Episode 12

Jasper:

If on that day, the day we met, I hadn't gone into heat or at least hadn't let him touch me, we wouldn't be here now.

'Do it... Until I get pregnant... Haah... Ngn...'

"Why did I desire this at that time....? I... don't want this...."

"What did you say...?"

"You're pregnant. Three weeks, to be exact."

"... Haah... I think I feel sick...."

I started feeling nauseous from the shock, growing weak and my body wavering. Reis held onto me and pulled out a chair for me to sit.

"Jasper? Your face is pale... Do you want to vomit?"

"Haah... I don't know... Haah... I think so.... Haah..."

"Doctor?"

Reis turned to the doctor who came to help me ease the nausea and replied:

"It's normal, don't worry, many patients only start feeling it when they find out, especially when they're recessive like he is."

"Ah, I see...."

"But you don't seem very happy with the news... Aren't you pleased? You're going to have a baby."

"No, we are! It's just that it must have shocked Jasper a lot, we hadn't planned for this."

"A baby.... Haah... I think I'm going to vomit..."

"In my belly... There's a baby... From this guy....?! This shouldn't have happened...!" I ended up feeling really sick and vomited at the clinic. I spent almost half an hour on a drip afterwards, having vomited everything I had eaten earlier.

Once I calmed down, Reis called the car and we left the clinic to wait for Isaac, who was coming with the car to pick us up. And while we waited, I sat on the curb behind us. Reis seemed calm, but I was on the brink of falling apart, holding back tears as I looked around for the wind to dry my tears.

"Damn it! Damn it! I almost ruined everything... I need to try to control myself... But this... this was the pinnacle of the destruction of my principles.... I'm pregnant with an alpha who isn't even my mate... I messed up everything about my future....!"

"Jasper, the car has arrived."

"... Alright. -I got up still feeling shaken and he held my hand."

"Do you need help?"

"... No."

"He disgusts me so much."

Arriving at Reis' house, I rushed to the bedroom as quickly as I could, going ahead of him, who then quickly followed me:

"Jasper! What's wrong?;"

As I entered the room, I grabbed my bag and started taking out everything that was mine that I had left there during the time we spent together.

"Jasper...? What are you doing....?"

"I'm leaving. This has gone too far...!"

"?! What? Wait, it's gone too far? What do you expect from a relationship like ours?!"

"I don't want to hear sermons coming from you, not from you Reis!"

Reis held my hand, making me let go of the clothes I was holding:

"Explain it to me, come on... Why all of a sudden?"

"Leave me alone! I just want to leave!"

"...! Leave? You're not leaving now! Not after the confirmation I received-"

"What did you receive?!... Haah... Don't tell me this... You already knew....? How long ago....?"

"When an alpha sleeps with an omega in heat, anything can be expected. And that's quite obvious."

"... That's why you kept me around? Because you knew I was pregnant...."

"And what else would it be for?"

"What do you mean 'what else would it be for?'... If he knew that, why didn't he simply ask me to keep the child, since it was the only thing he cared about..."

My body faltered and I started crying while hitting his chest with my fist, delivering strong and violent punches. Sobbing out the words that came to my mind.

"Haah... What do I do now....? My father.... He will definitely disapprove of me.... His only omega son got pregnant at nineteen before even having a bond.... I'm lost....!"

I sat on the bed lost in my thoughts, trying to find a way out of that situation as quickly as I could. Reis then sat next to me and caressed my neck as he spoke the following words in a low voice:

"Jasper... Let me bite you."

".... What...?"

"If you let me bite you, everything will be resolved... We'll have the baby and live a happy life as alpha and omega... The rest will be just as you dreamed..."

"If it wasn't for Reis, I would be living a normal life... Not like this... This isn't how I planned my life... With all this rainbow blackmail, as if everything could be resolved that way..."

"It's your fault... That time... If you had given me the medicine, none of this would be happening... It's your fault!"

"No! It was consensual!"

"Consensual? Everyone knows that an omega in heat is completely out of their consciousness! I didn't think anything could happen and you didn't even warn me... You knew I wanted to find my destined alpha... But still..."

"Destined alpha? None of that matters if we have another bond."

"And you think I want any kind of bond with you?!"

"And I?! I only need the child!"

"... You just told me to form a bond... You used me to get close... For what? So that I would fall in love with you? And then we could be a happy family? -irony-"

Reis stepped back and stared at me.

"And what if that's it?"

"... That's enough, I'm leaving." I stood up, wiping my tears and went back to packing, but Reis smacked the suitcase and closed it.

"... What do you plan to do then?! Take care of this baby alone? You don't have the capability or conditions for that."

"... I'd rather go find another alpha who values me out there on the street than stay with someone as rotten as you..."

"... Jasper, you're out of your mind."

"I can't believe this... I'm risking everything here... But I can't accept this injustice..." The atmosphere was already tense, and after that conversation started, it only got worse. I took a deep breath and I was more than decided.

"... I'm going to get an abortion."

To be continued...

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