...‘*Hope there will be a new sunshine tomorrow'...
...I ran away for a while. It was quiet....
...A new place, just for a little sum of time....
...To calm me down, to give myself a thought. Let myself live fullest for a while, being alone, at peace watching the sunrise. The breeze blowing through my face asking me to forget everything for now. Standing on seashore feeling that calm, warm but cold hug of wind....
...She's being my friend for now letting me forget all. Where was she all the long, it seems if I had this hug before I'd have been happy long ago*....
...So, after that talk with dad, I left for the neighbouring city by road. My assistant was with me, she was the daughter of the maid that always accompanied me and also a great friend of mine with whom I shared all my feelings, all my thought, every moment of my life....
...She knew my mind needed rest. So she planned something other than a project meeting....
...Our meeting was at 2 pm the next day but we set out to reach the destination at night. It was a journey of 3 hours only, yet my assistant asked us to set out early which was a bit weird. But I didn't ask her anything, I followed her arrangements....
...11 pm: The car started, It was a long way to go. I just closed my eyes and took a nap....
...Although I closed my eyes, my mind & heart were on a duty....
...Seems like they won't let me sleep this time....
...They were teasing me with the continuous flashback and feeling that I had faced today. They don't want me to forget all these feeling. The scene in which my dad was reading the letter, the scene where I saw him happy, the scene where everyone cried at the funeral, my mind replayed all at once....
...My mind and heart teamed up against me. They wanted me to feel everything at once....
...‘Why are you being like this? I asked'....
...They just laughed....
...‘Look at her, she thinks she is strong' they synchronised....
...‘Can you please stop it, let me rest or let me rest in peace...please' I asked....
...They said ‘If you can't face just a little problem how are you supposed to live a better life. We are your part, You made us stressed with your overthinking. We beg you to stop. You want to live happily then why don't you try to do so. Why do you always think of the negative part of your life? why can't you try to look for the positive side even just for once? Ain't you the only one responsible for your happiness & sadness. You know, there is a secret to be happy and that is “you should be the only one to influence your feelings, thoughts, moods. Don't let anyone other than you, affect your feelings, your decisions and You."...
...Of course, you can ignore us this once but We want you to see the happiness, positivity and liveliness around you....
...We want you to make them yours. Why don't you want to give it a try?...
...If you agree, then let's do it together, let's live....
...You are the one holding your heart & mind. Let's just live a happy life....
...Let's leave everything behind, for now, be you, be a child again for once and let's leave all the worries behind....
...ok?...
...They made me speechless....
...Am I the one, making it hard to live happily....
...Here I am, Once again, confused and thinking hard with my eyes closed & then a sudden jerk made me come back to the sense....
...Car stopped. I looked at my phone, it was still early to arrive destination....
...“Are we taking a rest here? it's 1 am we haven't reached why do you stopped." I asked....
...Eva (my assistant) replied “ it's been 2 hours riding a car, let's take some rest the view is great here and there a beach you can take a stroll for a while, Anyway I know you can't fall asleep so let's just kill the time and have some Rest. I heard the breeze here is cool and soothing that can revive you. let's try to relax our mind it will be good for negotiation."...
...“Huh!! who said I can't fall asleep, I'm all good to sleep tight and I was having a sweet dream, you messed it." I tried to cover....
...“haha! okay, my miss brave I am the one who needs rest. Please allow me. And I am afraid of being alone so please accompany me." She caught me....
...“Amm, if you insist then..... okay I'm in" I have a big heart. haha...
...The room was already prepared in the resort as if it was all planned to stay here for a while....
...I jumped to the bed. It was so comfy. I was trying to listen to my heart and mind. They told me to leave all the worries behind....
...‘*Am I doing it right? isn't this how kids react after they see a comfy bed?...
...“Haha never mind you're at least trying this is enough keep going there is a bright life ahead, we won't let you keep us in dark anymore" my heart and mind (the duo*) replied'...
...I'm gonna live fullest. I'll keep myself free from everything in past for now....
...Even though I'm trying my best but I can't fall asleep. I'm helpless. Anyways I'll just relax my body for a little bit....
...It's so comfortable....
...Soon an alarm rang. It was Eva's ring....
...She woke up, It was 4 am....
...She told me she has prepared something for me....
...Haha, a surprise....
...She always prepares surprises for me to make me happy and her efforts are worth every time....
...I'm really curious about her surprise. “looking forward" I replied....
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