Your Last Kiss (Taekook/Yoonmin/Namjin/Jhope)
"Hate myself"
And getting a sudden length into the mouth, Yujun held tears in his eyes...
....because he was now sure that Taehyung was determined to fùck him tonight.....
YUJUN
Uhhm~~ple~ [He was trying to move his body with the pleads]
But when Taehyung was sure to do something none had the ability to stop him not even Yujun.....
Taehyung hitched his glossal with Yujun's tongue roughly when Yujun was whimpering with no words.....
TAEHYUNG
[He was tugging & swirling the lappers while simultaneously....]
TAEHYUNG
[....he was nibbling Yujun's lips one after one with not passion but in wrath..]
Yujun's foot got aside to move Taehyung as his hands were being grabbed against the bed....
But when Yujun separated his legs, Taehyung's body came between his thighs....
.....and their lower buddies got touched with each other....
YUJUN
[And just a slight touch trembled his whole body when he realized that Taehyung's còck hit his pant.....]
YUJUN
*Is he already erèct?!* [Got tensed more]
This time Yujun tried even more hard to get redeemed from Taehyung...
YUJUN
*I need to get away as fast as possible!!!* [Frightened]
And when Yujun was moving between the kiss, Taehyung was kneading his lips more aggressively.....
TAEHYUNG
*You wanna be separated so much?!* [Getting more angry, he clenched Yujun's wrists more tightly]
YUJUN
Aauhmaumm!!! [The pressure of Taehyung was taking his breaths away gradually and his eyes became welled up more]
The tries of getting freed of Yujun made Taehyung more hard as his dîck was being rubbed against their pants.....
TAEHYUNG
[He smirked when his pècker twitched because of Yujun]
TAEHYUNG
*How can I now control my longing for you?!* [But yet his pain just was getting deeper]
Yujun really was helpless under Taehyung's pressure of his lips & body.....
YUJUN
[Whenever a strong move he was attempting, an opposite stronger force was emphasising on him.....]
Taehyung moulded thier lips invasively and moving his one hand away from Yujun's wrist...
TAEHYUNG
[He clutched the both wrists together with his one palm...]
YUJUN
UHHMMM!!!! [He shook his head at left & right side to break the kiss]
TAEHYUNG
Auhm~ [Crushed his edges with Yujun's lips to conquer the movements]
Yujun still couldn’t be able to break the kiss and lost under the strong man.....
Meanwhile Taehyung moved his hand down & touching Yujun's dîck over the pant, he gripped it slowly but swiftly....
YUJUN
Aaauhm~ [Arched his back getting a sudden press on the pènis]
When Yujun arched his back, Taehyung's lips got drifted from Yujun's ones and Yujun right away took a deep inhalation.....
YUJUN
Taehyung~~ Don’t~ auh~ [Looked aside closing his eyes]
Taehyung stared at Yujun with a simper and breathed while giving a soft liniment on Yujun's còck.....
TAEHYUNG
You're enjoying, am I right? [Huffed]
YUJUN
Auhhm~ [With a moan, he immediately looked at Taehyung]
YUJUN
No...No....I'm... not!! [He shook his head frowning his eyes]
TAEHYUNG
Then you will....! [Smirked]
Taehyung gnashed his teeth and stopping the liniments, he tried to pull down Yujun's zipper....
But Yujun right away moved his hip to stop Taehyung.....
Yet Yujun failed because with violence, Taehyung pulled down the chain of Yujun's pant & entered his palm into the boxer.....
YUJUN
TAEHYUNG!!! STOP IT!!! [Struggling with Taehyung's grab on his wrists]
Taehyung didn’t stop & grabbing Yujun's member, he started jerking up & down.....
TAEHYUNG
WHY?! DIDN'T YOU AGREE WITH THE DEAL?! [Shouted]
YUJUN
Ouhh~~ [Unwantedly his heart started pounding with Taehyung's hand job and his thing also got tingled]
TAEHYUNG
Look how much pleasure I can give you! [Tugging Yujun's dîck, he touched the scròtum as well and played his fingers on it]
YUJUN
Nughh~ [Closed his eyes denying Taehyung's words]
Though Taehyung was actually right at that time...
.....that Yujun's whole body was getting stimulated as if the cold shivers were just too erotic to even refuse....
YUJUN
[Yet he didn’t forget that he had to get freed from Taehyung and controlling his sensation he opened his lips being strong....]
YUJUN
WHO THE FÙCK KNEW THAT YOU WERE SERIOUS?! [Yelled back]
The hand job suddenly got frozen and Taehyung gulped being crippled inside.....
They both glared at each other while both had tears filled on the stares....
TAEHYUNG
Yujun.....stop...being so rude to me, baby..... [Looked down]
Yujun grinded his teeth to now fight back against Taehyung & immediately shoved his wrists away.....
YUJUN
I'M NOT RUDE!!! [Shouted his lungs out]
Shockingly Taehyung's palm got loosened with the shout & Yujun got redeemed from Taehyung....
But it didn’t give the freedom but the opposite.....
TAEHYUNG
YES YOU ARE!!! [Growled]
Before Yujun could push Taehyung, Taehyung hovered on Yujun's body & again bruised their lips together.....
YUJUN
N....ummm~ [With a sudden pressure, he couldn’t anymore sat down on the bed]
Taehyung rolled his tongue into Yujun's mouth again and gripped Yujun's hair harshly....
YUJUN
Aaughhm!!! [The welled up tears now started falling down from his eyes as he couldn’t fight back anymore]
Taehyung bit Yujun's lower lip while kissing him roughly....
Yujun just whimpered between that kiss but he couldn’t even get the chance to bite Taehyung as well.....
TAEHYUNG
[Because he was wandering his lips & tongue into Yujun's mouth without any sequence....]
The rough kiss was breath taking for both of them but the pain inside was increasing more....
Their tongues got wrapped with each other & the drools got filled into both of their mouths when.....
TAEHYUNG
[He was chapping Yujun's moister upper & lower with his petulant lips.....]
While the tracing kiss was going impatient, Taehyung's twirling lapper explored Yujun's every corner & hit the palates being aggressive....
Yujun's messy suppressed moans were groaning in the bed....
TAEHYUNG
Huhm~~ [But he was smashing each other's saliva kneading the nethers & uppers together continuously...]
YUJUN
Aouughhhm~~ [While whimpering his tears were flowing from his eyes sliding down and the ear could even feel that wetness]
Yujun was feeling that if now Taehyung could get a chance, he would've bit Yujun's tongue & suck the blood as well.....
YUJUN
[That's how the strong steaminess was stinging his mouth]
Not only by that unchaste long drooled kiss, Taehyung's ignited heart could wish for a peace....
TAEHYUNG
[So he also ripped Yujun's shirt's buttons in one trait.....]
The shirt got teared off losing three buttons & Taehyung squeezed Yujun's nîpple with his racy fingers.....
YUJUN
UGGHMM!!!! [His eyes got widened when a sudden pain went through the body with the rough squeeze]
Taehyung didn’t break the kiss & moulded Yujun's nîpple clutching it.....
TAEHYUNG
[This time though the moans were actually pathetic to hear, he broke the kiss while panting to listen to Yujun's whimpers....]
YUJUN
Huhh~ huhh~ [Huffing]
Taehyung simpered & bent his face down then nibbled on Yujun's neck with his teeth & lips.....
YUJUN
Uhhm~~ Stopp~~ [Right away he bit his nether edge]
Taehyung heard that heartbeat blowing voice of his love and leaning on Yujun's neck, he started sucking with a hum....
TAEHYUNG
Hmm~ [Closed his eyes]
Yujun's neck was so warm and sweet that Taehyung's lips were touching it, tucking it, making it wet and sucking with no thoughts.....
TAEHYUNG
Umm~ [While he was also smashing Yujun's soft nîpple]
Yujun suddenly moved his face in the other side while grabbing Taehyung's hair without any emotion except the arousal....
YUJUN
Ahh~ [When he pressed his eyelashes, a roll of tear got drifted down]
While sucking Yujun's neck, Taehyung moved his hand down & gripped Yujun's pant to pull it off....
But right away when a haul was being felt from downward, Yujun opened his eyes getting the senses back & started the previous scuffles again....
Taehyung couldn’t anymore continue his soft sucks on the neck and biting Yujun harshly....
TAEHYUNG
[He was pulling down the pant forcefully...]
YUJUN
NO!!! STOP!!! [Began to cry even more]
Taehyung was getting rid of Yujun's pant to make Yujun understand for the last time that he wouldn't be able to live without Yujun....
TAEHYUNG
[He wanted to give an euphoric night to Yujun by writhing their bodies]
So that Yujun could consider the decision of leaving him once more....
But their arms started fighting with each other...... One was pulling up the unzipped pant & one was doing the opposite....
The against force of Yujun was so irritating to Taehyung that he again started eating Yujun's lips with force to stop Yujun....
YUJUN
Nghuuumm!!!! [His eyes got shut down as Taehyung entered the lapper into his mouth]
This time Yujun didn’t behave timidly and when Taehyung was kissing him hitting the tongue....
YUJUN
[He had bitten Taehyung's tongue for the sake of stopping Taehyung....]
TAEHYUNG
UAAUH!!! [With the sudden harsh bite, he immediately let go of that forceful kiss & frowned at Yujun]
When the kiss broke off, Yujun was still struggling with Taehyung's arms.....
TAEHYUNG
DO YOU THINK A BITE CAN STOP ME?! [Raging in anger]
As Yujun wasn't that much stronger than Taehyung so he had no other option other than screaming....
YUJUN
YOU ARE CRAZY!!! [Grunted]
All of a sudden Taehyung couldn't move anymore.....
TAEHYUNG
[He was surprised hearing that so called judgment about himself from Yujun as well...]
Both of them stop the staggering fight and looked at each other while panting the breathes out....
TAEHYUNG
How dare...... [Heart aching]
YUJUN
YES YOU ARE!!! [Pushed Taehyung abruptly]
For the jog, Taehyung got away from Yujun's body and his palm moved away from the pant along.....
Immediately Yujun got down from the bed & standing up on the floor....
YUJUN
[He pulled up the zip & tucked his shirt while looking at Taehyung with disgust....]
The heartbroken boy was just glimpsing at Yujun after hearing the word 'crazy'......
This word hurt him so much because it was Yujun who told it not any random person.....
TAEHYUNG
You said.....you will never..... [He licked his lower lip to control his welling eyes somehow]
Yujun swabbed his tears away grazing his cheeks and shouted again....
YUJUN
I SAID MY FOOT DAMMIT!!! [Tightened his fist showing resentment]
TAEHYUNG
[Yujun's disgust stabbed him right into his core]
YUJUN
I said those comforting things once to make you mine!!! [Raging in anger]
TAEHYUNG
N...O.... [Gulped]
TAEHYUNG
Please....Yujun....just say that... it's a lie... [Kneeled in the bed]
YUJUN
You shit! Try to believe the truth! [Grinding his teeth]
YUJUN
At first you were so sweet to me but gradually when we started dating, you were becoming possessive!!!
YUJUN
Like I have to spend my every second with a jerk like you who doesn't even know how to control his emotions?!?
TAEHYUNG
Babe, it's because....I love you.... [Getting teared apart]
YUJUN
You looked so strong from outside that's why I once fell for you...
YUJUN
But later on your impulsive weakness & your so called love were frustrating me, Taehyung!
TAEHYUNG
[He slightly shook his head in disbelief]
YUJUN
How can you always be so emotional when I talk about other guys?! [Furrowed his face]
YUJUN
You even try to threaten me without knowing what I am actually meaning!!!
TAEHYUNG
It's because you are mine, Yujun! [The voice abruptly got trembled]
TAEHYUNG
When you talk about other guys, I feel like I'll lose you! [Also a tear suddenly dropped from his eyes]
TAEHYUNG
Try to understand me.... The threat doesn’t mean that I don’t love you!
YUJUN
You are FREAK MAN!!! [Shouted all of a sudden]
TAEHYUNG
[Right away he got muzzled off]
TAEHYUNG
Yujun....please.... [The welled up eyes now started streaming down its tears from his both eyes]
YUJUN
I don’t like these insecurities when I always said that I wouldn’t leave you!!! [Glared at Taehyung]
TAEHYUNG
[While his eyes were rolling down its tears, clinching his fingers he slowly got down from the bed & stood up]
TAEHYUNG
So what's the point of your dislike?! Aren't you leaving me now?!
YUJUN
Because you are forcing me to leave you! Your invective acts defeated my patience to be with you!
TAEHYUNG
So you aren’t leaving for any girl but you are leaving me for a misunderstanding?! [Gazed at Yujun]
YUJUN
Seriously.....None can change you..... [Sighed at Taehyung]
TAEHYUNG
Yujun baby, I will do whatever you want me to do.... I won't ever feel insecure in small matters....
YUJUN
[Smirked feeling despised]
TAEHYUNG
I'll really trust you! [He was about to come closer to Yujun]
YUJUN
Trust?! Oh my.....Thanks for this gratitude! But I don’t need this anymore....!!! [Chuckled]
TAEHYUNG
[Right away his feet stopped moving]
YUJUN
Because now I love Ara....She is not like you who doubt me everytime we are together!!! [Simpered]
TAEHYUNG
Together?! [Gulped]
TAEHYUNG
Have you guys already......
YUJUN
Yeah, Taehyung!!! I fùcked her deliberately!!!! Because I needed to be free from your irritating presence!!!
YUJUN
Maybe I shouldn't have done this but I had to break our relationship!!! [Looked away]
TAEHYUNG
Yujun!!! How.....how could you betray me....?! [He started weeping being shocked]
Yujun stared at Taehyung's blubbering eyes & felt more disgusted....
YUJUN
Stop being so dramatic!!! Be a thoughtful man first or just hide yourself in a corner because people like you are too annoying!!!
Taehyung couldn’t stop his tears as they were continuously falling down without even any realization that he was crying....
Tonight Yujun blurted out all his suppressed words of the past two months....
Though he didn’t have any intention to hurt Taehyung, still seeing Taehyung in tears gave a relief to him.....
YUJUN
[As all the strings of staying along now got cut off so he turned back & was about to go]
TAEHYUNG
Yujun.... [Still a low tone called the leaving man again]
Yujun stopped for their old relationship's sake but didn’t turn at the weeping Taehyung....
YUJUN
Just spill out fast! [Showed a hurriedness]
TAEHYUNG
[He looked down & smirked]
TAEHYUNG
I can change.....I....
YUJUN
It's not a promise, is it? [Sneered]
And that was the end......Taehyung couldn't anymore reply.....
Past stains don't vanish away easily so the promise would be now a fake commitment that Taehyung himself had hated....
Yujun chuckled at Taehyung's silence without turning behind.....
YUJUN
I know you man..... [And he just started walking away from Taehyung's bedroom....]
Taehyung looked forward when the love of his life was going away....
TAEHYUNG
[He wasn't able to say something......all his pleads went in vain...]
Yujun indeed left him for real.....Now he existed in Taehyung's life no more ...
How much one would try to hold the love, it never ends according to the strength.....
Taehyung wouldn’t deny that he always had gotten obsessed with the person with whom he fell in love....
TAEHYUNG
[He was always insecure about everything of that person....]
What was even his fault, he wasn’t sure of it because the obsession came for the loses & failures he had in relationships....
TAEHYUNG
[So everytime he fell for someone after the breakup, he always had become uncertain that he would again lose the new one....]
For Taehyung, he really loved each one of his exes during the relationship as he was loyal....
TAEHYUNG
[But his loyalty never had got the worth from anyone....]
None could understand that the possessiveness wasn’t from any craziness but a try to hold the hands together in the name of forever....
TAEHYUNG
*You....also....have... left me....* [Heart aching]
Taehyung's tears didn’t get wiped away after Yujun went away from Taehyung's house.....
TAEHYUNG
*I again....failed to hold anyone.....* [His nose was becoming red as his eyes were continually streaming down its drops]
But Taehyung didn’t fall down for the broken & weak heart though his feet were actually was numb to stand......
TAEHYUNG
[Slowly he stepped back.....and his feet took him towards the bed]
There was a small bedside wardrobe that's drawer had been opened by him and Taehyung took a small but sharp blade from there....
TAEHYUNG
[He sat down on the edge of the bed holding that blade with two fingers]
TAEHYUNG
*I really loved you......I didn’t wanna....* [Suddenly his inner voice even stuck because of blubbering]
TAEHYUNG
*...hurt you......* [With the teary eyes, he looked at the sharp blade]
Pulling up the sleeves of his shirt, Taehyung pressed that blade on his hand upside the wrist veins....
TAEHYUNG
*None can feel me......No one wanna....* [Heart aching]
And the sharp blade right away got slided on his skin then scotched his hand....
TAEHYUNG
*....understand my feelings.....* [Weeping without realizing the pain of the cut]
First a drop of blood then two after that the floor was getting few drops more from the cut of his hand....
The red blood was flowing from that cut sliding down and falling on the floor while his tears were falling down from his eyes & dropping on that cut....
But no pain had been felt given by that blade after the pain Yujun gave him......
Taehyung pulled his sleeve a little bit more up and again noticed his previous cuts....
TAEHYUNG
*Why can't they just love me back the way I am?!* [Pressing his eyelashes down, he burst into tears]
Just Taehyung's left hand had been suffering from his torture getting scratched by that sharp blade each time everyone had left him.....
TAEHYUNG
[For another night he felt lonely being rejected......]
But somehow yet Taehyung didn’t have any hatred towards anyone who had gone from his life but there was despise at his ownself...
TAEHYUNG
[He felt like he should just die as none could recognise his loyal worth....]
This man suffered from depression after each broken relationship...
And like always giving himself the punishment for his failure, an usual truth got murmured by his lips....
TAEHYUNG
*I hate myself.....* [He was trembling while crying]
The room heard his pathetic grunts.....the floor got blooded....the eyes drifted tears.... the heart kibbled not for the first time.....
Hating himself was like a way of keeping the faith that he loved whole heartedly.....it was an option to be cold once again....
It was like a chance given by his ownself to not fall for anyone else again....
By hating himself, the unveiled innocent heart wanted some peace but everytime there were just pains and tears existed.....
Comments
wintermelon
How about considering therapy.....?
2024-03-26
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Venizia
owwww this story is again promising!!!!! my favorite author never fell to surprise me 💗💗💗
2023-10-28
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Midnight Muse 💫
wtfff. 🤨😠
2022-01-27
2