We're okay now

I was staring at Kei from the bleachers
I always went to all his games
I was thinking about stuff
It wasn't like we weren't doing okay
We were doing better than before
I think..
We were never on bad terms
up until 3rd year of highschool
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Author
flashback
I hid behind a wall as I saw Kei with a different girl yet again behind the school building
She handed Kei which seemed to be a note
He opened it and looked back at her
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Sure, but only one
The girl smiled and bowed before running away squealing
This was the 3rd time this week he's been hanging out with different girls
He says 'only one date, they annoy me if I refuse'
I tried to reason with him saying you can't date other people while being in a relationship with another girl
He shrugs it off saying 'it's only once, no feelings included'
My insecurities just grow because of this
I decided to walk upto him
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
Kei
He flinched a little and turned around
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
H-hey Y/n, what's wrong?
He put his hand in his pocket, hiding the letter
I sighed
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
I..saw
He hesitated for a bit and sighed
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
It's only a date Y/n, stop making such a big deal out of it
He didn't even seem bothered
He didn't make eye contact, he looked away
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
But you can't date other people while being in-
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
a relationship? Yeah I've been told a million times
I looked at him
He was being salt-
No
he was just being savage now
It wasn't even salty
he didn't even care
I said the first thing that came to my mind
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
Let's break up then, you can go and date other people
He looked at me, kinda taken aback
He settled down looked me in the eye
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Sure, let's break up
I looked at him for a few more seconds
I didn't even know him anymore
What was his sarcasm or when was he being serious?
I didn't understand it anymore
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
Goodbye
I said and walked away from him, avoiding him the whole day
The next day he went to his date
I hadn't cried once
Yes it hurt
But I was determined not to show it
It was a few days after that incident
I was looking at my calendar
Our 3rd year anniversary
it was today
I sighed
I looked around my room
Nothing to do
I was bored
I wanted to cry
He isn't here right now
I can cry now
I went ahead to my closet and pulled a hoodie
Or to be more clear, his hoodie
I put it on and sat down on my bed
Slowly, my face turned from a straight face to a red crying mess
These 3 years never mattered to him
I heard a knock on the door, I didn't want to answer it, so I kept crying, aggressively wiping the tears but they didn't stop coming
It hurt like hell
He out of all people, left
He promised to stay
Yet he left
The knock kept going for a minute before it stopped
I kept sniffling
I heard someone speak behind me
someone specific
I shot my head to look behind
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Finally crying huh?
Kei spoke, chuckling a little as he sat on my window which was left wide open by me
He had a bouquet of roses in one hand and a little bag of cake on the other
I sniffled
I stood up and questioned him
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
How..How'd to climb to 2nd floor..?
He sighed
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
What can I say, someone keeps making me do crazy stuff you know
I stared at him
He raised a brow
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
We're still broken up?
I didn't say anything
He threw the bouquet at me
I failed to catch it so it went flying into my face
He laughed
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Idiot
I sniffled as I bent over to pick it up and out it on my bed
I looked at him
He motioned me to come near him
I did as he says
It was also when I noticed he was dressed up
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
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it was nothing too much but he still looked good
He handed me the cake and told me
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I can't throw this, you know, I bought this for MYSELF since I don't have a girlfriend
He said looked at me as I looked down
I kept it on my table and called me again
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Now hold this
He offered his hand
I wiped a tear and kept looking down as I held his hand
He opened his shoes and hopped in
He put his shoes outside my room and looked at me crossing his arms
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Happy anniversary to me I guess
It was when I looked at him
His eyes were slightly red
Cheeks and nose, also red
He chuckled
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You know I don't have that stuff you put on your face
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
so I can't hide that I cried for someone WHO ISN'T MY GIRLFRIEND
He dramatically sighed
It was when I spoke
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
Stop trying to guilt trip me..
I spoke to him, across the room
He was near the door and I was near the window
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Is it working?
I shook my head
He chuckled
He sat down on my bed
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Give me reasons we should be complete?
I looked at him trying to come up with reasons
Right..There wasn't
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
There isn't...
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
We just, want each other..
I shook my head
He tilted his head
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Hmmm?
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
You don't Kei... It's only me who wants you
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
You literally look at me like I am someone else
He stayed quiet staring at me
He stood up
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Right
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I came here for no reason..
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I'll lea-
I ran to him and hugged him from behind
He stopped,, didn't say a word
He chuckled
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
What? you thought I was leaving?
I stayed quiet
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I was going to bring a fork to eat stupid
I let go of him
He started again
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I'll go eat alone, since I don't have a significant other to eat with-
I bit my lips hard before speaking as he was walking to the door
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
You do have a significant other!
He stopped in his tracks and turned around
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Hmm?
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
i do?
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
But they broke up with me?
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
They didn't
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Oh?
I shook my head as tears started streaming down again
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
I- I only said it because, because I thought you'll stop me from leaving.. and stop going on dates with them!
I spoke hastily
His face softened seeing me cry
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Idiot...
He said as he pulled me into a hug,, burying my face into his chest
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Stop crying idiot
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You're so short
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
Shut- shut up
I said in between sobs
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You know I'd never leave you?
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I thought you'd text me after..
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I'm supposed to be the dry one in relationship
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You're supposed to be jumping around annoying
At this point, he was crying too
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Damnit
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You're making me cry now
He put a hand behind my head, not allowing me to see him cry
He held my hand with his other hand
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I'm sorry
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
it was idiotic of me to do that
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
don't leave stupid
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Also start sharing stuff!
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You haven't cried or laughed in school
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
it hurt me
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I ended up crying before you
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You're supposed to cry first
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I sound dumb right now
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You did this to me
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Take responsibility of it!
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
You can't just make me soft and leave me out?
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I love you..So so much idiot
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Don't go on spluttering nonsense
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Now say something! Don't keep crying!
I kept crying
After a few more minutes of us just crying like that, he spoke up
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Also.. Sorry for throwing the bouquet
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
And I did bring you cake..
I chuckled
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
What?! I thought you're mad about it
I broke the hug
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
I'm not
He sighed holding both of my hands now, looking away
I chuckled as I wiped my tears away
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
You look cute while crying
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Well, you look like a idiot
I pouted
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
A very pretty and cute one
I smiled and tiptoed trying to kiss him
he STILL towered over me
He laughed and held my waist lifting me up a little
I kissed him cheek barely
He leaned down and kissed me on the lips
After sometime we broke the kiss
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
It's not fair that you get to kiss me while I can't
He laughed
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Let's just go and eat the cake yeah?
I nodded
He patted my head
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
I'll feed you
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Author
Flashback end
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Y/n? Y/n?
I snapped back
The match ended
Sendai frogs won
Kei was here to pick me up
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Were you spacing out?
Kageyama Y/n
Kageyama Y/n
Yeah, just remembering about stuff
Tsukishima Kei
Tsukishima Kei
Oh, let's go home?
I nodded and stood up as he offered me his hand
I clinged onto him more than before
remembering those times
He chuckled and let go of my hand and wrapped an arm around my Shoulder
We were, okay now
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Ssa

Ssa

oh my what a toxic relationship we got

2024-09-17

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н𝕚ℓ𝔸𝐑ⓨ≛⃝🔱

н𝕚ℓ𝔸𝐑ⓨ≛⃝🔱

heh 💀💀

2024-01-01

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Savannah Bennett

Savannah Bennett

I love this so much

2021-05-23

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