15.Sorry
Jungkook went up to his room.He was still not aware of his own condition.He still didn't know how miserable he was looking.He was just there standing in the middle of the room.
After standing for a little while he moved towards washroom.He was just going to take his shirt off when he saw it.
Jungkook might have shed tears before but not like this.He might have cried before but not like this.He might have been hurt before but not like this.
And about regretting, did he ever regret before.Even he did it was not like this.
His face was full of tears.Eyes bloodshot.Body trembling and sweaty.It was not him.The guy in the mirror was not him.He is not this weak , miserable and pathetic.It's not him.
Jeon Jungkook
It can't be me
Jeon Jungkook
WHOEVER YOU ARE LEAVE
Jeon Jungkook
I'M STRONG. NO ONE CAN HURT ME.
Jungkook was saying it all while cleaning his face.He didn't know he can remove those tears but he can never remove the weak person inside him that exists because of him being a human
He opened the tap and wash his face again and again.He again looked at the mirror but seeing the same bloodshot eyes made him furious
The mirror broke into pieces.The blood was also dripping from his hand on the ground.And again he was standing with his evil thoughts telling him that he is nothing but just a lonely pathetic person.Who wants attention and nothing else.Like a little kid asking his parents for a candy.Like a kid who always blame his parents after they scold him even after knowing that he was wrong.
He was nothing just a weak person like everyone else.
Everyone was present in the meeting room after getting a message from Jungkook last night.They all were waiting for him who still can't be seen anywhere.But their wait didn't last long when Jungkook enter with all his glory.
His was as cold and emotionless like he never had any breakdown.He sat on his chair like a king he was.
Jeon Jungkook
Any update on Alberto.
Kim namjoon
He is still in Korea.And according to how much I get to know he is attending an exhibition this week.
Jeon Jungkook
Exhibition 🤨
Kim namjoon
Hmm.There is this exhibition going in the main hall of the museum.
Jeon Jungkook
Any news what's it about.
Kim namjoon
But not some simple brand jewelry.They are old monuments.And specially one of them.
Kim namjoon
It is said , that piece of jewelry has never worn by anyone.
Kim namjoon
Because the person who made it didn't let anyone ever touch it till he existed..He specially made it for his lover who left him.
Everyone looked at Jungkook hearing that little voice knowing very well what the other must be thinking
Jeon Jungkook
And why is it special
Kim namjoon
The guy who made didn't know the stone he collected to make were the most rare stones to exist.And now everyone's eye is on that billion piece of jewelry.
Jeon Jungkook
And somehow Alberto is the one who is going to buy it .
Kim namjoon
Yeah.That's why he came to Korea in first place.
Jungkook leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes .A sign that he is thinking something deeply.
Jeon Jungkook
We are going to be the one to have that jewelry.
Jungkook said now opening his eyes and while looking at front
jung hoseok
I know it's important and valuable.But don't you think it cost too much.
Jeon Jungkook
Who said we are buying it.😏
Jeon Jungkook
We are gonna steal it.
Soon the meeting was wrapped up and everyone was leaving the room.
But before taehyung can also leave a voice stopped him
Taehyung halted on his step.He was still looking other side not wanting to turn.Of course he was hurt from yesterday and he was not ready to face the other knowing very well he will just forgive the other like that.
His train of thoughts broke when he heard the voice again that took his breath away.I mean the voice always took his breath away but this time it was the words that made him shudder.
Taehyung head snapped towards younger who was still sitting on his chair and looking straight in his eyes.
How can he not forgive someone who looks at him like that.
I said it and you have to forgive
It's jeon Jungkook.His pride is highest than mount everest.
Even though it didn't seem like Jungkook regretted saying those words.Even though his words didn't seem genuine.Even though his voice was still harsh and cold.
But still it bring a smile at taehyung's face.He was happy.So happy.Because afterall it was the first time Jungkook said sorry to him.Those words hold very special place for him.
People will hurt you a lot.
Mentally, physically or in many other ways.
They will say many bad things to you, make you feel like a trash,make you feel like you don't deserve anything, make you feel like you are not doing enough.
Then after all this there will be this simple word.
Will all those feelings get erased after hearing it.Will we don't feel that useless again.Will we never feel like a pathetic person again.Will they all get removed.
Then why do we still forgive them?
Then why we don't shout at them back and tell them how much they hurt us.
Why we still just open our heart to let them in and wound it again?
Maybe because it's a sign we are still human beings who has that little empathy inside them.
Author
I'm sorry for late update but I was sick today and had a very bad headache.
Author
Anyhow , I hope you like the chapter and I'm very excited to write the next part.
Author
So plz like and comment
Comments
D̆̈ă̈s̆̈h̆̈.ꌚꍏꀤ❣️480
😮💨 What was I expecting?
2024-04-23
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aishhh what I even expect/Facepalm//Facepalm//Facepalm/
2024-04-03
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Venizia
my baby taetae is so innocent 🥰🥰
2024-03-27
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