let go of me
I made a regrettable choice...
I never should've loved him..
they said the love you have at 19 is the worst one...it'll break you..tear you apart...
I'm just staring at the ceiling...in his bed
he no longer cares about me or my existence anymore..I probably messed up too much..
All he wants now is my body..this relationship became so much toxic . I constantly feel suffocated .
Leo
you should get dressed.. Mum will be here any minute.
Carina
why do you keep calling me if you hate me so much ??
knew it..he wouldn't reply..
But wait ..we are no longer in a relationship anymore...it's just him still having sex with me. And I'm still holding onto him . Thinking at least he loves my body..
Is he the same boy who was so obsessed with me. Put so much efforts. he's still loyal .. The only thing changed is he doesn't put much efforts like he did.
if he cheated.. or did something..it probably wouldn't have been this painful. He just suddenly stopped liking me..loving me. He suddenly started hating me..
Leo
are you free next weekend?
I couldn't muster the courage to say that I'm leaving this country..either he'll go rough again or just say something to insult me..it's normal for me now
Leo
you're coming next Friday..I don't give a fuck about you being busy..
Carina
Mum is...forcing me for marriage..she said she wanted to talk to you..
Leo
I'm not talking to her..
Carina
Bt I don't want to marry anyone else!! Do I look like one of those girls who just fuck around? For fun?
Leo
who would marry a person like you?? Someone who just falls on other guys?
Carina
I never did...be careful of what you say!! I gave you my every first! you're the guy I ever held hand with! First guy I ever dated...and you still have the audacity to say something like that .
Carina
At least tell what did I do!!! For gods sake
Leo
I don't need to tell you that...
Carina
Then stop fucking around with me!
Leo
Why? Do you want me to fuck around with somebody else?
My eyes were already teary ..
Leo
I own your body..even if you have a shitty disgusting personality..
Leo
And talking about first ..you're also the first woman I ever became intimate with..
Leo
And I honestly regret that the most..
Carina
I don't want to continue this kind of relationship..I feel disgusted..I have nothing to offer to the person who'll probably expect love from me..do you think I dont regret meeting you???
Carina
I didn't even consent for the first time? You promised you won't have sex with me before marriage! You didn't keep you promise..I kept shouting stop..you didn't
Carina
You ruined me so much! That I don't know what to do!
Leo
Do whatever you want don't bother me..
I didn't have anything else to say
Leo
We are still...in this relationship..keep that in mind
Carina
delete those pics..
Carina
you are disgusting..
Leo
If you don't come next weekend, I'll be sure to send your pics to you mum..
I didn't know what to do...my life was in such a mess..
I gave up my passion my dreams for this coward man
it's hurtful how a person can change so much over time..
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