Episode 1

Since kid... Im always alone.

No one to talk to

No friends

Useless

Loser

Lifeless...

I was alone at the school backyard, watching ants and insects work together.

Suddenly, I felt a light tap in my shoulder. I looked behind, but there's no one.

???

Weird. Who was that? And why didn't I felt its presence? Im this kind of person who feels everybody's presence, they're careful or not, I'll always know if someone is around me.

The school bell rang, lunch is over and time to get back to classes.

What a boring day...

Finally, going home.

I rushed straight to my room and fwoom, jumped in my bed from a boring day. Im about to sleep but came a knock from my bed room door. Woah? Mom, how come your so early from work today?

I opened the door. No one...

Living room? No one...

Kitchen? No one...

Bathroom? No one...

Theres no one inside the house except me. What is this? Am I hallucinating things? From the back yard in school to my house, something is wrong with me.🥴

The night came, and my mom is finally home.

" How was your day sweetie? " asked my mom.

" Its all good mom, what's yours? " I dont want my mom to about me. I need to lie and smile all this times, from the pain Im always holding inside.

" Its also good sweetie. " She answered. " Oh, and about your fieldtrip, Im abou to have the fees- "

" Mom, I dont need feildtrip. " Yes, I wanted it so bad. So bad that I wanted to burst out from hearing she's about to complete the fees. But... I'll gain nothing from it, I'll never enjoy it. I dont have friends, I dont have anyone to talk to. I'll look like an idiot there, alone in a corner while everyone else is laughing and chattering. But most of all, I know everything is going hard since dad left, were in lack of money.

" But, everyone needs. Its the best part of the school, and best memories for friends. " Said my mom.

Best memories for friends? All of them are betrayal, all of them sucks. They'll just leave you alone after using you. Im just like a tool to them.

Deep Breath

" Mom, I dont want to go feildtrip, I dont need it. Besides, I'll be joining a party of my cousin the same day. Isn't relatives more important? " Im sorry mom, Im such a liar. All I said are lies, I know its bad. But...

" Oh, cousin? Tell your cousin a greeting from me too. Tell your cousin Im sorry I cant attend, I've been busy these days. " Replied my mom with a smile.

" Dont worry mom. Im sure she will understand. " I smiled back. " Im done eating... I'll go to my room now. Good night mom. " I kissed her in the cheeks.

" Good night dear. Sleep tight, dont let the bugs bite. " Said my mom.

" Dont worry mom, I'll clean my room tomorrow. " I chuckled.

She laughed with her beautiful and gentle face. A face full of love and worry for her daughter. Mom, Im sorry I lied to you all this times that Im always happy.

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