◕｡◉｡Chapter 4｡◉｡◕

It's been a while and it was time for their shift to get over... what shift, it is not definite when they will come and go...at some point they question for what they have bought the house for...The hangout date was delayed cause of an emergency occurred out of nowhere...Kim Namjoon was in the cabin of Yoongi, it was also known as their group gang cabin... whenever there was a message of hanging out...they would come there in an instant knowing it was time.... Although it was another thing, that they just wanted to annoy Yoongi, which ofcourse he doesn't need to know, but still he understands...But at some point it became a habit ...Like now, Namjoon was sitting alone , just arriving after completing an operation...He messaged "Hey whose treat..?", ... Jungkook replied with,..."mine"...It wasn't even 5 minutes...but there were load of messages saying..."On my way","Coming","The operation is over, coming"and etc...etc.....soon everyone arrived and changed into there casual wear...

In some time they were all out walking on footpath...they didn't take the car cause the shop was on 5 minutes walk...there memories residing there..for them it was the escape place when they thought the life was not going well, it was this place where they would drink and get wasted...but now it was all just a memory, a precious moment... as they were walking someone's shoulder bumped with Jungkook's...he looked behind and the person was apologizing, wearing a mask...

JUNGKOOK : It's okay sir...

SOMEONE : I am really so sorry...(Finally the person looked up from all the bowing...he looked at Jungkook) ...

YOONGI : Oh it's okay, he was just not in his right mind..Hey say something...(Someone turning his gaze from Yoongi to Jungkook)...

JUNGKOOK : Yes it's okay....

SOMEONE : Okay,Thank you...(He turned around and walked away from them)

SEOKJIN : What happened to you all of a sudden...what made you so dazed...

JUNGKOOK : I have seen those eyes somewhere before...I don't remember where though...(He tried but couldn't remember... couldn't even pinpoint the moment when he saw those eyes)

YOONGI : <(￣_￣)> You want me to believe you, someone who doesn't even know how to do a pick up line... Don't even know when to say one...do you think of us as dumb heads...

NAMJOON : Don't involve us...but we don't know if you are or not...

JUNGKOOK : Pick up line you say, how about this then, Would you go on a date with me on your death day...?ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ

Everyone was laughing at his comment except for Yoongi...

SEOKJIN : Oh come on ! guys, Our dinner is waiting for us...and yeah just think of the coffee as soju ...

JUNGKOOK : Hyung, it wasn't necessary to say that, I don't even know when was the last time when I actually touched alcohol bottle or even a can... can't even drink it if we want to, what if there is a patient waiting for me and I am not there, they would be so heartbroken...Ó╭╮Ò

YOONGI : Their heart isn't your alarm clock to break each morning...☜ (↼_↼)...

JUNGKOOK : ಥ‿ಥ

NAMJOON & SEOKJIN : (ﾉ≧∇≦)ﾉ ﾐ ┻━┻

Laughing at the situation they all went to the restaurant and dined together

NAMJOON : More kimchi Halmeoni...!!

The moment was lived for only few minutes though, cause again Yoongi and Namjoon had to leave cause of the Operation happened early that morning, receiving a message that the patients pulse rate is dropping... good thing they decided to dine here...they ran outside, while Seokjin & Jungkook finished their sujeabi, and went to the parking lot, Jungkook sitting in the passenger sit while Seokjin sat down on the driver sit...

JUNGKOOK : Thanks for the ride, hyung ... otherwise this little fragile man would have been lost in this cruel world...If you wouldn't have been here, I would have lost the track of my home...And Hyung, were you a car driver before becoming a doctor...?

SEOKJIN : ( ╹▽╹ )Shut up, or I'll have you to drive me home and take my car for a carwash...

JUNGKOOK : (｡•́︿•̀｡)

Jungkook stopped his act, leaning down his head on the window while thinking of the previous incident... while Seokjin drove his car like the professional car driver he was....

The someone reminded him of some stranger, a stranger he knows...whom he can't forget... through the whole ride he thought of those eyes, which spell bounded him...he couldn't even keep track of time...

Within some moments, he arrived at his apartment... Taking a cold shower.. changing his casual wear into comfy home clothes he lied on his bed, closing his eyes... taking in the whole day... remembering his past days, striking the thought of that someone wearing a mask, yet he couldn't hold onto and drifted to sleep...a peaceful sleep...I hope...

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Somewhere, I reside in this place, where I dream to be...where I hold onto my only peace...

This was the place where I lived my peaceful days...me residing with my childhood...me being carefree of the life outside...

This was the place where my days began...my peace resided here ... embracing me in his safe shelter...

Yet this place was where my life started to end...it was this hell in heaven's disguise...where my smile started to fade...

It was a peaceful day, as it should be for any child playing in his own dreams...the sun shining bright providing the warmth to the people who shuddered in this cold weather....It was the end of December...soon January was going to start..and December would sleep for the year to come...Or so it was ...

JUNGKOOK : I was playing like any small kid would do in his initial days ... exploring my surroundings and making friends...This was the time when I used to live with my Grandma...halmeoni...My parents weren't there for me...No they weren't some people who left their child in hands of an old lady to raise...they just couldn't be with me...cause they were called out by the God Almighty for their good heart...or so as halmeoni says...

The sky was so bright and clouds floated above my head...I was out playing... playing all through afternoon and just enjoying the view above me lieing down on the field of grass....but it chilled me the most when cold air passed away from my side...but still after so many days I was able to see this clear sky...It just felt heavenly...like I was floating in air...this was the time when I would feel closest to heaven where my parents resided... ofcourse I could see my parents at night in the form of stars...

Oh what a beautiful story it was... halmeoni said...those people who are called out by the God Almighty...they are given a little gift...even if they are away from their beloved they would still watch them from above...guide them through difficulties in form of nature...Those stars who shines most in the night dark sky are the one's who long for to have a glimpse of their beloved...they don't get the present to look at daytime but gaze intently in the dark...but they shine the most in your heart...

In thought of those words I couldn't grasp my surroundings...the bright daylight was soon overpowered by dark shades of cloud...I didn't waste anytime and went to my home...only to see no trace of halmeoni...no one there...I ran and asked where she was...but still the result remained same...I ran ...tears smearing my face...now I couldn't make out on which path I was running...But later the dark clouds weren't there...no ...I was not able to see... because...there was my halmeoni...I ran to her...but ...she wasn't moving.....

This was the place where my smile faded away...this was the same safe shelter where I was found dead...

My halmeoni didn't move...I called out to her ...she didn't respond to me...I called out as loudly as I could but still the silence prevailed..."She won't wake up...She has been given peace..."

There was the voice I could never forget...yet that was the day I needed to put away...but still I couldn't...

There were those beautiful eyes... smearing my past with the ink of blood...those bright shimmering eyes, surface decorated with silver but deep down darkness prevailed...those orbs were so bright in this dark...I still remember it by heart...those orbs were my deepest secrets which vanished with that night... leaving me alone...In this lonely night...Yet they were the one's I couldn't forget..yet I still can't remember them...

This was the night where blood smeared on me...where I was abandoned with my misery...

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Jungkook couldn't stay still...he turned around...and to the another side...he just couldn't...he was all sweaty....he breathed so hard...he just couldn't stay still... just couldn't...

Atlast he woke up...drank some water... soon he calmed down...glancing at his window...stared at it for few good minutes...he couldn't...

He went to the window side and opened it...cool wind passing through him...He looked upside to gaze upon those beautiful stars...

JUNGKOOK : Halmeoni, you still shine ...the brightest in my heart... Watch me, even if you have to wait through the daylight ...and I'll be at peace...

...(🥀TO BE CONTINUED 🥀)...

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