SAVE ME
It was my graduation day but i was not happy because the person i had loved the most was not by my side and it was not his fault i was the one who suggested to break up because i didn't want to keep him and let his career go wasted.His ambition was to become a doctor but because of our relationship he decided not to persue his dream.Because i wanted to go to another city and he wanted to go with me . The day before yesterday Xaden mom came to me and said "Please get out of my son's life . He has his own life. Don't keep him to yourself.If you love him let him go." And that's exactly what i did i broke up with him . I watched him running towards me with excitment "Darling,what are you doing in the rain " "Let's break up" i said looking at my shoes."What"? Xaden said."I love someone else now i can't be with you anymore". I said it i said it.He said "you're lying you can't love someone else you're my girlfriend,my fiance,my wife"I'm not yours".
I walked away with tear's filled in my eyes i can't beleive i said those words when i was the one who started this relationship.How can i stop loving him . How will i move on. I can't live without him. I can't.I won't.Oh god please help me . I look behind to see him i expected him to come running towards me but he just walked away and oh my god he had flowers in his hand . Was he going to propose to me?.What have i done.Well nothing can be done now i started walking in rain with my memories filled with him . He must've hated me now and i deserve it but how can i move on i can't live with out him.I'll die without him . That's right i won't live .I can just die then it will all be over i won't have to go back to my abusive parents i won't have to struggle . It's easy isn't it. So let's end it.I looked down the bridge it was very deep but the water i felt like it wanted me to come towards it.I jumped in the water . The water was very cold it reminded me of him whenever i was cold he would hug me . But he was not there i colud'nt get oxygen . So this is what death feels like.Bye Xaden.Bye my adoptive mom and dad.Bye my friend Tella.Bye my puppy luckas.Bye Xaden i will never ever stop loving you never never never.
Help me help me help me someone help me help me help me help me im drowning help me help me
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