End of the Story¿¡
It was in the middle of the night,a girl at age of 18 was sitting with her phone and earphones on with a music of lights by vexento...listening to it on repeat mode to analyze and take everything happened in her life to her view while her eyes were sparkling to the lights of the night city with a big white moon and stars...the breeze was cold and she was wearing a winter Jacket that would warm her body and earphone to calm her mind...she was sitting on the top floor of a building which is the most tallest building in the country,looks like she sneeked in....She was looking at the bridge which is beneath the sea amd few vehicles travelling on it,the whole city was busy even at this late night..she takes a deep breath continuously gawking at it....(sips her Coffee)
Isn't this world too wide and broad with lots of goods bads and evils...(Smiles sadly) But every bads goes to goods and goods to bads and evil stays at it's place...it's ain't having good nor the bads but always happy with it's place....I wonder why The other two can never be satisfied as the evil...(scoffs)
And there's another special one called the middle who's too good ,too innocent, too cowardly ,too feeble, too anxious, too weak to survive in this world....And unfortunately I'm one in it...one among those who can never say out their feelings....people call us introvert, nerd, cold, innocent , Selfish, Grandiose (scoff again) Sometimes..the one who is too good to survive in this world, sometimes the one who can never think of others feeling....but they'll never know who we are actually..we are filled with all emotions and has become more fragile to handle things on our own....
We ain't introvert ain't An extrovert but too practical and too compressed with our thoughts...(smirks) Why I'm meaning it as "we" when I'm the only one who is here to represent the all above characters!!...What an awful life!! I wonder how people manage to survive here in this big beautiful world...
Cause i find it's really hard really really hard to survive...It makes me remember one of the line I noted deeply in my school science book "survival of the fittest"..I don'tknow what meaningit hold for real but that line got my attention...Only who can fit this world have the opportunityto survive and that's true..I'm not an fit and i can never be one....Everything started wrong and I don't wanna see it end wrong...so, yeah...Now I'm here to atleast end it the way I want .....
The one who doesn't know what I'm feeling right now might take it as a teenage stress and teenage immaturity and anything that could solve my case....And I know that I'm too mature, too pure, too innocent, too friendly and too good to live here....cause if one is of all these too pretty characters then she is definitely too feeble, too foolish, too controlled and too compressed to others, for others and by others....And that's what I meant by an awful life...
My life is like a Ferris wheel, the moment I go up....I've to again come down and reach the ground....What I actually mean is, the unstable, unrealistic, unpredictable can never survive on top not even at bottom...it keeps on rotating and you got no power to stop it until someone turn the trigger back off to stop the wheel and that's what makes me a feeble person.....
Daisy Ferris
I'm Daisy....Daisy Ferris
Daisy Ferris
The thing why I'm here rightnow brushing through all my thoughts is .....................................
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Niya
Woah that's a different start 👏🏻 Your writing is too good author shi✨🤩
2021-04-16
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