously have no eyes for me. The violin playing music stopped. Ladies and Gentlemen’s thank you for your patience listening. Bowing down respectfully.

The sound of applause and cheering sounds tear ears. Girls were driven crazy to hear his voice. Wow…his voice was so magnetic. It would be great if he spoke few more words. I’m going to record his voice.

Oh! How cheap? Thinking like that. Only his voice? Next time I’m just going to record his full performance, as a video. Umm..That’s right, what she said was true... I’m also going to record his each and every reactions. Oh…just thinking of that, I’m getting dizzy.

Hey, what’s wrong with you? Stand properly you…hey don’t lean over me. What is she doing? She is ruining my beauty. I’m sorry mam... behalf of my friend, she just lost herself in dream.

Oh My GOD…She is so weird, being super dramatic. Looking over the stage, Where? Where did he gone?

Mom, my warm greetings to you (bowing down). Get up, Honey!!! You really did a great job today. Our partners were really interested to invest in our business. Really, they all enjoyed your music. Your Dad was really happy that it was a good deal. Excuse me, Madam…the Sir was calling you. Mom….

Sorry, Honey I’m leaving…enjoy the party, you really did a great job. Yeap! It’s my pleasure mom… (Not even finished his words).

Yeah…Yeah, catch you later guys. I knew him, here he goes again. Excuse me, (walking towards him). Is the little puppy is sad without his owners?

Scarlet…stop playing with me. I’m not a puppy, importantly not a little puppy!!! Don’t forget I’m your elder brother. Hmm…alright, alright. Don’t keep your face like that. My little puppy was not grown yet.

Like every story, in our hero’s life, he also has one angelic soul around him. Here in this story that angelic soul was his younger sister. Apart from his sister, his childhood memories and many of his days and years was passed by muted.

He didn’t really completed his words well, as earlier. The things for him always goes like this. He finished his elementary education and moved to secondary education, there he started to learn new things. After long years he slowly started to express himself. Started to like and dislike the things. As an introvert, while he started to express, his character was becomes quite unpredictable to others. This lead huge changes in his life.

When he started to express himself more, the more he become weird to others. It was quite a normal things but it always becomes the hot news, whatever he did.

“He must be lunatic. What’s wrong with him…? Hey…what happened to you? You are acting weird, lately. Hey, look he is weird…???" people’s voice echoes in him mind repeatedly.

After a war within himself, he started to run from those words quietly. He started to silently cry and tried to bear all those pain within his strength. Not really ready to speak out. But it was already quite a lot to handle by him for his age. He perplexed!!! Really who he is? What his real self??? Without knowing again, he returned to his initial point where he started.

Stopped to expressing himself. He just played according to his parents will, irrespective of his own desire. Without his knowledge, it becomes his comfort zone after a long run. He even started to believe that, "This was his life". The days and years crawled.

Surprisingly, the bloomed business of his family crashed down to the bottom. Slowly everyone, his family believed as their partners betrayed them.

This little boy couldn’t understand what’s going on? Because it was the sudden situation which was not in his parents well designed plan for him.

Each and every day becomes a war to him. He lost in the new world which was unplanned. The boy started to meet new peoples, in his language the strangers. He was scared and trembled quietly inside himself. His parents now didn’t have time to make a plan for his life anymore. They were too engaged to make their life better again. Now our hero’s life fall out of plans and predictions...

Being a quiet child, he always tends to obey others. Didn't learnt to disagree. Later, after his family business falls down everyone started to bossy and bullies him. As the quite boy, only he taught to obey others, he naturally learns to adopt himself to get bullied. The more he adopted the more he got bullied and teased. These events made him totally muted. When it hurts habitually we start to scream in pain and when we are happy we tend to smile. But in his case, he stopped screaming at one certain point and also stopped smiling. Whatever the situation he just has an expressionless face. In the middle of all, these, time won't pause for anyone right. He completed his secondary education and entered into a higher secondary level.

It was totally a new ground for him. In this level he moved away from his home for his education. More importantly parted from his sister. From the only angel he has, who speaks up for him, also the one who understands and listens to him. He was in the new territory with lot of strangers. This new air was not been refreshing to him. It really becomes suffocating. He couldn’t able to adopt himself to this new settings. The boy missed his sister a lot. The boy who didn’t dared to speak, the boy who didn’t dared to express himself…started to vanish in the thick skinned world. His tears busted like unannounced heavy rain after a long time.

He started run and to run... Didn’t know where he is going to stop? Because of sobbing he couldn’t able to balance the breathing...

He started to struggle for breathing. Puff…puff…Finally he stopped running. The boy’s legs started to tremble without strength and his hands shiver. His body shoaked with sweat. He felt like throwing up and couldn’t bear the new changes around him. Fell down and out of breath…

Hey... what's wrong? Open your eyes, I got you buddy.

To be continued...

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