Chapter 8 justice

After that mother told me to take a rest and she will go to my aunt and uncle.

I lay on my bed and i start crying,they no longer here,they left me and don't even told me that they're suffering but I'm too numb for not noticing that if i go to their house yesterday night maybe i can saved them.

I didn't do anything for them and they will never fulfill their dreams anymore, they're still young but why? Why do they have to leave this world so early? It's simple and all because of who make them did that.

Tonigh i want to cry and let my emotions out,i can't believe that my only friends and my only support is no longer here.You know that feeling? When that only people who can understand and give you strength can't be with you anymore?

Ever since i was a kid my parents don't care about my feelings because all they care is our reputation and our wealth.They always wants me to be on a top,i should work hard to meet their expectations and i need to step aside my happiness for their expectations.

I meet them when i was 13 years old,Jessa was 13 years old that time and lia was 7 years old.

I haven't made any friends since childhood because all I have to do is to study and meet my parents expectations.

My brother doesn't care about me either that's why whenever i feel down or i feel hopeless i cry and hide my pain because no one wants to listen to me or try to understand me.

Untill they show up and give me the real definition of happiness and in this world there's still hope and happiness and that's what they show me.

Whenever my parents hurt me with their words because of the grades they never expect to me,jessa and lia was my escape and they give me strength and support.

Jessa always told me that i can do that and all the hard work i made was enough for them.They always there for me and save me but i can't do the same for them.

I'm such a coward and weak person if i just stay with them that night maybe they will tell me all the pain and what make them feel hopeless.

I'm sorry lia and jessa for not saving you but i promise that i will give you justice so you will be in piece wherever you are.

Because i know that they will never do such a thing if there's nothing happened that day and that what I'm going to investigate and make those people pay for what they did to the both of you and show bring out the truth.

After the investigation the police told us that it was a pure suicide so no one murdered them but they do that in their own choice.

I don't believe them how can a 14 years old have a silencer in her bedroom and kill herself using it!?

And why it happened at the same day? They're so dumb and they said that they planned killing themselves together? Unbelievable!

They close the case without a proper investigation because it was a suicide?

If they can't do their job properly then i will find the truth on my own!so meaning it happens in carson's territory,i will going to go there and find the answer.

There's only one solution,i have to marry that carson's son and im going to use him for my plan.

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They held the wake in our house and many people came because some people love them because they're so kind and respectful people.

Jessa will finally reach her dreams of becoming a teacher but how can she do that if she's laying on her coffin? while lia will be in her senior high and wants to become a doctor to save people but she was also laying on the coffin.

While looking at them I can't stop crying because after their wake i will no longer see them only in pictures and in my memory.

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it's finally the time they're body will be buried,i can't believe after this there's no jessa and lia in my life.

I cry and cry "i can't believe this! No! Please don't leave me! I still need you guys! please wake up! Tell me it was a joke like you always do! Please!"when i was on their wake i thought i already accept the truth but i was wrong.

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And then they arrived,those people know the truth the carson's family while I'm crying i also kill them on my mind,i have to gain their trust first so i have to stop myself and i know that they paid the police to close the investigation.

I saw them but can't look at them because i don't want to do something i will regret later.

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