The beginning

I woke up with the pain but I feel happy cause this pain is the evidence that we really did it

I picked the tee beside my bed,

An oversized tee, probably his ‘tee’

*chuckles*

just reminiscing about what happened last night makes me blush

I just gave up my virginity to the man I love I feel delighted OMG!

I might be crazy as he is my 4 years boyfriend since freshman

I just graduated two days ago so yeah maybe this is a sign that he wants to settle down with me, right?

*tweet tweet text message*

My daydreaming got distracted by my phone buzz

I unknowingly feel strange when I see sticky notes stuck on my phone

Maybe a sweet message from him?

A good morning message?

I pick it up and read it with a smile on my face

A smile that fades

 the tears start falling down from my eyes as I silently read the note

--

Haifaira, The night we shared isn't worth my 4 years of waiting. You are absolutely boring for everything, even your moan sounds ridiculous. Don't find me I won't see you. Let's break up.

Grey

--

with that I started crying

I feel disgusted

I unconsciously run to my bathroom and cry under the rain of my shower while scrubbing my body out of disgust.

disgusting!

I-I just gave it all!! *cries*

I just gave it all

I'm so stupid!

I am stupid!

"Ada?" I cover my mouth and try to stop the unstoppable sobs so he won’t hear me crying

"g*d***it's that j**k! Ada!" he shouted and aggressively knocked on my bathroom door

"What's with this f***in letter!?" he screamed

with that I burst

I am stupid

"aaahhh!" I got startled when my door broke by my twin's kick

he then found me under my shower with Grey’s shirt soaked wet

and I just saw how emotions passed with his eyes from shock maybe because I looked stupid sitting on the tiles under my shower,

Then turn to pity maybe because I look retarded with my puffy eyes caused by crying

then anger maybe because he knew what sh*tuation I am in

he hurryly grab the towel next to him then turn off the shower before covering me and then carry me

he just let me sit on my bed still crying,

"hello nana? yes, I am at Ada's place please come here... yes she is... I'll explain later just please hurry" he then hung up

I didn't utter anything cause I don't have the guts

he just silently hugged me that made me cry more

I am stupid.

Stupid to fall in love

Stupid to willingly give it all.

By the way

Hi, I am Haifaira Ada Muiller and I stupidly fall in love with a j**k I can’t even hate

authors note

HI this is Danikk, I dropped this story already cause I lost track of what's actually happening with the story but the decided to re-edit the story, I did change 1 or 2 but the story and plot remain the same Just need to adjust and remove the part I didn't even why I added.

Hope you'll enjoy this one this time!!!

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