escaping
he's weird...he doesn't let go when I'm mentally prepared to let go..
When I decide I'd hold onto this relationship he just throws me away and I keep begging
Throughout my whole life I always planned that if I enter into a relationship that'll be my first and last
Because I gave him my everything..every firsts...I couldn't accept this fact..the first man I loved so much..would ruin me this way..
park Erika
Carina! Are you listening to me?
I came back to my senses...I was in a restaurant with my friend ..she knows I'm leaving soon .
park Erika
So , how did Leo react!? Was he happy? Did he celebrate ?
Carina
Uhh..he was happy...I wasn't really into celebrating this .it's our departure.
park Erika
he was happy at least...you'll be fulfilling your dream...your parents know about him.. he'll also move to Germany soon..that's it...you're finally settled!
Carina
Yeah I guess (smiles)
She doesn't know anything
I don't talk about my issues with anyone...I dont have any best friend..or any very close friend...she's probably the only friend I talk abt the least of my life
I'll probably tell her after i go there
Maybe that's why I became so much suicidal. I keep things to myself..try so much to swallow my emotions as much as possible
Carina
by the way! Lily's getting engaged to her boyfriend..next month .
park Erika
That lad lasted longer than we expected.. Your one relationship= her 4 relationship 2 breadcrumbing and 1 situationship...A-mazing
park Erika
I'm happy that Leo loves you so much..and he's loyal ..he doesn't even talk to us if we try to have a conversation..or even reply to a hi..
park Erika
That might sound rude bt I think that's the best compliment a girl can hear Abt her man
that is true..Leo doesn't have any female friends ..not even in his group. His routine is simple..sleep , hangout with few friends.. he's a Reserved person..
that's what attracted me the most..
A boy who's shy and reserved is so much devoted to me in private..cares so much for me..
Other woman was never an issue in our relationship..it was always me the reason why things were messy...it was my first relationship..I did make mistakes ..small mistakes that probably other guy would've ignored.. but you know...good things come with high value..small things mattered to him..
park Erika
as I was saying...you have to bring these things for me! Okay?
I didn't really Listen to her
Carina
text me the list...you won't have to wait for my return ..
park Erika
That'll be so nice of youuu...mwahh..
I was confused between should I commit suicide ..or should I give my life a chance...
it was really tough to manage the session fee for university in Singapore..I took loans..
I wonder how Leo will react..will he post those pic online? ..no ..I don't think he will something so cheap..he has morals....just not a heart
ik he will be happy ..he won't have the pressure to do something anymore..
Author: soon the day of her departure came near. her parents ask her so many times why didn't he come to visit..she ignored..the only two people who knew about her departure were Erica and Sam. while she was on board, Sam texted her, . Sam, who was a common friend of Mike and Carina. Was one of the reason why Leo was angry with her.. Leo didn't like his friend talk to his gf even for trivial matter..
Carina
For God sake. Don't
Samuel
You know he loves u a lot .he never loved anyone like you... He'll be real mad and upset
Carina
He won't... he'll continue living his life well..
Samuel
that's what you think..that won't be happening
Carina
Do me a favor..if he tells you.. don't act like you knew.
Samuel
I swear I didn't ..
[She answered her phone.]
Carina
I ... nothing just scrolling.
An air hostess: ma'am please turn off your phone
Carina
a friend.. Why did you call suddenly.?
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