why people hate?

Where ever you go or whatever you try to show something like your talents, new expensive stuff you probably just buy and maybe like try show off your new skills you just learn. There will be always people who will said bad behind your back is through comment or in heart. Human like us easy to judge others and try compared what they have with yours. That compared turn it to obsession and haters, because they also want what you have. Example, you have talents and the others don't they will feel sad inside they hearts and that make them hate you because for them is not fair you have it and they don't. They will hating you because you have something they don't and they want to drag you down deep so you won't success. But you have to understand, you need endure it and Live on like normal and ignore them because they just gonna waste they life just to keep hating you so they can drag you the same level as them. Even how painful it was, Learn to accept it and Live on like nothing happened, Live nothing ever happened just live your life. Don't fight or argue with them because Only a fool argue with a fool while wise keep quiet and live on.

Life is shorts, don't waste your life but instead use it wisely. I have alot regrets, But there no turn back and I... Was far behind the others. I waste my time with technology because in real life, I have no passion for anything why?. Because the others is better then me, and how hard I train I just can't reach them. I hate other peoples in my heart's and curse them for them to die and live in hell. But right now I regret everything, I don't even know how to solve π ÷ and ×. I was left so far behind others and I just knew I'm a late bloomer but the teachers teach without looking back and continue teach the next level while me a slow Learner get left behind. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I fucking hate it, I just wanna make them understand I'm not fast just slow but the others students are fast in learning and I got no guts to ask to repeat I afraid the others think bad about me behind my back. It make Sick, it make me wish I was never born and I wish to kill them all and kill myself. We have a mental health tests but the teachers just pretend is no big deal and probably gone. They don't understand us but ourselves and they will never understand us but they self understand them. Our mind all have different perspective and yea. I only can release through all my emotions in here because I don't know how to release my emotions in real life. I never can....

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