It was my graduation day but i was not happy because the person i had loved the most was not by my side and it was not his fault i was the one who suggested to break up because i didn't want to keep him and let his career go wasted.His ambition was to become a doctor but because of our relationship he decided not to persue his dream.Because i wanted to go to another city and he wanted to go with me . The day before yesterday Xaden mom came to me and said "Please get out of my son's life . He has his own life. Don't keep him to yourself.If you love him let him go." And that's exactly what i did i broke up with him . I watched him running towards me with excitment "Darling,what are you doing in the rain " "Let's break up" i said looking at my shoes."What"? Xaden said."I love someone else now i can't be with you anymore". I said it i said it.He said "you're lying you can't love someone else you're my girlfriend,my fiance,my wife"I'm not yours".

I walked away with tear's filled in my eyes i can't beleive i said those words when i was the one who started this relationship.How can i stop loving him . How will i move on. I can't live without him. I can't.I won't.Oh god please help me . I look behind to see him i expected him to come running towards me but he just walked away and oh my god he had flowers in his hand . Was he going to propose to me?.What have i done.Well nothing can be done now i started walking in rain with my memories filled with him . He must've hated me now and i deserve it but how can i move on i can't live with out him.I'll die without him . That's right i won't live .I can just die then it will all be over i won't have to go back to my abusive parents i won't have to struggle . It's easy isn't it. So let's end it.I looked down the bridge it was very deep but the water i felt like it wanted me to come towards it.I jumped in the water . The water was very cold it reminded me of him whenever i was cold he would hug me . But he was not there i colud'nt get oxygen . So this is what death feels like.Bye Xaden.Bye my adoptive mom and dad.Bye my friend Tella.Bye my puppy luckas.Bye Xaden i will never ever stop loving you never never never.

Help me help me help me someone help me help me help me help me im drowning help me help me

Please call the doctor.Where is the damn doctor.Doctor!!!!!!!! Someone was shouting who was he why was he worried about me.I couldn't think more and i collapsed again.

            ~1 Day Later~

She will not go anywhere she will stay with me.Find out why was she trying to die."Where am i"? I said ." Hello little mam" the guy said . He was tall about 5'6,broad shoulder's i bet he goes to gym . He was wearing blue shirt with white pants hair downward.In other words he is handsome.

" Do you love me"? The guy said which completely left me speechless is he insane i thought . "Shut up tell me why am i in the hospital , and why did you saved me"?."You have some nerve little mam , well you were the one who was shouting non stop help me help me " he mimicked my voice."Well i was scared but i'm a stranger why did you save me,and i also wanted to die." "Well little mam i couldn't let myself see you die "."Why?" i said."It goes back a long time but long story short you saved me once so i wanted to repay you that's it". "I don't remember"."I know" the guy said.

"What is your name "? I said . Jack he said . "Well Jack i won't thank you for saving me,you saved me against my will"."Little mam stop this nonsense i have an offer to suggest , if you want to stay strong so nobody can hurt you , you should come with me then , i will make you strong , powerful, do you accept Little mam."

How will you make me strong? I said." Little mam my full name is Jack Gambino". Oh my god he is Jack Fucking Gambino the Central mafia group leader."Ahm ahm so mr.Gambino to what pleasure do i own you" i said."No need to be formal with me Little mam " he said.

What is the offer? I said."Little mam you will be my employee and i will give you some tasks and you will get them done no matter what." Do i have to kill , sorry but i can't kill anyone i hate blood " i said."No little mam you will kill i will make you a killer machine , people will fear you" he said. He held my hand and said"little mam i have waited so long for you now you are with me and i promise i won't leave you alone,i will become you best friend,you're family ". I started crying at the word *Family* Jack wipped my tears with his handkerchief."No need to cry now you will be happy from now on , i will protect you don't fucking cry again Amy ". I nodded

I saw my mom and dad in my dream they were as usual fighting i was keeping my small sibling in my arms and protecting him and them everything went black no voice no nothing.

(5Years Later)

"Hello Xaden Love how are you? " Brandon my best friend who is also a surgeon i don't know how in the world did he pass the MBBS i bet he cheated ." What are you thinking ?" Brandon said."I'm thinking how should i kill you" i said giving him a killer look."Why"? What have i done? He said."I told you a thousand times not to call me love in here" i said angirly.. "Then should i call you love at home"he said."Shut up brandon"."Okay" he said .

As usual i was busy treating my patient....... Someone bumped into me "Sorry mam" i said i tried to look up but she had already gone but wait a second this fragrance i know it . I started running after her first she waited for elevator but after seeing me she suddenly ran toward stairs i also ran after her at last when i was close enough to see her she sat in her car drive away.I gasped for air i know it was you Amy you believe that i had forgotten you but that fragrance is you most favourite.But what was she doing here in the hospital . Was she sick?Was she here to see someone?i asked my self question but to no avail i couldn't get the answer.

Doctor!!! Someone was shouting . A patient came with blood all over him ." Check his pulse " i said also check his BP and inform doctor henry to come quickly . I quickly take that person to emergency room.I was operating on him but why was she here i couldn't get my head out of there..Snap out of it Xaden!!!!! Henry shouted at me.Sorry sir ." Complete the stiches and come in my office"Henry said.

"Sir may i come in" i said . "Where was your head in the operation you know at trauma centre you should only think about your patients because of your foolish slight mistake we would've lost him i know you think highly of yoursely because you saved the president and you're his doctor but that dosen't mean that other patient are less than him here all paitents are equal to us we................."

(2 Eternal hours later)

"What happened in there buddy did that man again shouted at you " Brandon said."Yes he thinks that i think highly of myself"i said."Well what was on your mind then"brandon asked."I think i saw her" i said What !!!!!!!!!!!!! Brandon shouted "Shut up idiot " i said ."You want me to shut up you saw your ex amy and you want me to shup up " brandon said."Well i'm not sure if it was her i didn't get to see her face"i said."I smelled her she wore the same fragrance " i said."Am i going to lose my love now , i can't lose you Xaden if she came back don't disown me Promise me" brandon said while tightly pulling my arm"I promise but please stop acting like you're my mistress".Okay "