Please, Stay.
Charlie Sterling
(I remember when me and Liam started dating. It was around the time my mother fell ill.)
Chihiru Anderson
Charlie, Rayla. There is something important we need to talk about.
Chihiru Anderson
*holds Ralph’s hand*
Ralph Anderson
*smiles sadly*
Charlie Anderson
What’s wrong?
12 year old Rayla Anderson
Mom dad… is everything okay?
Chihiru Anderson
Ralph is ill… his heart isn’t as strong as it used to be.. *looks at Ralph with tears in his eyes*
12 year old Rayla Anderson
Mom… are you going to be okay! *runs and hugs him*
Ralph Anderson
*smiles and pats her head*
Ralph Anderson
For the time being yes.
Charlie Sterling
(Back then father didn’t really mention what the diagnosis was but I later figured it to be cardiomyopathy and arrhythmia. A painful combination.)
Charlie Sterling
(I could feel my chest tighten and my breathing shallow but I couldn’t make myself to move and rush to my mother.)
Charlie Anderson
Mom…. Isn’t there a cure?
Ralph Anderson
There is. I’m taking medication for it now, so don’t worry I’ll be fine Charlie *smiles*
Chihiru Anderson
But that still doesn’t mean Ralph can handle stress, remember, Charlie and Rayla, don’t stress out your mother okay?
12 year old Rayla Anderson
Okay we won’t please just get better soon mom! *hugs Ralph*
Charlie Anderson
*puts his head down and tries not to cry*
17 year old Liam Sterling
Hey.. where have you been? *worried*
Charlie Anderson
Sorry… I uh… I
17 year old Liam Sterling
Are you okay? *rushes up to Charlie and holds his shoulders*
Charlie Sterling
(Once I figured out what my mother was suffering from guilt took over me. And I blamed myself for everything, that’s what I have always done.)
Charlie Anderson
Can…. Can we go to your place? *hugs and snuggles in Liam’s chest*
17 year old Liam Sterling
Yeah. Whatever you want baby. *hugs him back and caresses his head*
Charlie Sterling
(I never really knew how to express what I felt… words never seem to leave my mouth whenever I am questioned. Instead I use my body. And that’s what I have done the best. Liam’s parents didn’t live in LA they are from Chicago, Liam lives here alone in a 2 bedroom apartment near the beach)
Charlie Sterling
(I remember as soon as we entered his apartment Liam snuggled into my neck with soft kisses)
17 year old Liam Sterling
Your pheromones.. they smell really nice… just like the ocean…
Charlie Anderson
*feels his bo*er / hard on while sitting on him*
Charlie Anderson
Ngh~ wait! *breaks the kiss*
17 year old Liam Sterling
*looking worriedly at Charlie while stroking his hair*
17 year old Liam Sterling
What’s wrong?
Charlie Anderson
I have never done anything more than this… um…
17 year old Liam Sterling
Are you afraid?
17 year old Liam Sterling
I don’t usually fuxk with virg!ns. But you’re hot… and you’re my boyfriend now so that’s an exception…. *smirks while stroking Charlie’s lips*
Charlie Sterling
(Even though I wasn’t all his firsts, I’m glad he was all my firsts.. and all my lasts.)
17 year old Liam Sterling
*starts to grind Charlie from underneath*
Charlie Anderson
Ngh! Slow down!!!
17 year old Liam Sterling
Why? We both know you want it. Look at how wet you are, I can feel it through your pants
Charlie Anderson
*blush* I…
17 year old Liam Sterling
*pulls him in closer for another deep kiss*
Charlie Sterling
(Liam carried me to the bed and layed me down slowly. But he was only gentle until the foreplay and it soon got rough)
Charlie Anderson
Ahh!!! Hmm! Liam slow- slow down!!!
17 year old Liam Sterling
*grunts*
Charlie Anderson
It hurts!!!
17 year old Liam Sterling
Shh it’s okay you’ll enjoy it once you get used to it.
Charlie Sterling
(That night was the one I wasn’t really sure how to feel about. A part of me liked it. That Liam touched me. But another part of me hated it because I wanted to stop half way through… but how dare would I deny him this when he has already done so much for me.)
17 year old Liam Sterling
You can stay here tonight too.
Charlie Anderson
Okay… I’ll stay *kisses liam*
17 year old Liam Sterling
*kisses him back*
Charlie Sterling
(Liam used to let me stay at his place anytime whenever I used to have arguments with my parents the first thing I used to do is rush to his place and have s*x)
17 year old Liam Sterling
Ah fuxk you’re so tight.
Charlie Sterling
(Even though Liam never asked for anything in return I felt like I owed him something. But I didn’t have anything either. My parents maybe rich but their money isn’t mine, and all I had was my body, and I made sure to let him use it whenever he wanted partly for the fear of him abandoning me. And partly for being indebted to him.)
Charlie Sterling
(I didn’t know when I had fallen asleep but I always remember whenever I wake up after we did, he would have already cleaned me and had given me a sponge bath. Things like these make my heart flutter because I know he cares.)
Charlie Sterling
(I had several miss calls that night and when I realised it was my mother’s birthday I was already too late. It was 1am. I remember struggling to get up and wear my clothes back on when my legs felt like jelly. Luckily his pheromones don’t have a scent or esle my parents would have killed me.)
Charlie Sterling
(When I was about to leave I saw him standing near the kitchen smoking a cigarette)
17 year old Liam Sterling
Where are you going at this time of the night?
Charlie Anderson
Back to my house…
17 year old Liam Sterling
Don’t go.. *takes a drag of his cigarette* stay.
Charlie Sterling
(I don’t know what made me feel like I wanted to stay so bad, but I also knew if I didn’t go home mom would be angry.)
Charlie Anderson
I’m sorry… I have to go..
17 year old Liam Sterling
*blows out the smoke*
17 year old Liam Sterling
Okay. Let me drop you atleast. It’s late
Charlie Anderson
No no it’s alright… it’s just a block away from here anyways I’ll be fine..
Charlie Sterling
(I could sense his gaze growing into a rigid glare, I had unknowingly burnt out a match in our relationship. It was almost as if I was asking him to not care about me outside the bedroom, and Liam didn’t seem to like that idea. But this was what I was used to. I wasn’t used to being loved and I wasn’t sure how to express it back either, in the end I only hurt him more than trying to be less of a burden to him)
17 year old Liam Sterling
Okay, if you want to pretend like we are strangers every time after we do it then go ahead.
Charlie Sterling
(I wish I could go back in time because there are a lot of things I wanted to say. But looking back at it now it was my mistaken in the first place.)
Charlie Anderson
Liam… that’s not
17 year old Liam Sterling
What? I understand you’re only with me for the sex why even bother asking me to be your boyfriend when you pretend to be a stranger after the deed is done?
Charlie Anderson
… *looking down on the floor*
17 year old Liam Sterling
Ha… you can’t even come up with an excuse. Honestly Charlie. You hurt me.
Charlie Anderson
*looks up with shocked and worried eyes*
17 year old Liam Sterling
I love you and yet you.. seem so distant. Like almost as if you don’t like me back… *touches and caresses Charlie’s hand*
17 year old Liam Sterling
I don’t understand am I doing something wrong? I did everything you asked me to do.
Charlie’s phone starts to ring and it’s his mom
Charlie Anderson
I’m sorry I have to go!
Charlie Anderson
*breaks off Liam’s hand from his and rushes out the door*
17 year old Liam Sterling
… *standing looking at the closed door in front of him alone*
Ralph Anderson
Charlie… where were you!
Charlie Anderson
Sorry I… I was with my friends…
Ralph Anderson
*sighs* still you should have told me you’d be late I was so worried and I missed you at the party *sad face* luckily your father is asleep or else he’d make it such a big fuss
Charlie Anderson
I’m sorry mom. I’ll try harder next time, happy birthday I’m sorry I’m late
Ralph Anderson
It’s okay *hugs charlie*
Ralph Anderson
The only thing that matters is that you’re safe.
Ralph Anderson
Want to eat some cake? I have saved us both a piece? *smiles*
Charlie Anderson
*nods and smiles* yes
Ralph and Charlie sat up in the kitchen late at night and ate cake while talking and laughing about things
Charlie Sterling
(Even tho I was glad I made it home to spend time with my mother my heart still carried a ache of leaving Liam behind on his own with thoughts of heartbreak on his mind)
Charlie Sterling
(I still have a picture of his sad heartbroken face burned deep into the back of my mind.)
Charlie Sterling
(I hurt him first.)
Charlie Sterling
(It’s all my fault to begin with.)
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Kang Ha Sun
why 🧐???
2025-08-28
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