BTS: Where I First Fell In Love (Vminkook)
LIFE IS A MASK!
Kook walked out of his studio and went to the backside of it.. he usually enters the studio from the back and parks his bike behind it as well.. that’s only to avoid fans gathering around him.. he loves his fans but he needs space to work.. he loves them so much that he even has tattooed his knuckles with their fan base called “army”..
Ofcorse now his fans are divided.. some are his solo stans, some are his and his fiancée’s shippers and some are the ones who continued to support OT7 irrespective of the band’s breakup.. kook still continues to witness rise in his fan base.. there are newcomers as well now.. his career is on a success even if he isn’t part of big hit entertainment..
Yes, he left the company right after the band broke up.. Jimin joined him whom he began to date only from the last year together with their band which was called “BTS” worldwide
Why did he break up with the company? The reason was that he was in pain.. everything reminded him of a certain someone.. the company itself was the testimony of the fact that his first love began here.. everything around him was painful..he was suffocating in that company
But did he wanted to leave the band? The company? Not in a million years.. yes, kook never wanted to leave bighit.. he was hoping for the extension in their band’s tenure with big hit.. but sadly, it was broken up.. and that affected their lives incredibly chaotically..
Jimin was the same.. he never wanted to leave the company.. but looking at kook who was already in so much suffering because of loosing a certain someone and also now the breakup of “BTS”..Jimin also decided to leave the company..
They weren’t the only ones.. the seven members of BTS are living a different lives now.. and how are they really living? Was never for the world to see.. there is a bittersweet symphony to it..
Kook kick started his metal bike.. and rode away
He let the wind wash him with fresh air and the chilly ness of the nature.. he was glad for it since he really needed some calm in his mind..
He enjoyed riding the bike.. he was at a speed of 80 and since the roads were not crowded with much vehicles, he extended his speed to 100 as well.. he looked hysterically amazed by the speed
Few tear drops rolled down his eyes due to the wave of wind which was very high due to his maximum speed on the bike
Kook rode to a ocean side of the Seoul.. a elite society where there are not big buildings but are lined up with mansions and big houses..
Kook reached near the far end of the elite society.. where his house stayed tall and grand..
He entered the gate and parked his bike in the basement where his other vehicles are parked
He then took a stair and finally came to the view of his home.. yes his home was on a little height with a parking spot underneath
This house was the best kook could afford.. he fell in love with it instantly.. the house was secretive and had high walls which made it away from his neighbors or anyone else’s prying eyes.. he could be free here without any fear of the paparazzis.. it also has a old vintage Vibe which wasn’t his choice at first because kook usually likes darker shade and would prefer his walls with hues of metallic and cooler stuffs like speakers, music systems, dark and grey texture.. but he gave in because of the simplicity that this house had and Jimin loved it too so why not..
But guess what? Someone else likes a vintage touch too..
Kook dragged his feet tiredly to the entrance of his house.. it was late, quite dark actually.. he used his keys to open the door and entered the house..
He walked to the hallway and was now facing a opening of his living room with a shocked expression
Before kook, his dog bam was standing with a half opened packet of flour in its mouth.. flour was scattered all over the floor.. and then wait, on the floor there is his fiancé too who is covered in flour and laying on his tummy tiredly
Kook frowned before releasing a low chuckle
Jeon Jungkook
Was it a great disaster? (Kneels before bam and takes away the flour packet out of its mouth)
Park Jimin
The greatest..
Park Jimin
Our naughty bam decided to take matters in its own hand when I didn’t pay much attention to him.. (says while sitting on the floor)
Park Jimin
Well, I was busy cleaning the kitchen after your parents left
Park Jimin
But bam here wanted me to play.: so he grabbed the flour packet which was half hanging on the counter and started to play with it like a ball..(eyes wide)
Park Jimin
And well.. here we are after having a great run in the house..
Park Jimin
I am so tired (he pouted)
Kook looked at bam who was blinking with his cute adorable eyes at his papa
Jeon Jungkook
You harassed mama, bammy..
Jeon Jungkook
I will have a talk with you tomorrow.. man to man.. okay buddy
Jeon Jungkook
Now common.. it’s time to go to bed
Bam’s tongue was out as he swirled around kook and then ran away to one of the room’s where his bed is kept..
Kook then walked to Jimin who immediately stretched his both arms for kook to hold who did it gladly..
Kook smiled contently.. it was pure and love filled.. because the man in his arms right now, is very important to him.. he is not only his hyung, best friend but also his fiancé…
Kook leaned and placed his lips against Jimin’s who smiled while inhaling the younger’s scent.. they started to move their lips together, feeling their warmth as they tightened their hug..
It was a long day indeed… they both missed each other..
They soon broke the kiss with Jimin having a shy smile..
Park Jimin
Okay.. good to see you too..
Park Jimin
Why don’t you freshen up.. I will clean this mess
Kook shook his head as no..
Jeon Jungkook
You go do your night routine.. I’ll clean it up..
Park Jimin
Are you sure? You seem really tired.. (says worriedly)
Jeon Jungkook
Cleaning is my duty anyways
Park Jimin
I am waiting for you in bed
Jeon Jungkook
(Nodded like a bunny)
Jimin pecked his cheeks and left the room..
Kook kept his bag and started to clean the mess created by his family..
After half an hour.. kook walked in his bedroom.. Jimin was reading something on his phone while laying in bed..
Kook went up to his walk-in closet to get changed
Park Jimin
I had a modelling offer today..
Park Jimin
I am thinking of doing it..
Kook removed his head out of the closet.. and leaned from the first floor where his closet and bathroom is.. Jimin was already looking up at him for reaction
Jeon Jungkook
That’s a wonderful news love.. I am proud of you (smiled)
Park Jimin
(Nodded his head cutely)
Park Jimin
How was your day?
Jeon Jungkook
It was okay for me.. but I think seo Joon had a hard time.. since I kept making mistakes.. (chuckled and started to get dressed right there before Jimin)
Park Jimin
Well.. then I will come with you tomorrow.. I can help you..
Jeon Jungkook
Ofcorse love..
Kook and Jimin opened their own studio and music company.. kook is a director, producer and singer and Jimin is a singer and song writer.. also Jimin handles the fashion and PR of their company.. and then there couple of employees and directors helping them in managing the company.. it’s been four years since they started their company.. Jimin is now 34 years old and kook is 32
Since their fan base was already strong and in great amount.. their company was on a boom instantly… they are very grateful for their fans.. if it wasn’t for their love and support than definitely they both would be struggling.. they never take their fans for granted and the love was mutual
Kook came down and laid beside Jimin who switched off his phone and closed the gap between them.. in no time, Jimin was resting his head on kook’s chest and the latter snaked his arms around the elder’s waist.. kook read some news related to Korea and soon enough soft snores were coming from Jimin.. he smiled and covered his fiancée properly in the blanket.. he kept his phone back on a stand and laid comfortably on the bed.. he also drifted to sleep
Voice - Hi, I am Kim Taehyung.. I am new here..
Voice - It’s okay.. I am Jeon Jungkook..
Kim Taehyung stared at the new boy he met while sitting on his bunker bed.. the boy looked at him and with a shy face and smiled awkwardly.. within seconds, the young boy hid himself in his blanket..
The young boy didn’t dared to come out of his blanket..
The boy thought to himself
Kookie
*Why did I be so shy?*
Kookie
*He must be thinking, I am so weird*
Kookie
*confidence Kookie.. where is your confidence*
Kookie
*He is so handsome though*
Kook breathed heavily as his eyes shot opened.. he was sweating by now and he looked around..he was in his bed with Jimin now soundlessly sleeping at his side of the bed.. it was still dark outside..
And he dreamed off someone he shouldn’t even let him invade his mind..
Kook sat straight.. and held his head in his palms.. he was still breathing heavily, waiting for the man’s face in his dream disappear
Eventually at some point.. the man’s face disappears as usual..
Kook got down from his bed and walked out of his room.. he went to the pool side right at the front of his house.. he sat on a pool chair and looked at the night sky..
Jeon Jungkook
Don’t do this to me..
Kook whispered to himself
More likely to his heart..
Jeon Jungkook
Kim Taehyung.. don’t come back.. please…
Kook smiled sadly at the moon..
You know that feeling when you create a wall around yourself, ensuring to keep all the pain and suffering outside the wall and filling the inside with love, happiness and peace..
That’s the wall kook has created for himself.. because whether one likes it or not, there some memories who are not easily erased or forgotten.. there are certain people in life, that you cherished and was happy with cannot be just forgotten as if they were never there.. at this point, it wasn’t just Kim taehyung who wasn’t there in his life.. but there were also so many of his hyungs he lost in the separation of BtS..
There are so many pains that kook cannot even describe properly in words.. but the most of them all, is Kim Taehyung..
Jeon Jungkook
I am trying to live you know
Jeon Jungkook
I am happy..
Jeon Jungkook
I have Jimin hyung with me.. he has been such a support.. I am grateful about it..I love him..
Jeon Jungkook
But you know what’s upsetting
Jeon Jungkook
That even though I have a life of everything that I desired
Jeon Jungkook
I am still haunted by the bitter truth.. that this life someone else as well desired with me..
Jeon Jungkook
And while I still have someone to hold and hug.. someone to be happy with
Jeon Jungkook
But He isn’t
Jeon Jungkook
I am not able to live properly, knowing he isn’t living at all
Jeon Jungkook
I know he isn’t
Jeon Jungkook
I know all of his great masks
Jeon Jungkook
His disguises are no stranger to me
Jeon Jungkook
I have seen him the way the world will never see
Jeon Jungkook
And I know he isn’t living
Jeon Jungkook
Because if he was
Jeon Jungkook
He wouldn’t have shut everything that reminded him of me
Jeon Jungkook
He left everything that made him remember me
Jeon Jungkook
He isn’t living, the one who stopped singing..
Jeon Jungkook
And I am not able to live with that..it’s painful..
Comments
Bestie S
pls ... get together again pls..... I couldn't tolerate this separation of u guys........ but that pain which I actually can feel in my heart crush like a paper... I love that pain though 🙂
2022-10-26
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sweet bit*h
then why did you send the wedding invitation to him , huh😠
2022-03-12
2
𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧⁷
OT7 for life!!!!! ... even if death do us apart we won't stop loving our seven boys
2022-02-09
0