LEAVING BECAUSE OF HER!!

I slowly open my eyes & look around my room as if everything looks unfamiliar. I'm trying to remember how the hell I even got home. It didn't take long before the biggest head ache in the whole wide world kicked in.

Now I remember one of the reasons why I stopped partying so much.

I burry my face in my hands trying to deal with the pounding pain, it's almost unbearable. I run my fingers threw my hair. I'm slowly catching flash backs of last night.

-Okay I obviously know I went out with the girls. We we're popping bottles. I took one to many shots. I went to the bathroom. I called someone.

"I called someone!" I silently whispered to my self.

"Fúck my life! I called Justin & he brought me home!"

I threw my hot pink bed sheets over me & sunk deep into my bed. I remember now, he picked me up, he brung me home, & I asked him to lay with me. I was drunk but not completely drunk to the point where I could have played it off by saying that it was nothing I was just drunk. FÚCK MY WHOLE LIFE! Why me? Why did I drink so much? He thinks I like him now. He probably thinks I'm a slút & that every single time I get drunk I ask every single guy to come into bed with me. The worse part isn't even that I asked him to sleep with me. The worse part is that I asked & he said no. What a fúckiñg a$$hóle. I mean I completely understand why he would say no. I'm his step sister. Step brother's don't lay down with drunk step sister's.

Right?!

1 HOUR LATER;

For the pass hour all I've been doing is laying in bed with this horrible head ache. I can't even think about leaving this room. But I have to, I have to drink some water & brush my teeth. The taste of liquor is gonna kill me. I slowly get my self off the bed, quietly open my room door, & even more quietly make my way to the bathroom. I don't even want to look at Justin. If I could i'd hide forever.

As I'm openinng the bathroom door I can hear Justin speaking in a low but aggresive tone. I only hear his voice which means he's probably on the phone. I can't help my self, being the curious Rose that I mean I tippy toe my way to his room door which is right next to the bathroom. I gently place my ear to the door.

"You watched him stab me Jenna & you didn't do anything!" "How in the fúck do you ever want me to forgive you?" His voice got louder.

"I DON'T CARE JUST DON'T CALL ME ANYMORE YOU DÚMB BÌTCH!!!!" He yelled. He's obviously pissed off, very pissed off. I hear foot steps, they are getting closer to the door. As fast as I could I took a few steps back, placed my hand on my door knob & acted as if I was walking out of my room at the same time he was. He stormed out of that room without even noticing that I was there. He didn't even bother to look my way. I can see it in his face he's furious. Not even with dad I've seen him this angry before. I wonder why that ***** is even calling him. I can feel my self getting worried & feeling concerned but is none of my business. Sadly. He stomps his way towards the kitchen. I'm dying to chase after & ask whats wrong but after last night it'll just be way to akward.

& knowing him he'll completely brush me off. So why even waste my time?

I go back to doing what I was gonna do in the first place... Go to the bathroom! I brush my teeth, take a really long shower that made me feel so00000 good & refreshed. Hop right out of the shower & wrap my self into a clean white towel. I take one good look at my self in the mirror

"Why can't I stop thinking about him?" I whisper.

This is a sin. I am committing a sin. This is my step brother. He's not blood but he's still considered my brother.

2 DAYS LATER-

My parents are finally back & I couldn't be happier. For the pass 2 days I've been feeling like I'm living with a stranger. With a COMPLETE stranger. We havne't exchanged not one word, not one look, nothing. But you know what? That just makes it easier for me to stop thinking about it, it just makes it easier for the small feelings that I've developed to fade. It didn't take long before one of my parents questioned one of us about the tension. I honestly didn't' know it was that obvious.

As my mom & I are folding laundry she looks at me & asks.

"Did you & Justin get into a fight or something while we we're gone?"

As much as I wanted to ignore the question I couldn't. Not taking my eyes off the pile of clothes that was left to fold I answered as normally as I could.

"Ehh, I wouldn't call it a fight but we did get into a minor confrontation. Nothing big at all just a disagreement about something so stupid!"

"Are you sure it was small?" She looked at me with worry in her eyes.

I looked at her & rolled my eyes. "Mom yes! I'm positive that it was nothing serious." I went back to folding hoping that she will drop it already.

"I hope you guys fix what ever it is that went on before he leaves."

I stopped what I was doing. My heart dropped. I looked straight at my mother.

"Leaving where?" I immediately started folding again not wanting to make anything obvious with my face expression.

"Your father didn't' tell you?" "He's moving back with his mother, he says that's where he feels most comfortable!" "We can't do anything but respect his decision. It makes me kind of sad that he's basically saying he feels uncomfortable here when we've done all we could to make him feel at home." She said in a voice of disappointment.

The room got completely silent.

I looked over at mom & her eyes we're watering.

I feel a huge knot forming in my throat. A million thoughts are running through my mind. I'm the reason he wants to leave. I made him feel uncomfortable. I'm the reason why he wants to leave. I can now feel my eyes slowly watering to. I don't want my mom to see me so I pull out my phone & act as if I'm calling someone.

I rush to my room, turn off the light, in throw my self into my bed. I feel empty, I feel bad, I feel confused, but most of all angry. I'm not worried about the fact that I won't be seeing him walking around the house top less anymore. I'm worried about the fact that I may never see him again, he knows he's not in the conditions to be going back over there. It wont be safe.

God forbid but what if that guy does something to him. I sat up remembering that he was on the phone with Jenna the other day. I storm out of my room & storm into his. With out knocking, with out a warning, with no hesitation what so ever.

"What the hell is the matter with you?" I shut the door behind me.

He got up from his computer & walked over to me with a confused look on his face, & of course top less. Nothing new. I stood there with my arms crossed waiting for him to answer.

"What are you talking about?"

"Why are you leaving?"

He walked over to his bed & sat down. "Because I feel like it-

"Oh because you feel like it?" I asked sarcastically. "Because you feel like it Justin? Or because Jenna wants you to? Because you want to risk your life? Because-

"You want to know why I'm leaving Rose?" He ran his fingers through his hair out of frustration, stood up from the bed & got really close to me.

I rolled my eyes. "Yes Justin I do!"

"it's not for Jenna, it's not to have problems, I miss my mom but is not because of that. Is not because I feel uncomfortable because I don't." He paused.

"Then why is it?"

He sighed as he quietly stood there looking at me.

"You know what don't even tell me why. Just leave I don't even care to be quiet honest." I turn around to leave. As I'm turning the knob he grabs me by the arm & gently pulls me close to him. I mean really close. So close I can feel his heart beat & he can feel mine. I push him off of me, looking confused & pissed at the same time.

"I'm leaving because I'm constantly thinking about you. Because I've grown to have feelings for you. Because I'm going crazy, I'm driving my self insane just thinking about making you mine in every single way possible." He said softly, almost in a whisper. My eyes water. I'm in disbelief. All a long he's been feeling the same way I do. I pull my self closer to him. He takes a step back with his hand still holding mine. "I'm leaving because I know you feel the same way about me & I know we can't be!"

I took his other hand, looked him in his eyes. A tear falling down my eyes & my heart beating faster than a race car. At this point I'm in shock. Even though what he just said should make me cry tears of joy, I'm crying tears of sadness. I'm crying because we'll never ever be accepted & our parents would be torn. But I'm not gonna let him leave. Theres no way in hell.

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