Pretend
He finished taking a bath but my face was still hot I could still feel his gaze but I couldn't do anything but avoid it.
I handed him what to wear while looking over his shoulder. I can't meet his eyes and don't know why.
I was startled when he touched my shoulder.
Jungkook
Why can't you look at me? 🤨
Taehyung
I-I'm looking at you, right?
I glanced at him but immediately looked away. I was counted! I don't know why I feel this way.
I will never forget his question to me. What does he think of his buddy? Scary?!
Jungkook
Oh really? Or you're just imagining how it will look like when my còck is inside your aśs?*said proudly*
My ears warmed and my breath quickened. If only you could really hurt a patient!
Taehyung
*glared at him* Shut your mouth, Mr. Jeon, it's not funny anymore.
Jungkook
*grinned* Well, I don't care. I want to tease you.
He grinned even more and I was surprised when he grabbed my back and pulled me closer to him. I sank into his broad chest.
Jungkook
How did you say that?
His voice was hoarse. I struggled and tried to push him away. I looked up and glared at him because nothing happened in my struggle.
Taehyung
Let me go this instant, Mr. Jeon.
I resisted his hot gaze on me. I was even more annoyed when he just grinned and bowed slightly. I almost squinted at the small distance between our faces.
Jungkook
Feisty, huh? I like that.
And he brought his face even closer. I think my nose is burning from being annoyed with him. With full force, i push him. He stepped back a bit and I sat down.
Then he chuckled at me. I looked at him and stood up. Shaken his pants before standing in front of him.
I immediately covered my mouth. I say it out loud! Stupid, Taehyung!
His grin widened and he started to step closer to me. I backed away with wide eyes. Annoying! Why can't I do anything about this man?
I closed my eyes tightly as leaned against the hard and cold wall. I have nothing left to fall back on.
I squinted my eyes and saw his blank reaction but the smirk is still on his lips!
Jungkook
Asshòle, huh? *said in a deep voice*
I turned pale, as if knew what was coming next.
Jungkook
I'll report your disrespect to me.
He turned his back on me.
I told you so! One of our rules inside this hospital is respect our patients. No matter what they do to you, you should still respect them. How is it? I clenched my fist and chased after him, grabbing his hand to stop him from walking.
Taehyung
I'm sorry, Mr. Jeon.
I bowed. I can't accept it! He is at fault, why should apologize?
He withdrew his hand from my grip so I was forced to look at him. His face is stoic and void of emotion, I almost shiver on his coldness aura.
Jungkook
Your sorry is not enough.
My jaw dropped as I couldn't stop cursing him.
I took a deep breath and looked him in the eye.
Taehyung
What do you want then?
He stared at my eyes fervently, like he is trying to read my mind. Because of that I was able to look away, I hate that look. He is planning something again.
Taehyung
What do you mean?
Jungkook
I want you to pretend to be my Jimin.... for one day
Taehyung
*jaw dropped* Are you crazy?
His face hardened and his eyes grew colder. I was surprised when he violently grabbed me by the arm and pulled me closer to him. I winced in pain.
Jungkook
You know the answer, stupid!
No matter how hard he shows, I know he was hurt by what I said. I didn't mean it, I was just shocked.
Taehyung
I'm willing to do it, if that will make you happy and forgive me. But how?
His face lit up and let go of me.
Jungkook
Just pretend that you love me that you care for me.
His voice softened and he looked away from me.
He washed his face with his palm. It's like he's troubled.
Taehyung
It's okay, I want to do it.
He stared at me and smile bitterly.
Jungkook
You're just doing it because of pity. Am I that so pitiful?
I sighed. really don't know what to do with him. He was already hurting, he was putting himself down even more. Why is he drowning himself more and more instead of coming up?
Jungkook
Kook... I want you to call me Kook, Jimin called me that way.
Jungkook
Call me a pathetic but I want this.
In my 22 years of existence in the world, I have never had a relationship. Maybe, because of the hardships of life, I chose to help and work hard to reach where I am now. I am attracted, yes. I have a crush but that's about it. I can't attach myself to others because my family is my priority.
I still don't know how it feels to be loved, except for my family. But while looking at him doing this because of so much love, it's like the pain of loving. It is better to be alone in life than a life where you are always hurt. I will be content with loving my family and loving myself, I don't want to ruin everything have just because of that love.
He smiled and closed his eyes tightly.
Jungkook
Yes, I miss that. I miss your voice. I miss you, Jimin.
I was stunned by what he said, as if something clicked in my chest that I don't know. I calmed myself down and erased the bitter feeling.
Taehyung
I miss you too, Jungkook..
Why am I feeling this way? Why am I so nervous?
I was surprised when he hugged me, my heart beat faster and couldn't stop breathing.
Jungkook
I know you will come back to me Jimin. I'm the one who you really love and not that sonofabitch, am I right?
He broke away from the hug and looked at me.
Jungkook
Say it... Say that you love me...
Taehyung
I-I love you, Jungkook..
Oh shit. Am correct in agreeing to this agreement?
I just want to see him happy but why doesn't my body agree every time he calls me Jimin?
I slapped myself and shook my head. You're just pretending.
Jungkook
Babe? Why are you hurting yourself? 😧
Should call him babe too?
Taehyung
Don't mind me b-babe...
Ugh! We look like fools here!
Jungkook
*smiled* Are you hungry? I'm gonna feed you. Let's sit on bed
Before I could speak he pulled me.
Instead of sitting on his bed, I was placed on his lap. My ears got hot from what happened. It's so fucking awkward!
Jungkook
Open your mouth, let your Daddy feed you.
Taehyung
B-But, Jungkook... it's not my food. It's for you... That food is only for patients
Jungkook
No. You eat with me or I'll punish you, Jimin.
Jungkook
No buts, open your mouth, babe. 😊
I had no choice but to follow him. I turned pale from the food, it had no taste but i knew it was mixed with medicine. My stomach won't accept it.
I immediately stood up from sitting on his lap and ran straight to the bathroom. When I got to the lavatory I threw up the food
I washed my mouth and left the bathroom. I was stunned when I saw Mr. Jeon bent over and stunned by his food. His face was emotionless and seemed to be deep in thought.
After a while, I was startled when he threw the food he was holding and screamed loudly. He straightened himself and stood up. He approached the wall and hit his head again and again.
I immediately came to him and took his hand to pull him. He faced me, his head down and his hair a mess. The tears falling from his eyes did not escape me.
I didn't want to hug him. Tears welled up in my eyes. My heart is full of compassion and can't stop feeling too much pity for his condition.
I hugged him tightly and let him cry. He repeated calling Jimin name again and again and his voice was filled with resentment.
I moved away a little to see his face. I cupped his face and made him look at me. He closed his eyes and his face was full of tears. The nose is red, so is the neck from crying too much.
I wiped his tears with my thumb.
Taehyung
Stop crying, Jungkook. Everything will be alright. *said softly*
He opened his eyes and looked into my eyes.
Jungkook
Tae...can you kill me now? I'm tired, just wanna die... 😢
My heart was squeezed by what he said.
Why, Jungkook? Why are you doing this? Why are you torturing yourself?
Taehyung
*shakes his head* No. Dying is not a solution to escape your problem. I'll help you to forget him.
I want to show him that his life shouldn't just revolve around one man. He shouldn't be driving people crazy who can't really see his love.
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Taekook_admirer 💜💚
pervert /Blackmoon//Blackmoon/
2024-08-18
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Fmk-paradise
sooo direct 👽
2023-02-28
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Nawa fdo 🐯
yeah so true
2023-02-14
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