Break down
The whole night I silently cried next to him because of what happened but I chose to forget what happened
I don't want to scold him because I don't have the right even though sometimes I want to shout that I'm hurt and why he's so numb!
I expected this, but why is it so painful? Jungkook is hard to love. How can I help him get out of the past if he is locking himself in it?
It feel like its good to give up and just leave him. I'd rather go back to the hospital than get hurt here again and again. But I don't want to be a coward, I don't want to be selfish. I promised myself, Jungkook and also Jeong guk.
I remembered then what I had told Jungkook that I would help him find Jimin. But so far I haven't taken any action, and I have no plans.
I might give up completely then. Just imagining them together makes me sick. The joy on Jungkook's face that I will never be the reason.
I shook my head to myself, Jungkook is the reason why I'm acting out right now.
I took a deep breath and wiped away the runaway tears. I glanced at his wall clock, it's already 1 in the afternoon. I haven't slept for two hours.
Even though we have air conditioning, I can still feel the warmth of Jungkook's body, who is currently hugging my back.
I smiled bitterly. I'm next to him but I'm sure Jimin is the one he wants to be with now.
I'm bitter. I am very jealous of Jimin even though he has done nothing wrong to me. When I met Jungkook, my insecurities in life also increased.
I heard him whisper my name using his hoarse voice. But instead of smiling I was only hurt more.
Good and he knows I'm next to him?
I didn't answer and remained speechless.
The bed moved and felt his hug leave me. I thought he was going to get up and go to the bathroom but i was surprised when he presented me to him.
His elbow rested on my head and he frowned when I saw his face.
Jungkook
Why are you not answering? Are you mad at me, babe?
His voice softened at the end. My lips trembled because it looked like I was going to cry again and in front of him.
I didn't answer and just watched his reaction. His forehead furrowed even more and he kept looking into my eyes.
Jungkook
Did you cry? *said angrily*
I don't know why he is angry.
Jungkook
D-Did I make you cry? Is it about last night? Did I go too fast? D-Did I hurt you last night?
My tears started to flow. I covered my face because it was embarrassing that I broke down in front of him.
I heard him curse then suddenly embraced me. I think what he did made me cry even more.
I felt he caressing my hair, slowly drying it.
Jungkook
What's the problem, babe? Answer me, please... I'm worried... *soft tone*
I just shook my head trying to stop the tears. I wiped it off and removed the covering from my face. I met his eyes with concern.
I still closed my eyes when he wiped my cheek and then gave me a kiss on the forehead. It warmed my heart
Jungkook
I'm sorry, babe.... Please, forgive me. I can't bear to see you crying. It hurts, babe....
I want to smile because of what he said. But because of what happened last night, I had doubts. Is he hurt because of my tears? No, know he's hurting because what's on his mind is Jimin crying and not me.
I forced a smile, even though it hurt I still smiled.
Taehyung
It's alright, I-I'm alright, Jungkook. It's not your fault, I also liked what happened to us. 🙂
Jungkook
Then why are you crying?
Taehyung
I'm just happy, it's my tears of joy. 🙂
His face brightened and smiled. He stole a kiss from my lips and I was surprised when he picked me up.
He smiles at me that makes my heart flip.
Jungkook
Let's clean up ourselves. I bet you're hungry.
Taehyung
*snorted and nodded*
He just laughed and we entered the bathroom.
After fixing myself, Jungkook and I went down together. My eyes are rolling because someone might see me and Jungkook holding hands.
Yes, he held my hand and wouldn't let go even though I tried to take it away. He looks at me even worse.
When we went down the stairs, we met Jeong guk's eyes that were focused on our hand. His eyebrows are up and down with a teasing smile on his lips. You thought he weren't broken-hearted last night.
Jeong Guk
Wow, holding hands while walking down the stairs. *teasing tone*
Jungkook
Shut the fck up, Jeong guk!
I squeezed his hand so he turned to me.
Taehyung
Don't curse, Jungkook.
His face softened and i was surprised when he planted a kiss on my lips.
I heard Jeong guk's yelling and teasing us. I hit Jungkook and hid myself behind his broad back out of shame.
What the fudge? Is there anything more embarrassing today?
Jungkook chuckled and pulled me away behind him. He released his grip on me and pulled me closer to the waist.
Jeong guk's screams got louder.
Jungkook
Are you gay, Jeong guk!? Stop yelling!!
Jeong Guk
Hey! I'm just cheering for you guys! What's wrong with that? *pouts*
Jungkook
The wrong is when you're yelling like a bìtch.
Jeong Guk
Whatever, twinny! Eat now! I think you were too tired last night so you stayed up for lunch!
I can feel my face heating up. Jeong guk is annoying! He's so noisy! Doesn't he know that fus the three of us are not the only people in this house. Hope so.
Jungkook bent slightly to whisper in my ear.
Jungkook
Don't mind him, babe.
I gasped when he bit the top of my ear. I felt electricity running through my whole body.
Jeong Guk
Yuck! Don't tell me, you're going to live pórn in front of me? But okay, it's fine. Make a lot of nieces and nephews. Good luck, guys, stay strong.
I think Jeong guk couldn't keep his temper so Jungkook hit his shoulder when we passed. I laughed even though I didn't want to. That was funny! And Jeong guk deserves that, I've been wanting to do that to him for a while now.
Jungkook
*kissed Tae's forehead* Sorry for cursing, babe.
I nodded and was amazed at what he did. I guess I'm just falling more and more.
When we entered the kitchen, we saw Nanny and her daughter, Claire. That's Claire's reaction every time she sees me, her face is red and she can't look at us directly. Why is it?
I glanced at the person next to me and saw his dark face while looking at Claire dangerously. My eyes rolled and hit him.
He turned to me irritated.
Taehyung
What what? Stop scaring Claire.
Jungkook
*blinked* Why are you worried about her? Do you like her?
Taehyung
Seriously, Jungkook? Why are you jealous?
I was suddenly quiet when his face became serious and brought his face closer to mine.
Jungkook
Because, you're only mine, babe. So, stop looking at her!!
He said and I was surprised when he suddenly kissed me hard on the lips!
It stopped when we suddenly heard a cracking sound. Together we looked at Nanny's place and saw Claire with her mouth agape and pale.
Nanny
You cheeky kid! You didn’t careful. You disturb Sir Jungkook. Go out from the kitchen now.
Nanny shouted as she fixed the mess. Claire immediately ran and passed us.
Jungkook
*chuckled* Serves her right. What's mine is only mine.
Instead of being happy and thrilled by what he said, I was annoyed. I left his arms and kicked him.
Jungkook
What was that for? *said in shock*
I turned away from him to go to Nanny.
Taehyung
Let me help you, Nanny.
Nanny
Oh, thank you very much, Taehyung-ah. Please excuse my daughter's trouble.
Taehyung
It's alright, Nanny. *smiles*
I bit my lip when I heard Jungkook behind me. He grabbed my arm to stop me from taking a broken glass
Jungkook
Stop it, Taehyung. You might get hurt.
I didn't listen and tried to remove his grip.
Jungkook
That's what I'm talking about!!
He shouted angrily and pulled me to sit on the counter.
Taehyung
Jungkook, you're overreacting. It's just a little bruise.
Jungkook
*glared* bruise or not, you're still injured. And I hate it.
He said coldly and I gasped as he linked my index finger which was currently bleeding
My whole body tingled because of his suction
Taehyung
What the fck, Jungkook?
I can't stop yelling because my wound is only on the front, why is he biting my whole finger? He was still licking while looking at me seductively.
Comments
Miss.Kim/Jeon LESE💜 OT7 😌✨💅
🌚✨✨👌😌💅🏻 I agree with you gukkie
2022-10-06
21
Eleπa
💓💓💓💓
2022-09-29
8
Eleπa
just talk with me and sort out things.... it will make your relationship better...
2022-09-29
9