chap 5

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As always lin ran was unable to sleep. How can he sleep when today is his mother's death anniversary.

On the other hand yi yan went outside after dropping lin ran to home. It was chilling cold outside.

" it's snowing again"

Linran is uncomfortable about this fact. He is concern about yiyan. Why he didn't show up? It was also the reason why linrean was unable to sleep.

Finally yiyan is back. Lin ran heard the friction of the main door. He run towards the main hall to ensure yi yan came back safe and sound. But he never expected yiyan to be this drunt. He was struggling to walk even a single step.

He was wobbling at every step, only he know how he manage to come back home.

" yi yan"

Yi yan stumble and fall on the ground.linran reach him to help. He support yiyan body with his hands to walk him to his room. Yi yan was not light weight person. It was quite a big struggle for lin ran. He finally manage to drag him to his room.

" don't go"

just as lin ran was about to go outside. He heard yiyan voice.

Yiyan grab lin ran's hand and pull him in his arm on the bed and climb on him.

" hiss"

yiyan pull lin ran hair to face him eye to eye. Linran can actually see the anger and frustration hiding behind yiyan's eyes. He shivers in fears.

" no...no....please don't...hic..."

Seeing tears in linran eyes. Yiyan regain some of his consciousness.

He pull his hair harder.

" ugh..don't please" linran knew what was coming after this.

The first time it was the same. It was the time of their wedding. Zin zin was the one who want them to marry and said

' i only want linran gigi as my mother"

as linran can't give birth to a child due to his physical condition and obviously no one will marry a omega who can't have a child for them.

So the elders of both family decide their marriage lin ran and yi yan only got married due to zinzin.

At that wedding night yi yan was drank so much and tournament him all night cruelly. " you were the one who want to get married right? then why cry now?" He went all his anger on lin ran

When it was already morning, yiyan regain his consciousness and took him to the hospital. Linran still remember how much he was burning with fever but still can see yiyan. It was blur but he still can see concern in his eyes.

Maybe it was just a dream. From what lin ran remember from that night, yi yan never touch him again.

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Yi yan already tiered off lin ran's clothes at this moment

" Yi yan please don't sob...sob...please " linran kept begging yiyan to stop.

" hic...sob...sob....please yiyan i...hic..i beg you "

Yiyan who was completely gone insane with alcohol and finally stop by seeing linran in this condition.

" sob. Hic..hic....hic..sob..sob.." linran was out of breathing.

" linran!, breath properly, linran? Ranran please breath " after countless effort yiyan kiss linran to stabilize his breath and finally his breathing become stable

" sob....hic..sob...sob"

Yiyan clenched his fist and gently stroke lin ran's face " whyare you Crying like this i am not going to eat you"

" sob..sob....please don't ...sob..sob"

Yiyan felt uneasy and he feel like someone stab his heart with a sharp knight. Feeling so heavy.

Linran that he seeing now was never like this before. He was never this fragile before. Even after his mom's death he never show his weakness to anyone and never got bullied by anyone even if he have no one to take care of him.

Then why he is like this now?

" linran, don't worry i will not go any further than this." Yiyan wipe lin ran's tears with his hand and cover him in a blanket.

Linran cover himself tightly in blanket m, still crying.

" sob..hic..hic. "

" stop crying i am going outside you sleep here" yiyan comfort him and leave his room.

' What was i thinking just now even after knowing how sensitive he is'

He recalled how terrible linran condition was looking after that wedding night. And how he gone through a sequence of panic attack after that..

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