DESTINY

Yes i wanna to meet you

There are some questions that are still pending

And there are many answers that you had never gave me

When you first met me you asked me

DO YOU BELIEVE IN DESTINY?

Two people from different different place

Come together when fade decide to meet them

We never met eyes neither our texts exchange, 

we live in our room but still belongs to separate separate world

But destiny has something for us

we become so close like bestfriend

but didn't realized, 

your jokes,  laughter,  those silly things i like them all ,

remember if you were getting bore you used to text me and i told myself " hope you always get bore"

you used to give me relationship advices when you were sad

And used to scold me whenever i play in the  rain

Tire of car spin and i came one step more closer to you

How can no one ever love you

Whenever i missed you i used to recall all those moments that we spent together and then closed eyes to forget everything but never happen

Even now i can't be able to forget each and every things that i had spend with you and the memories we shared with each others

I want to be with you

Hold you

Hug you

Stay with you

"Is it wrong"??

I think you used me just came to me

when you need me or being bore

"I am i right" ??

I don't understand at that time

ahhhhhh...!

Now i get it. its all "fake love"

Why you do this to me ?

You had ruined all my feelings

It was all true just for you

"Why"??

You said you will text me

I waited

All night

Just to see one message from you

The painful nights

The sleepness nights

Crying at the mid night

It hurts me ....!

Will you give all that things that i had lose ???

The depression

"Because of you"

That painful nights

"Because of you "

The trauma

"Because of you "

I wanted to cry but holded my tears

Hides all the secrets and pains

Never let them know to anyone that i have going through

SO MUCH PAIN ....

SO MUCH CRY .....

"JUST FOR YOU"

Delete the chat ..

Delete the picture ..

Let go ..

Move on ..

Focus on your strength ..

Be grateful for what you have ...

Just imagine how much time and happiness I gave you and what did you do ??

Just say the truth does it takes too much time to say that.

I expect peace but all you bring is pain

I am not ready for a relationship

Its hurtful please stop it

Until its my turn to break you down

I will keep clapping for you just wait and watch

I don't need an explanation no matter what you say , you know exactly what you had done

Sometimes its not you i miss

Its the feeling i had when you were with me

Don't ever come back to me when you realize no one will ever love you like i did

Actually you had never given me butterflies

You had just given me headaches

Anxiety isn't weakness living with anxiety turning up and doing stuff with anxiety takes the most of strength that you will never know

Biggest thing i have learned in my life is not to hold any relationship or friendship just because of the memories you have with them if they don't wanna to act right let them go

We, girls think about things silently for three months so, when we decide to leave there is no changing in minds but you guys are impulsive and end things on one temporary feeling and then later realize that ...

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