Chapter 12 safe zone

Were eating dinner right now when my mother call me."Talliah i just want to remind you that you have to do that with him tonight okay? We want a grandchild as soon as possible"i stand up and go to the living room.

"Mother! Do you think i want to have a child with him!?"i said I'm angry but i didn't shout."You have to do that for our family and for our reputation"really? she called me for this? They don't even ask me how my situation here with my husband but this!?

"If you want mother you can have another child with father for all i care!"I said and hang up the phone,they don't really care about me,i know that i already accept that but it still hurts.

This is what I hate the most crying because of them when they don't even deserve this,but they're still my family there's a tiny hope in my heart that maybe someday they will care about me just a little.

I envy those people who are not like us, when they have a simple life but they are still happy and their parents loved them, that's right money can't buy happiness,even if you have the whole world in your palm if there's no one you can rely on, it still useless maybe other people think that money can give them happiness but for me it's not, i thought i will be fine even they didn't care about me but i was wrong.

Because my family thinks of me as a tool and material that thay can use just to maintain their reputation or what.Mother think that giving birth was so easy like she doesn't know about that.

Family is the the main reason of those people who committed suicide because their family can't even try to understand them or they don't try to listen to them.

If money can buy happiness then why some people having a depression and anxiety?Yes you have a lot of money but if your family is your problem how can you be happy? I just want someone to understand me and listen to all my complain but the two person who can do that is already gone.

"Wifey are you done with your call?"my husband ask me and he's standing behind me so i wipe my tears and face him.

"Oh hubby it's mother,she ask me if we're doing okay and i said yes, are you done eating?"I said and show my fake smile.

"Oh! Wifey,Can i hug you?"he said and he's smiling."W-why? Is there something wrong?"i ask him and he smile again.

"Nothing i just want to hug you for a while"he said and i said yes,he walk towards me and hug me tight.

I don't know but when I'm in his arms,I felt so comfortable and i feel that im safe.This is how jessa doing when im having a hard time.

"Wifey? If there's anything that trouble you or make you sad just tell me okay? Im always here"he said but wait? i think he heard our conversation, no it's impossible because I'm such an expert when it comes to faking my smile and feelings so i think he really just want to hug me.

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