Savage Love { Tsukishima Kei X Reader } Haikyu!! Haikyuu Fanfiction I hate him, but I don't

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This is a timeskip episode!

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After one week!

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the day of the practice match with Nekoma!

I was standing beside Tobio, waiting to get on the bus

Tsukishima was right beside me

Ever since that day, Tsukishima never talked to me

Not once

I tried to smile at him

All I got was a cold stare

So I almost gave up

But I actually can't, can I

I sighed as I got into the bus with Tobio

I got permission to go with them for actually no reason, just because Tobio was my brother

Even though they don't allow it

I somehow got the permission

but I was told to help around or else I would be told to go back immediately

soon after everyone got into the bus

My luck was bad yet good

I was seated beside Tsukishima

Oh God

this is gonna be awkward

My luck went worse when my phone got a notification around when the bus was started

Tsukishima glanced at my phone as I opened it

Shit

It was Kuroo

He actually read the text, which made it worse

He didn't even look at me after that

I sighed and opened the message

Kuroo Tetsurou

You're coming right? Our date's still yeah?📩

Kageyama Y/n

Yeah📩

I closed my phone

Why is it always me

I glanced over to Tsukishima

He look unbothered by everything that was going on

I stared at him, taking the chance that he hasn't been looking at me

But he actually looked back

We locked our eyes for a few seconds

Behind our seat was Tobio and Hinata

Tobio was behind Tsukishima

He has been weird with Tsukishima ever since I've been on bad terms with him

He kicked behind Tsukishima's seat making us break our eye contact

I sighed and looked out the window as I was at the window seat

I leaned against the window and eventually fell asleep

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Tsukishima's POV

Y/n fell asleep against the window

She's gonna get hurt like that...

I took a deep breath and put a hand on her forehead so that she doesn't hit her head on the glass

I wrapped an arm around her shoulder pulling her close to me to have her lean against me

I chuckled

Her head didn't even reach my shoulders

I leaned against her head

She has the perfect height for forehead kisses

I wish I could kiss her though

Kageyama once again kicked my seat

Tsukishima Kei

Excuse you majesty, I'm trying to help her sleep if you may

He scoffed

Kageyama Tobio

But her and you're done for

Tsukishima Kei

Like I would..

I made myself comfortable and fell asleep against her with her against me

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Timeskip

I woke up with Hinata in front of me

He was smiling at something on his phone

Kageyama Y/n

Hinata

Kageyama Y/n

Hinata Shoyou

OH you're up, can you wake stingyshima up and join us! We'll be at the dorm room taking rest!

Kageyama Y/n

I said as I felt a weight on me

Kageyama Y/n

Sure

I checked the time, it was 9 am, I mean, we set out at 5 so it's understandable

the bus was empty

I nuzzled back into-

Wait

Who am I nuzzling to

This cologne

is familiar

Vanilla-

Oh no

I jolted back up to my legs

I was nuzzling into Tsukishima's chest

He just woke up

So the weight on me earlier-

He was leaning onto me

he looked at me tilting his head

Kageyama Y/n

Uh um

Kageyama Y/n

We're here

He nodded and got off without me

I wish he'd hold my hand

I trailed off following behind him

I saw Kuroo there, waiting

Kuroo Tetsurou

Ah hey, Y/n, where are the others?

Tsukishima noticed us talking and scoffed, quickly walking away

I was sad but didn't let it get to me

Kageyama Y/n

They're at the dorm room

I smiled and said

He smiled and thanked me walking to Tsukishima

They were talking about stuff

They're acquaintance...

I sighed

I'm kinda ruining everything

I sighed walking to the dorm room

Boys everywhere

I saw Tobio sitting at a corner doing something

Oh he was on his hand care routine

I went and squeezed beside him

Kageyama Y/n

hey

Kageyama Tobio

Hmm?

Kageyama Y/n

I'm bored

Kageyama Tobio

Of course you'd be

Kageyama Tobio

Why'd you come anyways?

I pouted

Kageyama Y/n

I had an acquaintance here

Kageyama Tobio

who is it

Kageyama Y/n

Kuroo-senpai...

Kageyama Tobio

him? Why him

I explained everything to him

Kageyama Tobio

AND YOU NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING?!

Kageyama Y/n

I was carried away okaayy stop screaming!

Kageyama Tobio

NO YOU-

Tsukishima Kei

King, captain's calling

He looked up at Tsukishima

He sighed and then looked back at me

Kageyama Tobio

You're not going away with this, I'm suing those two

Kageyama Y/n

Are not?

Kageyama Tobio

Most definitely am

I rolled my eyes getting up to help them

They walked to gymnasium to play against nekoma

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Timeskip, after the games

The played alot of games, I was actually exhausted

I was passing drinks to everyone

It was almost dark

I was giving a bottle to Tsukishima

not even glancing once, he took it from me

I cleared my throat

I've been trying to talk to him but he won't budge

Kageyama Y/n

Uh Tsukishima...

He just looked at me and looked back

I sighed

Failed attempt

They were done with the practice matches

Now they were walking back to the dorm room to eat and pack up for tomorrow

Yes we'll be setting out tomorrow

As we were walking back, Kuroo stopped me

Kuroo Tetsurou

Uh hi

Tsukishima was just in front of me so he noticed

Kageyama Y/n

Oh hey

Kuroo Tetsurou

The date-

I was about to say something but Tsukishima

Tsukishima Kei

I get that you're old enough but shouldn't you go and date someone who's a third or second year?

Kageyama Y/n

Hey Tsukishima

Tsukishima Kei

Tch, do whatever you want

He walked away fast

I sighed and turned back to Kuroo

Kageyama Y/n

I'm sorry about him..

Kuroo smiled

Kuroo Tetsurou

It's no big deal! I know how he is

Kuroo Tetsurou

Soo um, where do you wanna go?

I laughed

Kageyama Y/n

I actually don't know Tokyo very well, I haven't been here before that much so..

Kuroo Tetsurou

Oh! Well it's almost getting dark, so I think we should get dinner together if that's ok with you?

I smiled and nodded

Little did I know Tsukishima was hiding and hearing everything

Kageyama Y/n

I'm really sorry, I forgot to pack up extra clothes for the trip..So I only have my track suit and this

I said pointing at my skirt/or pants if your uncomfortable and t-shirt

Kuroo Tetsurou

Oh no it's totally fine you look gorgeous

I smiled and thanked him

Kuroo Tetsurou

We can leave now, if you want..?

I nodded

we both headed out together

We both walked to a nearby restaurant and went in

We found a seat and sat down across eachother

We both ordered our food

Kuroo Tetsurou

So um

Kuroo Tetsurou

I was wondering, why did you wanna have a date when you just met me...

I spaced out, as he asked his question

Kuroo Tetsurou

Uh earth to Y/n?

He said Snapping a finger in front of me

Kageyama Y/n

Oh oh right sorry-

Kageyama Y/n

Nothing actually

Kageyama Y/n

I don't even know why

Kageyama Y/n

I just...this is so selfish

Kageyama Y/n

I like someone.. and kinda messed up shit

Kageyama Y/n

And then there was this Senpai of mine who told me to get him jealous and then-

Kuroo laughed

Kuroo Tetsurou

May I know who this "someone" is?

I blushed

Kageyama Y/n

T- T-

Kuroo Tetsurou

Tsukki?

I blushed even harder

I covered my face

Kuroo Tetsurou

I hit jackpot

After that we both started talking without actually stuttering, we were more comfortable

Kuroo Tetsurou

So I was just a pawn huh

Kageyama Y/n

No! but uh

Kageyama Y/n

I'm really sorry

Kageyama Y/n

This was so selfish of me

Kuroo Tetsurou

No it's totally fine, I actually also do have someone who I like, so I was confused whether I should accept your date or not

Kuroo Tetsurou

but I didn't wanna be rude you know

He said and smiled

Kageyama Y/n

But still, I deeply apologize

Kuroo Tetsurou

It's totally fine, chill

I smiled

It was around then, that our food came

We started eating

Kageyama Y/n

Thank you for the food

Kuroo Tetsurou

Thank you for the food

While eating we started talking

Kuroo Tetsurou

You said something about messing up? What was that

I sighed

Kageyama Y/n

I ACCIDENTALLY out of flow kissed him

Kageyama Y/n

and told him to forget about it

Kuroo was shocked

Kuroo Tetsurou

Well that was really bold

Kuroo Tetsurou

What did he say

I shook my head

Kageyama Y/n

"oh ok" and after that we never talked

He chuckled

Kuroo Tetsurou

It'll be fine, trust me

I looked unsurely

He gave a reassuring look

I sighed of relief

and nodded

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Timeskip

After dinner

We were now back at the dorm

I waved at Kuroo and smiled at him

Tsukishima was outside the dorm room

He saw me waving at Kuroo

I smiled at him and he just ignored me

usual..

I got inside the dorm room and said hi to everyone

everyone looked hyped about asking me how my date went

Not Tobio though

He just stared at me intensely

Soon enough Tsukishima got inside

He just went to sleep on his futon

I didn't know where I was gonna sleep

Sadly there weren't enough futons

so I was forced to squeeze between sleeping Tsukishima and a intense Tobio

I sighed as Tobio didn't give me a little bit of his blanket

They dimmed the lights down

everyone was falling asleep

I sighed as the cold didn't let me sleep

I stared up at the ceiling

I was overthinking stuff...

I didn't know how to fix stuff with Tsukishima

But I really want to immediately

I sighed as I turned to the side where Tsukishima was facing

He was facing me and his eyes were also open

I almost screamed but he put a finger on my lips preventing me from talking

just that small interaction with him made me blush

had me feeling butterflies

Tsukishima Kei

Don't say a word

He whispered

Tsukishima Kei

I absolutely hate you right now

My heart broke at his sentence

I frowned

Tsukishima Kei

You're not gonna say a word tonight

Tsukishima Kei

Just how you didn't let me speak that night

Tsukishima Kei

I hate you

Tsukishima Kei

Alot

Tsukishima Kei

for doing all this

Tsukishima Kei

literally

Tsukishima Kei

Why are you so annoying

He said all that with a cold face

It hurt me

did I actually deserve all this

Tsukishima Kei

Yo-

I didn't let him speak

I couldn't hurt myself more

I turned my back on him

I nuzzled near Tobio and got inside his blanket

I put my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes, attempting to fall asleep

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The next day

We were getting on the bus very early in the morning

I haven't talked with Tsukishima

Those words, actually hurt me...

Tsukishima Kei

"I hate you"

I sighed as a single tear left my left eye

I didn't sit near Tsukishima this time

I sat wayy far from him

We didn't talk the whole ride

But after we got down, slowly everyone left

Tobio went to Yachi's house with Hinata to Study

Amakata came to pick up Yamaguchi

The third years walked Kiyoko senpai home

The second years left as well

Tsukishima and I were awkwardly walking in the same direction as the first half of our houses route's were same

It was evening

the sky was orange

Tsukishima suddenly stopped walking

he was in front of me

So I stopped as well

Kageyama Y/n

Uh, Tsukishima..?

He scoffed

Tsukishima Kei

Tsukishima Tsukishima...Cut the crap okay?!

He said turning around and snapping at me

Kageyama Y/n

h-huh

I took a step back, totally confused

I clenched my bag which was on my hand

Kageyama Y/n

What do you mean

Tsukishima Kei

I told you to call me Tsukki

He said calming down a bit

Kageyama Y/n

B-but you said you hate me

I said, looking away as my eyes got teary

Tsukishima Kei

Of course I do

Tsukishima Kei

Who wouldn-

Kageyama Y/n

NOW YOU CUT THE CRAP

I said pushing him as my tears started falling

Kageyama Y/n

I hate you as well

Kageyama Y/n

More than you could even imagine

I said and ran away

I didn't know where I was wandering off into

I heard Tsukishima calling me from behind but I ignored it completely

I ran away

I ran and ran

Until my legs could take it anymore

It was dark

i eventually ended up at a park

While sniffling

I found a bench and sat down on it and started crying again

there was only a lamp there

The park was empty

so my cries were loud

I hate him... right?

Kageyama Y/n

But I don't..

I whispered in between cries

Why is it like this