MY SINS WERE ALWAYS YOURS (TAEKOOK) chapter 1

Taehyung

A little more shimmer just beneath the eyes. He likes soft things, maybe he will look at me longer this time. Every curve I make as I paint my lips can make him stay. This color definitely suits me right?(asking the mirror)

His fingers skimmed over the delicate jewelry said out like offerings on the glass, diamond studs, a faintly silver chain, rings for each finger. Each piece had only been chosen for one reason only. To be seen by him. He slipped to silk robe that draped over his thighs just enough exposing his collarbone and a hint of chest, tempting but not desperate. Because this wasn't seduction but worship. He sprays the vanilla and sandal wood perfume which he knew was his weakness. The sound of keys jiggling at the front door made his heart more desperate, but he stood up ready to welcome him

Then Jungkook walks in like a god who knows his throne will waiting.

Taehyung

( My breath gone , my thoughts are drowned in his muscles, his sleeves rolled just enough to show the veins I dream about everyday. He doesn't try but always looks good than anyone who does).

Taehyung

Welcome hyung

Jungkook

Thank you, where is she

Taehyung

She isn't home yet, she said she would be late , it thought she told you. ( Why is it always her name fist)

Jungkook drops the gym bag on the floor and he looks at tae just for a second maybe less but enough for taehyung to notice.

Jungkook

I will wait for a while. You look different

Taehyung

(Say beautiful,say I make you feel things you shouldn't) am I looking bad

Jungkook

But Jungkook doesn't answer instead he looks at TAE'S hand , blood trailing slowly just like he planned. Jungkook presses a cloth against his palm and Tae winces not from pain but from how good it felt to be held by him.

Jungkook

What the hell happened to your hand , why are you always careless

Taehyung

Sorry it slipped I was making tea ....... I just wanted to do something for you, I thought maybe you would......( my voice breaks exactly what I wanted, let him feel the break and let it all fall apart in front of him)

it's a dangerous act but taehyung plays it flawless, he is the wounded angel. He is the soft spoken sinner.

Jungkook

You don't have to do that Tae you are already ........ , let's get this cleaned up first

Taehyung

(He almost said it that I'm already enough, already wanted , beautiful and loved. He doesn't finish but I finished it for him in my head. Say it next time that I'm the one you crave for when the lights are off and the world is quite, I just hope she doesn't come soon so that he can stay this close to me for longer)

The cut will heal but this moment Taehyung will keep bleeding it quietly again and again until Jungkook finally taste the sin he has been avoiding.