Purpose

What is your purpose?, Everyone nowadays doesn't seem to have one as we all get distracted by the world pleasure. I was stuck in endless routine of my own life without purpose and I have all the freedom but I keep wandering around to know what is my purpose. If you had to much freedom you will be lost like me and stuck wandering around to find your purpose and your value. I stuck in endless routine of my life and can't escape it from it. People who doesn't have freedom always try to be free to enjoy outside his comfort zones. But if you go deeper you understand that the more freedom you have the more lose you become. Like me I was lost and try understand what is my purpose. What I truly want in this life of mine and try to know what I passion about. And I find None because I had everything, Warm house, perfect family and enough money. I have everything everyone ever wish to have but sometimes that perfect place of mine make me doesn't find what I passion about. My family told me im enough, but I'm questioning myself am I truly enough?, And I doubt myself. I was lose when Im outside of my school but when I'm inside school I feel stuck had to follow every rule and I just sit my class like a Rat stuck in his trap. Like I'm a slave workers, it make me Sick and I wanna be free completely and find my true purpose in life. But my family and the school put a chain on me and make me follow they purpose. But they purpose is not my purpose I'm looking for and I had to adopt alot versions of myself to fit on the purpose they ready for me. People said education is important and grades also important for our lives but that is half true but I just can't. They said School is like the second home of us but the truth is You don't feel like you belong there do you?. Everyone will stare at you and judge you. It make Sick and the school make me pressure. My family and people around me pressure me to pass the exam but I failed. I don't know what to do when I finished school and do I have follow them or should I go my own way of the unknown fate will lead me. I feel so lose and lonely, I want some companies but none are understand you more Then yourself. Only ourselves understand Us and I Wanna see the other side of this world where I can truly be free and understand what I want and my purpose. It sad for me truly, because I can't escape it and the quote for today "The government and the system Serve us they purpose while us doesn't know what we really want so Try to find yours even is feel lost and doesn't know where you are."

-*Dayrence. D*

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