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When you're in love with someone you've known for less than a month, it’s hard not to fall in love.

It takes some time and patience, but you eventually manage to find your way into the heart of the most wonderful person you have ever met.

but in my case it's not the same thing. sometimes I wonder am I the only one whom he can't see or.....he don't want to see.

If you don't want me then please don't mess with my feelings.

I know we've been married for such a long time that i know what you mean when you say you don't wanna hurt anyone else.

But if you think this is going anywhere then please stop pretending.

I hate the idea of being alone all the time.

Sometimes i wish that i could just go back to when everything was alright.

That's when things were simple, back in the days where it was nice to live like this.

And i miss those times.

But i guess I don't need to tell him any of that.

Because i already knew how much he cares about me.

And i would do anything for him.

Even though we barely see each other anymore, there isn't a day where we don't spend time together.

We even have our own private little place in the school grounds.

The only problem is that i can't seem to find him.

Every time i look around the place he isn't here.

I've tried calling him but all of his phone numbers are unlisted.

So i can't call him and ask why he won't come to me.

But as always he'll just smile at me and tell me that he'll be right over.

As always, I end up waiting for him.

and wait.

and wait.

Until the sun sets, leaving me to be left behind by myself.

the darkness is so soothing, and it brings me some peace.

if i didn't know better, i'd think that i'm having a really good night's sleep.

but no, tonight will be a bad night.

for once i'm scared for something.

i wish i had someone with me right now.

someone whose presence calms me down and gives me a sense of safety.

my eyes scan the dark sky, hoping and praying to hear an answer from the stars.

But nothing comes out.

instead the sound of footsteps approaching me startle me.

i turn around quickly, not wanting him to find me like this.

the only thing i expect is my husband Ash,

the man I admire for more than anything walks towards me.

"hey babe",

his voice is soft, like a feather falling on water.

but there's a hint of worry in his tone which makes me frown.

he knows I am afraid to lose the only one person i have ever cared for.

so whenever he calls my name he doesn' t sound worried.

he sounds happy...almost.

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