I still want you

Why don't you leave me alone

Why it has a lot of feeling's when I am with you

what are you trying to do with

"JUST WANT TO BE ALONE"

Why I'm the one who is still have the feelings

Why I'm the one who is hurting

Why don't you have?

What is this feeling called

Oh tell me

Don't see me

Don't come to me

With all those pains

Why I still want you??

I'm so afraid

Are you near my door

Can i just go and see you

Just one more time

I know that you don't love me

But still

I don't why I'm like this?

Knowing of all pain

Still moving on that direction

I know with you

I can only get pain and get hurt

But

"I STILL WANT YOU "

Why being like this hurting myself

I told myself

No I don't love him

But I only said by my lips and not accepted by heart

Why being attracted towards you

Knowing that one day you will leave me

Fake smile, fake love, fake promise

Why can't be able to understand it before

Knowing it all but

"I STILL WANT YOU "

you wouldn't understand if I say anything to you

I gave many hints but

It was all waste

Don't know, if you really didn't understand or

You are just pretending to be

My feelings, my smile

When I'm with you is true.

Do you understand it ??

I tried to tell you in many ways

But what did you do?

I had written a paragraph for you

You can't understand it

I thought it was too long

So, I wrote a poetry

But..........

For you I done whatever I can do...

You didn't understand my feelings

Emotions for you

It's okay

I thought I will stay with you for sometime

I know it won't be forever

But still happy even if I talked with you for five minutes in a day

What magic do you really hold

I know that you will not be with me forever

Bit still knowing the truth I followed you

And see I got hurt

We shouldn't expect anything from anyone

I know this but I understand it now

I want you to go thought all the things that I have been but

Later on I realized

You didn't told me to like me or love me

I was the only fool

I was wrong

But why did you break the promise we make together

We said that we will be together forever

But you was the one who ran away from reality

I get to know that you are afraid of reality

"BUT I STILL I WANT YOU "

you know what after you left

I think I was addicted to writing

I can't be able to tell others

What I have been going through

The only thing that understand me was the book and a pen

And I love to tell Everything

I started to write the way I feel and pain

The way I got hurt

After that

I just thought for a second

Can you read it?

The pain I have written for you

Can you read it

Just take a minute and read it

Realize how much tears you had given to me

The painful nights

I had gone through

I just want a happy life

Can I have it

Just telling myself

Good days are on the way

It won't help me

I know it's all lie

but Keep telling myself

Tears dropping before i even realize

It's really a tough time waiting for you to come

Or waiting for my memory to forget you

Is it too hard to forget you

People are asking me.......

Why are you crying

What do I tell them

It is hurting me

It can't be shown

So I'm simply writing

My hardships and my pains

Can you read it ??

Can you feel it??

Why i have been going thought

Why I need you

Why you are hurting me

Can I just erase you from my memory

So that you won't disturb me not hurt me

It is killing me everytime

When your suddenly remembered

Aahhhhhh it's painful

Just get out from my life

Waiting for someone

Bu knowing he won't come

You know how much pain does it brings

Why are you giving me

Fake promise to come again

I know it's all fake

If someone says

It was the dream

It would be horrible dream of my life

I don't want it to come again

Let's run from here

And escape to

"ANOTHER WORLD"

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