Kissed a stranger
Taehyung comes back and finds his old father sleeping on the couch-
it's June now, but due to old age his weak body can't handle summer breeze coming from the road facing window
but he is literally curled up in a ball
yes! He gets frustrated with his father, but the amount of love, he has for his father that is anyone's beyond imagination
Kim Taehyung
This old man always waits for me to cover him with a blanket
He covers his father with a blanket then goes to his room. He needs to cook dinner for them
After taking a shower and changing into a t-shirt and sweatpants, he goes to the kitchen
He remembers, an omega with long hair gave him a box of tteokbokki
He has noticed Jeongguk playing in the lawn with that tabby cat
He clicks his tongue before cutting the veggies to cook japchae
He can't let his father have tteokbokki
his weak stomach can't handle spicy food
While cutting veggies his gaze lands on a certain omega, who is still playing with the cat in the lawn
Kim Taehyung
It's 10:29, and he is still outside? despite being an omega
he walks closer to window and notices the man's long hair
Long ebony locks
gathered loosely in a bun
To be honest, Jeongguk isn't Taehyung's type of omega
Taehyung likes delicate omegas not someone who is tall and sturdy, muscular physique
plus Jeongguk likes cats!!!
The only thing Taehyung likes in Jeongguk is his long hair
Did Jeongguk's long hair create ' doki doki ' in Taehyung's heart?
But nah, that's not going to happen
Taehyung is not asking for a grand declaration of love. He has
stopped entertaining those thoughts long ago. You
see, He has resigned himself to where he is now,
hanging by a thin, tenuous thread. He can feel it
rising above him, gently fraying, slowly giving way.
He is not asking for promises or tenure he just wants a hand to reach for at the breaking point
When you are 42 and still single, with low income
you don't get to dream about love
Sometimes Taehyung just mistakenly dreams about his future
he knows it's a sin to dream about a good future with a spouse and children
And sometimes even if he dreams of someone there is no guarantee that person will love him back
He just wants to plant a seed in that person's mind, some tiny particle
of thought that bears a remnant of Taehyung. So little by
little, day by day, that person find himself/herself thinking of Taehyung,
until one morning, that person will wake up and realize he/she can't think of anything else
this isn't not applicable for old people like Taehyung
Nobody is going to love a 42 year old man with low income
What he exactly did with his life?
He walks to the dinning room, placing the japchae on the table before waking his father up
Kim Taehyung
Old man, wake up! Have your dinner
Kim Taehyung
Wake up, old man. Have your dinner first then go to sleep again
His father wakes up after a few seconds
Kim Jae Joon
When did you come? Did you bring something to eat?
Kim Taehyung
No, made japcha--
Kim Jae Joon
That's your favorite, not mine
Taehyung takes a deep breath before speaking
Kim Taehyung
Eat whatever I make.
He scoops his father up from the couch and makes his way to the dinner room
Kim Jae Joon
Put me down moròn, I am not your baby
Kim Taehyung
I am practing
Kim Jae Joon
then get married first
Kim Taehyung
Find me a wife or husband fir--
His father immediately shows Taehyung his false teeth
Kim Taehyung
Now, why are you laughing?
Kim Jae Joon
Downstairs, there lives an unmarried omega. He is beautiful, his eomma was talking to Le--
Kim Taehyung
Lee samchon? Didn't I tell you not let him enter our home?
He makes his father sit in a chair
Kim Jae Joon
Listen to me first, will you? He told me about that boy lives downstairs. His name is ~ Yes, Jeon Jeongguk. His eomma has been searching a groom for him.
You are a perfect person for him. You will definitely like him.
Taehyung starts massaging his temple before saying
Kim Taehyung
Appa, listen to me. This is not important that if I like him or not, but he has to like me first
And
and...
Taehyung just can't reveal ' That ' secret to his father
Something he can't discuss with his father
and he can't ruin his future spouse's life either
Taehyung can't become a father
he is able to achieve his erect!on / orgàsm
but he is simply not interested in touching someone
The energy of the sexual drive as a component of the life instinct, is zero for him
And he knows, after marriage he has to fulfill his duty as a husband
" Hello, you are my spouse, but I can't give you sexuàl pleasure because I simply don't want to touch you "
Though he wants to become a father, he hates the process
Sometimes he doubts himself
his bestie, Woosik gives him videos containing pòrnography
and Taehyung simply deletes them
he used to watch them and touched himself, while thinking about his ex-boyfriends, but immediately he would loose interest
" Such a waste of your b!g d!ck "
that's what Woosik told him
He just doesn't want to touch anyone
May be he is getting old, that's why
After breaking up with his both ex boyfriends he lost every l!bido completely
He knows it's psychological
The tremendous pain he got from them, that's why he has lost interest
He doesn't hate any omega
because two omegas ruined his life
he doesn't feel anything anymore
Once he wanted to become a father of 5 children
if his spouse had any objection then he would have considered having 3. Not less than 3 babies
He is afraid of getting hurt again
May be, he thinks marriage isn't for him
only lucky people get to marry
plus his low income can't support an entire family
his elder sister comes every month snatches his father's pension then goes back to her home
His elder brother, doesn't even bother to call him or his father
He is a one of the richest man's in Korea
Actually one of the richest man's son in law
so, naturally- he can't keep in touch with him or their father, no?
Taehyung has been taking care of his father's treatment, saving money to buy a better apartment and for his own future too
An urgent need to buy a bike to save some money but he can't do that either
He is too frustrated with his own life
He too had a bright future but his father and siblings ruined it indirectly
Kim Jae Joon
Tteokbokki!!!!
Kim Taehyung
Sh!t, did he see it already?
He runs towards the kitchen, where he kept it.
He was so engrossed in thinking about his life that he failed to notice his father has already finished his dinner and gone to the kitchen
Kim Jae Joon
You bought it? Didn't you?
Kim Taehyung
No, that boy Je-- Jeongguk, gave it to me!
Kim Jae Joon
You have already met him? How was he? isn't he the prettiest?
Taehyung keeps staring at his father before speaking
Kim Taehyung
Not my type. He is tall and sturdy
Kim Jae Joon
He is beautiful
Older kim starts eating tteokbokki, when he notices his son is spacing out again
Kim Taehyung
I know, what you are doing. Just have a little of it.
He gives a little bit of tteokbokki to his sulking father and throws the remaining
cause he hates spicy food
and his father can't have it
Kim Jae Joon
Why did you throw it? It's good, if he becomes your husband then you will be eating his cooking
Kim Taehyung
Yes, right! Brush your teeth old man and go to sle--
Kim Jae Joon
He is there! playing with a cat
The old man notices Jeongguk and informs his son immediately
Kim Taehyung
What? he is still here?
Taehyung whispers under his breath
Jeongguk has been playing with the cat.
He has already started calling the kitten Ashy
And Ashy seems to like this name a lot
Jeongguk can't take ashy home because his eomma will kick both of them out if he takes ashy with him
After Marshmallow's death his Eomma fell sick because she loved Marshmallow a lot
Yes, he was Jeongguk's baby but his Eomma didn't love Marshmallow any less than him
" No more pets are allowed "
" You can have as much as you want after your marriage but not in my home "
Jeongguk has noticed Ashy in the morning so he bought a sachet of cat food
Ashy is having the best day of his life tonight
Ashy has been starving for 2 days straight and no body is giving any sh!t about it
Jeon Jeongguk
You liked it, boy?
Jeongguk starts patting the kitty
He gazes at the sky and whispers
Jeon Jeongguk
We found each other like hope on the coldest, darkest day of January.
You took my hands, eyes soft like the clouds before rain
and promised me a whole life that was not yours to give.
No one had taught you about borrowed forevers.
No one had taught me about people like you
who looked like homes but were quicksand instead.
This is how we ended:
I stopped talking
but you didn't notice because you had
stopped listening long ago.
People fall in such deep, dark love with each other
that they forget that love is a perishable thing.
They hold on long past the love growing bad
until one of them finally catches scent of the decay
Jeongguk still remembers his boyfriend
And sometimes he talks to himself as if he is talking to the boy
Unbeknownst to him Taehyung has listened it
Something like that happened to him as well
Jeongguk turns and notices Taehyung is standing near him and ashy
Jeongguk's doe eyes meet the man's amber eyes
For Jeongguk has the saddest damaged eyes
and Taehyung is someone who always knew how to
heal,
patch
love
damaged souls
Despite being a damaged soul himself
Kim Taehyung
Umm, the container ~ I made japchae
hope you will like it
Jeongguk takes the container and bows before saying
Jeon Jeongguk
How was the tteokbokki? Did you lik--
Kim Taehyung
Sorry, I hate spicy food so I haven't tasted it. But my father did, he said it was great
Kim Taehyung
Basically, my father can't have spicy food either. I gave him a little amount of it, and threw away the remaining
Jeongguk wasn't expecting an answer like this though
this is the first time someone is telling him, that they have thrown his food !!
Jeon Jeongguk
Umm, that's harsh you know?
Kim Taehyung
Yes, you can throw my food too
Taehyung says nonchalantly
Unexpectedly Jeongguk didn't get angry, but he replies Taehyung anyway
Jeon Jeongguk
Nah, I might taste it first. If it's ok then I will eat or else I will throw it away. Like you did!
Kim Taehyung
I didn't throw it away because I hated the taste, I simply did it because I don't like spicy food. If I hadn't told you about it then you wouldn't have gotten chance to mock me.
Jeon Jeongguk
Then should I feel thankful?
Taehyung keeps staring at Jeongguk's lips
This man really has pretty lips and wait
there is a mole beneath it
Jeon Jeongguk
Why are you keep looking at my lips? huh!
Kim Taehyung
You have beautiful lips, though you are not my type- I like your long hair and now your lips
oh, and the mole beneath it
Jeon Jeongguk
No, I mean.. are you insulting me?
Kim Taehyung
I was praising yo--
Suddenly it's starts raining
Jeongguk says something but Taehyung hasn't listened to it, Jeongguk's voice would still come through fog and rain;
clear as day, the words escape his lips.
Jeongguk's beautiful, glowing lips;
that Taehyung wishes he could taste once in his lifetime.
Jeon Jeongguk
It's raining, go hom--
Taehyung holds Jeongguk's hand
and within a few seconds he starts kissing Jeongguk
Midnight dark, is like Taehyung's true love’s kiss
of clove and citrus scented
cradled in the subtle, woven voices
of the conspiratorial night wind
soft as the silver-blue
edges of light
cast from nocturnal lanterns
sharing in silent thunder secrets held in coffers
of crimson jade
blazing with the vibrance
of constellations
blown before celestial storms
full as skyward Luna rounded and buxom
heavy with desire
veiling Taehyung's worldly sight
so Jeongguk's truth can pierce him
Jeongguk's name
has been locked into
the secret dimension
inside Taehyung's mouth
known only by their tongues.
Jeongguk becomes breathless after a few minutes
Jeon Jeongguk
Di--did you just kiss me?
Kim Taehyung
Let's get married!
Taehyung can feel the tightness in his pànts
Such vulnerable desire.
Eclipse pupils, wide like the moon.
There’s something in Jeongguk's eyes that Taehyung needs for himself.
Trust for him…feel for him…
Claim Taehyung's name.
He wants to hear it dripping from that perfect mouth of Jeongguk.
The wonders Taehyung will perform on Jeongguk.
Taehyung wants to hear Jeongguk whining.
Taehyung wants to taste Jeongguk's disease poisoning his lips.
Taehyung wants to see deliberate submission.
Having Jeongguk underneath him, having Jeongguk for himself.
Jeon Jeongguk
Dream on, moron!
He kicks Taehyung's left knee before going back to his apartment
Kim Taehyung
Sh!t, did I just kiss a stranger? And I am feeling horñy because of him?
What is happening to me?
Kim Taehyung
I need to apologize right now
He starts following Jeongguk
After returning his apartment Jeongguk straight goes to the bathroom
and Taehyung knocks the door of their apartment
Jeongguk's eomma asks from kitchen
Jeon Ji Hye
Don't know eomma
Kim Taehyung
Hello, I am Kim Taehyung from apartment no. 36
Lee Ji Yeon
Oh, come son! Come in!!
She almost sprints towards the man who is standing there, drenched by rain
Lee Ji Yeon
Look at you! You’re drenched!
Kim Taehyung
umm, Yeah. It’s raining
Lee Ji Yeon
Come inside son, jihye-ah ask your brother to come here immediately
Jeon Jeongguk
Why are you get-- why are you here?
Lee Ji Yeon
Ggukie, watch your tongue
Jeon Jeongguk
Why? Ask this man, why is he her--
Lee Ji Yeon
Ggukie!!
Don't mind my son
Jeon Jeongguk
Just kick him out, will ya?
Lee Ji Yeon
Ggukie, why are you doing this?
Jeon Jeongguk
Because
Because
he ki--
Jeongguk covers his mouth immediately
he just can't say, Taehyung has kissed him.
He has even noticed Taehyung got bońer while kissing him
Taehyung looks at his pants, still got a nasty bońer
But he bites his lower lip to suppress his laughter
Oh, he loves watching Jeongguk's red face
and his swollen red lips too
Lee Ji Yeon
So, you are here?
Kim Taehyung
Ah, I apologize! I came here to say thank you. Tteokbokki was too delicious to be true
Jeon Jeongguk
Liar, you didn't even taste i--
Lee Ji Yeon
Ggukie, don't mind him
Lee Ji Yeon
Want some more?
Kim Taehyung
No, it's ok imo. * imo = aunt
Kim Taehyung
I came here to ask something
He looks straight at Jeongguk
A mischievous smile is spreading on his ethereal face
Lee Ji Yeon
Yes, son go ahead!
Kim Taehyung
Can I take your son to a date this Sunday?
Jeon Jeongguk
But I don't want go
Nobody is here to listen Jeongguk anyway
they are so happy that somebody has finally asked the grumpy boy out
Before going back to his apartment Taehyung walks closer to Jeongguk who is fuming
Kim Taehyung
I am looking forward to this date, who knows we might do something naughty this time
Taehyung winks at the man
Comments
Ash Smash
Taehyung that's disrespectful (do it again)
2023-11-08
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Ash Smash
😭😭😭 ima go and finally say hi to my crush..i don't want my love to decay before i confess
2023-11-08
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Ash Smash
gosh this is so well written 😭😭
2023-11-08
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