A Book of Breaths (Taekook)
Fuvking Coward
Jungkook sighs while listening to Taehyung on the other side of the phone...
Kim Taehyung
Please, trust me... I promise I'll take care of you...
Jeon Jungkook
Hyung, It's just been 4 months since we knew each other... How? I mean how can you tell me you love me?
Jungkook is confused, he wants Taehyung too, but something is stopping him...
Kim Taehyung
I know you might think I'm just playing around, but no Jungkook trust me, I know what I want... and I know I want you... please...
Taehyung sounds desperate
Jungkook looks at the clock, 3:00 am...
Jeon Jungkook
What date is today?
Taehyung beams like he knew what's going to happen next...
Jeon Jungkook
Hnm, is it a good date? You think? **smiles**
Kim Taehyung
Yes, Ofcourse! So are we— ? **excited**
Jeon Jungkook
Fine... Yes... Please don't break my heart...
Another's silence, Jungkook start to regret until...
Jeon Jungkook
Hey? Taehyung? What's the matter??
Jungkook sits down and put the phone on speaker...
Kim Taehyung
Nothing, I love you... I love you so much you made me cry... I'll take care of you and your heart I promise...
Taehyung chuckle and Jungkook coos...
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Their first monthsary come and Jungkook except nothing, but Taehyung gave him a small cute box with a letter and bracelet on it...
𝓙𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓴𝓸𝓸𝓴-𝓪𝓱𝓱
𝓐𝓬𝓽𝓾𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂, 𝓘 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓪𝔂, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓼𝓸 𝓷𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓸𝓾𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓮 𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼. 𝓙𝓲𝓷 𝓲𝓼 𝓵𝓪𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻 𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓶.𝓽𝓸.𝔀𝓻𝓲𝔃𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓪𝓯𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓱𝓲𝓶 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮 𝓶𝓮... 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓘 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮. 𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮... 𝓟𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴 𝓾𝓹 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓶𝓮. 𝓘 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓨𝓸𝓾... 𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓼𝓪𝓻𝔂. 𝓦𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓫𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓽, 𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓮...
𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻'𝓼
𝓣𝓪𝓮𝓱𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓰
Jungkook laughs with teary eyes, he looks at the table and saw his gift for Taehyung which happen to be a bracelet too...
Taehyung pouts and hugs Jungkook when he gives it...
Kim Taehyung
You don't need to, but Thank you... I love you
Jeon Jungkook
I love you too Baby
Jungkook giggles when Taehyung glare at him...
Taehyung doesn't like the call sign 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲 because he said that he heard his other friends telling him that Jungkook is their baby, there's only few people who know about their relationship, he wants it to be private.
Taehyung get his first tattoo in his arms with his name on it "전정국"
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Jungkook wears simple jeans and shirt paired with his black boots and red jacket. Today they agreed to see each other. He's nervous but excited at the same time...
Jeon Jungkook
It's going to be our first date, I'm shaking...
While waiting for Taehyung to arrived and pick him up, he looks up at the sky and wonders, what is the thing Taehyung liked about him? His physical features? His voice? His face? His hair? There are so many beautiful girls in their colleagues, but still Taehyung choose him... His friend Jin always tease him and their other colleagues...
Kim Seokjin
Those girls got nothing compared to you Jungkook... Look at you, you're not wearing any make-ups, your hair looks like a nest, and you wear simple clothes, but look, all the guys likes you, and Taehyung is one lucky bastard... **laugh**
Jeon Jungkook
Do you think it's not only infatuation?
Jungkook ask once… Taehyung first confession to him was when he's just 2 months in their work. He first thought that Taehyung is playing with him. Taehyung is one of those guys who love to friendly bully their co-workers, and of course Taehyung always teases him. The elder always sing a song for him whenever he passes by... Teases him about his nest like hair...
Jin looks at him before answering
Kim Seokjin
Honestly, we've been working together 3 years already, and I assure you that Taehyung never ever did show interest to anyone here, so I guess he really likes you...
Jungkook gets out of his reverie when Taehyung call him from the other side of the road. He waves back while waiting for Taehyung to cross with his motorcycle.
Taehyung smiles and put a helmet on him...
Jeon Jungkook
Hello, Glad you spotted me even though it's dark here... **giggles**
Kim Taehyung
I already saw you even though I'm still kilometers away... You look stunning that's why...
Taehyung help him to sit on the bike. Jungkook giggles. He loves it whenever Taehyung gives him butterflies… Taehyung is so handsome, and very gentleman, not only with him, but to everyone else... He notices it and it makes him giddy seeing Taehyung happy knowing that one of the reasons is him....
They arrived at a Park with colourful lights...
Jeon Jungkook
There's something like this here? Wow, I'm living in cave...
Jungkook run to the riverside and leans on the railings...
He felt someone hugs him from behind kissing his hair...
Kim Taehyung
Yes, its beautiful here, more beautiful because you're in it...
Taehyung intertwined their fingers while pulling him closer...
Jungkook rest his head in Taehyung's chest, he felt contented, and secure... Their date repeated multiple times. And the Park becomes their love spot... Jungkook and Taehyung talks about everything and they give 7 rules to their relationship just for fun...
Jeon Jungkook
Okay, I'll give the first rule... **smiles**
Jeon Jungkook
No.1, don't give me so much food...
Taehyung laughs, and told him that he can add 5 more to their rules and he just gave one...
Jeon Jungkook
Okay! No.2, Don't ignore me every time...
Jeon Jungkook
3, When we fight, let's not sleep until we fixed it...
Jeon Jungkook
4, Let's be friends and lovers at the same time...
Jeon Jungkook
5, no cheating...
Jeon Jungkook
6, always smile, I like it when you're happy...
Jungkook smiles and waits for Taehyung's turn...
Kim Taehyung
Okay, I'll give the last rule... It's not hard... No.7, Always say I love you to me...
Taehyung smiles fondly and kiss his forehead...
Jungkook's hearts want to burst... Taehyung's rule is so simple, but Jungkook wants to cry... He doesn't know why, but it only makes him fall to Taehyung deeply...
Jeon Jungkook
Taehyung... I love you...
And their first kiss happens...
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Taehyung don't talk too much, and Jungkook is wondering what's running in his boyfriend's mind...
Jeon Jungkook
Baby, are you okay?
Jungkook cup Taehyung's face...
Kim Taehyung
Yes, I just don't feel like going to work or going home right now...
Taehyung stares at him...
Jungkook blinks, of course he knew what Taehyung means...
Jeon Jungkook
Oh, we can stay here a little longer if you want...
Kim Taehyung
Jungkook-ah, do you trust me?
Taehyung squeezes his hand... Jungkook nods, he can feel his sweat in his back...
Jeon Jungkook
T-Taehyung are you...are you...
In just a blur Jungkook found his self-pinned down by Taehyung in the bed...
Jeon Jungkook
'Fuvk Jungkook! How you ended here? What the hell?'
Jungkook gulps while talking to his self and staring at Taehyung...
Jeon Jungkook
'Am I ready? Should I stop him? Oh! No self... Stop getting curious...'
Kim Taehyung
Jungkook-ahh-
Jeon Jungkook
No, Hyung... I... I c-can't
Jungkook shakes his head. Taehyung smiles and kiss his forehead...
Kim Taehyung
Then let's sleep like this... I respect you... I won't do anything if you don't want to...
Jungkook sleeps with a smile on his face... He's lucky he got Taehyung...
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Every day becomes a brighter day for Jungkook and Taehyung, they can't stop smiling at each other in their work place and everyone starts to get curious about them...
It's their fourth month in their relationship when he heard a rumor about Taehyung. He doesn't want to believe them... Taehyung can't do that to him right? He took a deep breath and goes to a person he knew that can explain to him clearly...
Jin stares at him after hearing his unsteady voice... He stares back and pain shots through his whole system when Jin whispered
Kim Seokjin
I'm sorry Jungkook-ah...
Jeon Jungkook
Why you didn't tell me? I thought we're friends?
Jungkook tries hard to suppress his tears. Jin hugs him...
Kim Seokjin
I don't want to interfere on whatever going on between the both of you... You look happy, he looks happy...
Jungkook cry his self to sleep. Taehyung will be back tomorrow after his vacation leave and Jungkook expect the truth and the worst.
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Kim Taehyung
Please, I'll fix this... I don't know if what she said was true... We will undergo DNA testing... Please, Baby... Don't leave me please...
Taehyung hugs Jungkook tightly; he can't let him go...
Jungkook felt it, that despite the betrayal, he still feels his love for Taehyung is growing more and more. He hugs Taehyung tightly...
Jeon Jungkook
I love you Hyung, I trust you
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Jungkook stayed in their relationship like nothing happened, like there's no one claiming Taehyung to be the father of her baby... Jungkook wants to fight for his love, Taehyung told him he loves him and as desperate as it may sound, he's clinging onto that promises, on Taehyung's words to him...
Kim Taehyung
I will never ever leave you... I never ever break your heart~
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6th months of their relationship and Jungkook felt it... He believes in his gut and he felt it.
He's losing in this battle...
Kim Taehyung
Baby I'm sorry I didn't able to call you yesterday, I dwell with some important things at home...
Taehyung explains on the phone...
Jungkook knew he's lying... He just knew...
Jeon Jungkook
It's okay Hyung...Happy monthsary...
Kim Taehyung
Happy monthsary...
Taehyung whispered back. Jungkook ended the call as he felt his tears started to fall... No, he should not be angry at Taehyung, it's their monthsary they should be happy...
Taehyung didn't talk much again that day, like he's thinking something very important. And Jungkook respects him, even though he's hurting inside, he gave him space he needed...
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Saturday came, and Jungkook ask Taehyung if he can go home late so that they can talk, but Taehyung refuses saying excuses and he needs to get home early...
He received a message from Taehyung...
Kim Taehyung
I'm sorry Jungkook... I'm sorry...
Jungkook hands shake, this is it right? It's the sign. He didn't reply, but then Taehyung send him a message again saying his so sorry...
Sunday passed without a talk between them...Sunday passed without a talk between them...
Until Monday night came, Jungkook go home thinking if Taehyung will go to his night duty.
Jeon Jungkook
I'm going to work now...
Jungkook received a message from Taehyung... He replied and said
Kim Taehyung
Take care...
He stands up and looks in a mirror. He sadly smiles at his reflection. He knew it, this is the day, just by reading Taehyung's text, he knew it in instance...
Jeon Jungkook
He's breaking up with me...
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Kim Taehyung
Jungkook, I'm sorry... I don't know how to say it to you...
Jeon Jungkook
Say what? That you're breaking up with me?
Kim Taehyung
I'm sorry...I'm sorry... I can't to this anymore...
Jungkook stares blankly at his phone...He expected this going to happen tonight, but why still hurts so much...
Kim Taehyung
Please, I'm so sorry...let's talk tomorrow night...
Jungkook cry his heart out... All of their happy memories comes crushing to his head, filling his mind bringing pain to his heart... He can't breathe, he can't accept it, but what should he do? Taehyung doesn't want him anymore. He messaged Taehyung again, not caring if he's going to receive a reply or not...
Jeon Jungkook
Why so sudden? Why it's so easy for you?
Jeon Jungkook
You're the first one to seek for me and court me, begging to be yours. Then just like that? You're going to dump me? In a text Taehyung!? REALLY!? IS THIS WHAT I AM TO YOU!?!
Jeon Jungkook
Fuvk Taehyung, how can you to this to me.
Jeon Jungkook
I understand if you don't want me anymore, but not like this... don't be like this...
Kim Taehyung
I'm sorry I got scared... What if I can't give you my full time? It's just going to hurt you, I might hurt you...
Jeon Jungkook
Why!? Did I demand something from you!? I accepted all the things and the time that you can offer to me!? I didn't beg for anything!? YOU'RE SCARED!?
Jeon Jungkook
T-Taehyung I'm scared too, but I didn't let go... I fight for us...
Jeon Jungkook
I'm getting tired too, it hurts me so much too, but for you, because you-T-Taehyung I'm scared too, but I didn't let go... I fight for us...
Jeon Jungkook
I'm getting tired too, it hurts me so much too, but for you, because you fuvking said you love me, I stay...I fuvking stay....
Kim Taehyung
I'm sorry, it's not easy for me to make this decision, I love you so much, but we should stop here...
Jeon Jungkook
You know what's hurts the most? You commit to me, you promised me, and I believed you, I gave all what I had to you...
Jungkook didn't know how many hours he's been staring at his phone...
Jeon Jungkook
God, please help me... I don't know what to think and feel anymore...
He stayed awake the whole night, he didn't able to go to work the next day, he felt empty and numb. He wants to laugh at the situation, Taehyung was scared that's why he broke up with him? Fucking coward, he should know better...
And he's stupid to be in pain like this. He enter a relationship, of course there's always a chance it won't work out, so from the very beginning he should expect that there's pain, tears and lot of heartaches...
He smiles and send a last message to Taehyung...
Jeon Jungkook
I was wrong all along believing that we are on the same page, but turns out were not on the same book…
Comments
𝙰𝖗𝖎𝖚𝖘 🍒
Bro 3 months and here I'm 😭🐒
2025-08-05
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𝙰𝖗𝖎𝖚𝖘 🍒
Bro 😭
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update more
2025-08-05
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