Afraid To Get to Know me...

In the previous episode,

Ares was so confused with his feelings and little taken back to believe the stranger.

To be continued...

With a train of thoughts in his mind... He somehow wanted to believe his words. He blinked his round eyes. Mm... Thank you. I really appreciate your social service.

Hmm... Finally, I think he was convinced roughly. He giggles. Then it's time for me to take leave. It's more than enough for today. I'm on my nine clouds. Leaving the room.

Mm... He is leaving? What's wrong with this guy? Didn't he come this far to stay tonight with me? Oh! Ares... what the hell are you thinking. Seriously! You must lose your mind. At the same time Ares couldn't deny that he felt hard in his heart for each step that kept him away. While Ares was hesitating and being perplexed he went out of the room.

Again... I didn't ask his name. He is still Mr. Weirdo and a stranger to me. Leaning on the door. Holding the handle and regretting that why didn't I stop him? Mm... Sighs, When will I see him again. His hand holds this handle like... this...? Ares hit his head hard on the door. He is gone...! Nothing I could do.

I really didn't know suddenly what's wrong with me? I'm feeling like I'm lost. Not only that but I feel lonely like I just want to cry and scream bad, so bad. Ares eyes filled with tears... You, please don't cry. Lifting his chin up and looking at the roof. I didn't want to cry. Mm... I really don't want to be this weak. Please stop there. Don't flow down.

The tears started to pour and slowly flowed downwards. Damn!!! Damn... Really it hurts. Though I don't want to let my tears down, I couldn't. Like it's something I couldn't really take control of. Mm... Like something, I really couldn't control...

It's bad. He is still there in my eyes... He stays. The moment he gets that close to me. I'm scared enough to death. Yes, but I don't know... What to say? I feel something like I wasn't really sure. His touch... His fingers... He is really a bad guy. He left me alone with these lingering thoughts. It sucks. This feeling is weird just like him... I couldn't take this. Feels like I'm dying.

Please...Please stop thinking about him. Even for a second you can, super okay. Struggling with his own thoughts. Sobbing. Damn!!! I'm again doing this. How can I be like this? To feel like this. Smiles.... Cry. It's really, hit hard.

Calling him weird... While I'm the person who is really weird. How could I forget that?

His memories filled with the flashback where he was always called a weirdo.

Yeap, It's true... Ares... how do you forget that? Yes, I'm the true weirdo here. His hand on his left chest, crushing it. Falling in deep pain. Whatever... I'm not going to give up. Ares look up. Ares, please lift your head up. Pulling himself hard. His eyes are full of tears and pain which paint his eyes red. Also, his eyes slowly got swollen by sobbing.

The strange voice echoes on his ears. He is weird. He is weird...

Ares... You're crying?

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