please get rid of the baby.
Charlie Sterling
(When Liam and I started having s*x frequently before I hurt him and he started to avoid me, I ended up getting pregnant and I was scared and wasn’t sure what to do so the first thing I did was tell him. I expected him to hug me and tell me it’s going to be alright, to be honest I was looking forward to having his child but that all came with a quick reality check when I analysed the disgusted look on his face when I suggested we have the baby the next morning.)
Charlie Anderson
*rubs his eyes and gets up from Liam’s bed* liam?
Liam Sterling
Oh good you’re up. Freshen up. I have kept your spare clothes in the bathroom. *getting ready near the mirror*
Charlie Anderson
Okay *smiles as he gets up and hugs Liam from behind* I missed you…
Liam Sterling
*small smile and caresses Charlie’s slender arms hugging him*
Liam Sterling
Did you sleep well? *turns around and pulls Charlie into his embrace*
Charlie Anderson
*nods and smiles in Liam’s chest* yes I did.
Liam Sterling
I’m glad. *kisses his forehead*
Liam Sterling
Now go get ready quickly we are getting late
Charlie Anderson
Okay! *smiles and rushes to the bathroom*
Charlie Anderson
*looking at his reflection*
Charlie Sterling
(That day was actually my 18th birthday and I thought Liam was taking me out on a date to celebrate it. )
After getting ready they sit in Liam’s car and start their trip
Charlie Anderson
By the way! Where are we going?
Liam Sterling
To the hospital
Charlie Anderson
*smiles and rubs his tummy* is it for the check up? I’m sure the baby is healthy!
Charlie Sterling
(I should have known from the way he was cold and distant yet empathetic towards me was not because he upset with me it was because he was sorry for what he was about to do)
Charlie Anderson
Oh then what is it for…
Liam Sterling
*stops the car after parking and takes off his seat belt and turns and looks at charlie*
Liam Sterling
For an ab0rtion.
Charlie Anderson
*stops smiling* what…
Charlie Sterling
(I remember how my smile up to that point was like the ink bleeding through the paper but once I heard Liam had no intentions of keeping the baby my nausea returned 10 fold and my smile vanished completely like as though it were invisible ink)
Charlie Anderson
What.. Liam I don’t understand? *touches his hand*
Charlie Anderson
It’s… our baby?
Liam Sterling
*sighs and holds his hand*
Liam Sterling
Charlie. Please. Just listen to me once, please get the ab0rtion done, and you don’t have to worry about anything else, I’m paying for it, I’ll take care of you as well, and be by your side the entire time okay? *caresses Charlie’s cheek*
Charlie Anderson
*a tear escapes and falls* but don’t you love me?…
Liam Sterling
Of course I do! I love you so much…. I…
Charlie Anderson
Then why??? *looks down at his feet*
Liam Sterling
*sighs* because we aren’t ready yet Charlie, look at us! We aren’t even high-school graduates yet! What about college? What about our jobs? What about the money? We are too young for this Charlie and I never want to put you through something you aren’t ready for yet, do you understand? *tucks Charlie’s hair behind his ear*
Charlie Anderson
Hic…. Hic.. *whimpering and crying*
Charlie Anderson
But… isn’t the baby a part of our future too?
Liam Sterling
*wipes Charlie’s tears off his cheeks and kisses them* yes, a baby is a part of our life eventually but not right now, I promise once everything is better I’ll help you make more okay? Just please try understand me now, I only want what’s best for all of us.
Charlie Anderson
*cries and falls into Liam’s arms*
Charlie Anderson
I’m sorry but can’t I be at-least a little selfish?
Liam Sterling
*holds him close and rubs his back* Charlie. Please be good.
Liam Sterling
*kisses Charlie’s head*
Liam Sterling
It’s going to be okay. I’m right here by your side, and I promise I won’t ignore you again okay?
Charlie Anderson
Okay… Hic… Hic…
Charlie Sterling
(It took me an hour to calm down but Liam didn’t say anything, instead he held me tightly in his embrace and told me everything was going to be alright and that he will always be by my side.)
Charlie Sterling
(After I calmed down we went in and I got the ab0rtion done. I woke up all groggy and in pain but I didn’t dare complain. I was silent the entire time I didn’t say much, after all how could I? Liam tried to get me to eat but I didn’t. I told him I wasn’t feeling well which wasn’t entirely a lie on it’s on)
Charlie Sterling
(He did stay by my side at the time and told me to stay at his place for a few days until I heal. But I refused, that place and his face were a constant reminder to what I had lost. And I was grieving, I knew he was trying to help but looking at Liam’s face only made it worse)
11:00 pm outside Anderson summer mansion
Liam Sterling
Are you sure about this Charlie?
Charlie Anderson
I’ll be fine. I’ll call you if something happens.
Liam Sterling
*sighs* please do, I’ll be waiting okay? Take these pills on time and rest, listen to what the doctor said.
Charlie Anderson
*nods* okay
Liam Sterling
*caresses Charlie’s cheek* I’ll get you some liver soup tomorrow to help replenish your blood okay? *kisses his forehead*
Liam Sterling
And I’m sorry, I know today was your 18th birthday, I didn’t want you to spend it like this either, I’ll take you out somewhere nice next week or whenever you feel better okay baby? *kisses his lips*
Charlie Anderson
*kisses him back* hmm okay… I’m going to go in now I’m tired…
Liam Sterling
Yes and sleep, happy birthday again Charlie.
Charlie Anderson
Hmm.. *gets off the seat belt and gets off the car*
Charlie Anderson
*turns around* bye..
Liam Sterling
*sad smile* I’ll see you tomorrow don’t worry.
Liam Sterling
Go in now I’ll wait until your inside
Charlie Anderson
Okay.. *turns around and walks inside*
Charlie Sterling
(As I got inside the mansion and closed the door I stood there listening to the sound of his car still in the drive way. After what seemed like 10 mins later I heard him leave. And during all that 10 minutes I wish I had the courage to go back and tell him I’d stay at his place instead because I made a huge mistake coming back home that night.)
Charlie walks inside the living room and sees his entire family there
His parents, sister, aunts and uncle’s grandparents and his cousins
Ralph Anderson
Charlie! *runs up to him* where were you! We were so worried!!! It’s so late! You missed Rayla’s middle school graduation party!
Charlie Sterling
(I always never really cared about the fact that my parents liked my sister more than me, it didn’t even bother me that they forgot my birthday but that night it did, for whatever reason I felt my blood boiling and I couldn’t hold myself back anymore)
Charlie Anderson
It’s always Rayla this and Rayla that! Can’t you just shut up mom?!
Ralph Anderson
*shocked* I….
Chihiru Anderson
*walks up to him in anger and slaps him.*
Ralph Anderson
CHIHIRU DONT! *harshly pulls him back from charlie*
Charlie Sterling
(It was the first time I saw my father so angry. And it was the first time he ever hit me)
Chihiru Anderson
YOU! how dare you speak to you mother like that!?
Chihiru Anderson
Do you have any idea what he went through to raise an ungrateful child like you?
Charlie Anderson
*looks down at the floor*
Charlie Sterling
(I had always known that my mother and father weren’t the fondest of me but it hurt a lot when it came directly from their mouths. It hurt so bad that I felt like I had forgotten how to breathe. I still remember my ears ringing from the slap, I couldn’t say anything)
Asahi Anderson
Chihiru! Don’t raise your hand like that!
12 year old Rayla Anderson
Mom dad… brother…
Chihiru Anderson
*glaring at charlie*
Charlie Sterling
(Everyone was looking at the kind of spectacle I had become but the strongest one was my fathers glare burning through me)
Charlie Sterling
(Instead of trying to explain what I felt or tell them what I had been through today, it would make them more furious but still, I wanted to remind them that they had forgotten my birthday while busking under my sisters glory, instead I did what I do the best. I apologise, and left. After all it was easier for everyone to just forget about me)
Charlie Anderson
I’m sorry mother.
Ralph Anderson
Charlie it’s okay! *tries to hug him*
Chihiru Anderson
*pulls Ralph softy back*
Chihiru Anderson
Go to your room. You are grounded do you understand! I do not tolerate this kind of behaviour.
Charlie Anderson
I understand. I’m sorry.
Chihiru Anderson
Go. *in a stern cold voice*
Chihiru Anderson
Be quiet Ralph.
Charlie Sterling
(I remember lifting my head up with tears streaming down my one of my red cheeks but I dare not make a sound I remember everyone’s gaze pitying me. Even Rayla’s. I looked away and turned around to to back to my room, once I was in I locked myself and fell down on my knees)
Charlie Anderson
*holds his stomach while crying and falls to his knees in the cold bare floor*
Charlie Sterling
(It felt like the world was ending. My pain was intolerable, so I ended up taking a few more pain killers than the doctor suggested)
Charlie Sterling
(After I took the painkillers I started to get more dizzy I got on my bed and snuggled in still wearing Liam’s sweatshirt he gave me when i told him I was feeling cold after we left the hospital. I cried until my eyes went dry. And I finally passed out)
Charlie Sterling
(I don’t remember what happened after that, but I could have guessed by what happened the next morning)
Charlie Anderson
*wakes up*
Charlie Anderson
Ack!! (It hurts….)
Charlie Anderson
*pulls off his sheets to see what happened*
There was blood everywhere
Charlie Anderson
Right… the doctor did warn me about this…
Charlie Anderson
I should have worn that diaper…
Charlie Sterling
(But I still dare didn’t cry. Instead I picked myself up took a shower and washing off the blood all over my lower body, I popped a few pain killers changed my sheets and made sure I wash them in the washing machine. Before I passed out again.)
Charlie Sterling
(I later woke up to tapping noises on my window it was already night I got up still groggy from the pain killers and opened my window to see Liam standing outside)
Liam Sterling
Can I come in?
Charlie Anderson
Yeah.. *rubs his eyes as he walks back to his bed and lays down*
Liam Sterling
*jumps in and goes to Charlie’s bed and sits near him*
Liam Sterling
Here I bought some soup..
Charlie Anderson
It’s okay.. I’m not hungry…
Charlie Sterling
(Somehow I felt calmer than I was before or maybe it was just because Liam was covering me with his calming pheromones)
Charlie Sterling
(I didn’t feel hungry even if I hadn’t eaten two days. I just couldn’t bring myself to eat no matter what I did)
Liam Sterling
Did something happen? Did your parents find out? I tried to come in through the entrance but told me you were grounded.
Charlie Anderson
Ah that. It was nothing don’t worry they don’t know what happened
Liam Sterling
*small smile*
Liam Sterling
*caresses Charlie’s cheeks* then what did you do this time my little delinquent?
Charlie Anderson
Nothing *sighs*
Liam Sterling
Hmm *kisses his forehead*
Liam Sterling
Come on sit up and eat now
Charlie Anderson
I’m not hungry…
Liam Sterling
Charlie. *glares*
Charlie Anderson
Ugh fine! *sits up and takes the food from Liam and starts to eat*
Charlie Sterling
(I don’t know if it was because I wasn’t finally alone or because I finally felt calmer, but the food was delicious and I savoured every last bite of it)
Liam Sterling
*smiles as he gets up and sits near Charlie’s foot and massages his legs for him* do you like it?
Charlie Anderson
Mhm! It’s really good! *stuffing his face with food*
Charlie Anderson
Where did you get it from?
Liam Sterling
*small laugh* haha I’m glad you are enjoying your meal, I made it for you.
Charlie Anderson
No way! *stops eating*
Liam Sterling
Yes way *bends and wipes the food on Charlie’s chin and likes his thumb he used to do it* tastes good right?
Charlie Anderson
*blushes* uh
Charlie Anderson
*goes back to eating*
Charlie Anderson
*blushing*
Liam Sterling
*smiles while going back to massage his feet*
Charlie Anderson
Hmm right there
Liam Sterling
Here? *presses his ankle*
Liam Sterling
Okay *smiles and continues to massage his ankle*
After eating Charlie just sits and stares at Liam massaging his feet and legs for him
Charlie Anderson
Thank you.. and I’m sorry for everything.
Liam Sterling
You have nothing to be sorry for, and nothing to say thank you for what I’m doing is the bare minimum. Okay?
Liam Sterling
Shh *gets up from Charlie’s feet side of the bed and comes closer to him*
Liam Sterling
*bends down and kisses Charlie while holding his face*
Charlie Anderson
*kisses him back*
Liam Sterling
I have to go now. But I’ll be back tomorrow okay? Just stay put and eat a lot and rest don’t try to go out on your own if you need anything call me oh and also
Liam Sterling
*stands up and goes to his bag and gives Charlie a bag*
Charlie Anderson
Hmm? What’s all this? *opens the bag*
Charlie Anderson
*shocked*
In the bag were a pack of new sheets, two packs of adult diapers a huge box of chocolates and a few heating pads.
Charlie Anderson
How did you know about the sheets…
Liam Sterling
I only assumed…
Charlie Anderson
thank you…
Liam Sterling
I just said-
Charlie Anderson
Okay okay fine comere let me kiss you again?
Liam Sterling
*smiles* always
Liam Sterling
*bends down*
Charlie Anderson
*kisses him*
Charlie Sterling
(After that he left but he came back every night of the next week. Bought me food a fresh pare of clothes and even helped me bathe twice and put me back to sleep)
Liam Sterling
*tucks him in bed*
Charlie Anderson
Hmm~ *sound asleep*
Liam Sterling
*smiles and kisses his forehead and whispers* I love you Charlie, goodnight.
Liam Sterling
*jumps through the window and leaves*
Charlie Anderson
*smiles in his sleep*
Charlie Sterling
(I still wonder how much he was in love with me back then, it felt like his love was always overflowing for me. And looking back at it now. I yearn for those days like a pathetic dog I am.)
Charlie Sterling
(For Liam. It was easier to fall out of it than in, but it’s alright I don’t blame him. I am the most undesirable person anyway.)
Charlie Sterling
(Through out my short life filled with tragedy, being with liam was the luckiest part of my life.)
Comments
Kang Ha Sun
It's so funny they still believe they took care of you like doll .. WOW!!
2025-08-30
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Kang Ha Sun
it's funny
2025-08-30
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Kang Ha Sun
so disappointing
2025-08-30
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