I woke up with the pain but I feel happy cause this pain is the evidence that we really did it

I picked the tee beside my bed,

An oversized tee, probably his ‘tee’

*chuckles*

just reminiscing about what happened last night makes me blush

I just gave up my virginity to the man I love I feel delighted OMG!

I might be crazy as he is my 4 years boyfriend since freshman

I just graduated two days ago so yeah maybe this is a sign that he wants to settle down with me, right?

*tweet tweet text message*

My daydreaming got distracted by my phone buzz

I unknowingly feel strange when I see sticky notes stuck on my phone

Maybe a sweet message from him?

A good morning message?

I pick it up and read it with a smile on my face

A smile that fades

 the tears start falling down from my eyes as I silently read the note

--

Haifaira, The night we shared isn't worth my 4 years of waiting. You are absolutely boring for everything, even your moan sounds ridiculous. Don't find me I won't see you. Let's break up.

Grey

--

with that I started crying

I feel disgusted

I unconsciously run to my bathroom and cry under the rain of my shower while scrubbing my body out of disgust.

disgusting!

I-I just gave it all!! *cries*

I just gave it all

I'm so stupid!

I am stupid!

"Ada?" I cover my mouth and try to stop the unstoppable sobs so he won’t hear me crying

"g*d***it's that j**k! Ada!" he shouted and aggressively knocked on my bathroom door

"What's with this f***in letter!?" he screamed

with that I burst

I am stupid

"aaahhh!" I got startled when my door broke by my twin's kick

he then found me under my shower with Grey’s shirt soaked wet

and I just saw how emotions passed with his eyes from shock maybe because I looked stupid sitting on the tiles under my shower,

Then turn to pity maybe because I look retarded with my puffy eyes caused by crying

then anger maybe because he knew what sh*tuation I am in

he hurryly grab the towel next to him then turn off the shower before covering me and then carry me

he just let me sit on my bed still crying,

"hello nana? yes, I am at Ada's place please come here... yes she is... I'll explain later just please hurry" he then hung up

I didn't utter anything cause I don't have the guts

he just silently hugged me that made me cry more

I am stupid.

Stupid to fall in love

Stupid to willingly give it all.

By the way

Hi, I am Haifaira Ada Muiller and I stupidly fall in love with a j**k I can’t even hate

authors note

HI this is Danikk, I dropped this story already cause I lost track of what's actually happening with the story but the decided to re-edit the story, I did change 1 or 2 but the story and plot remain the same Just need to adjust and remove the part I didn't even why I added.

Hope you'll enjoy this one this time!!!

"not done yet?" I turned my head to my room's doorway when I saw my baby standing there

He looks so handsome with his blue eyes and brown hair, he's standing firmly with a cold poker face, looking at me with his cold eyes.

"Not yet" I smiled and continued packing my things while drinking my coffee

"MOMMY!!!!" a high pitched voice screamed

"oh s**t... aarrgghh" startled, I soaked myself with my own coffee

"What is it honey!?" I asked, then walk to my closet as I needed to change 'again'

"Mommy!" I turned my gaze to my door when it opened aggressively and saw my little girl

"Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!" She screamed as if today is the end of the world she then started pulling my Dress down

"*sigh* What happened, honey?" I sweetly asked

I kneeled and look at her eyes

"Vievie stole my doll!" She pouted

"*sigh* Baby, Ash? where's the doll?" I calmly ask the little boy who never left the room

his blue eyes rolled

"It's not a doll" he said as his face crooked

"it is a doll!" she yells back I just take a deep breath while massaging my temple

"look babies, Ashvier Grey and Ashfaira Blue" I started while changing my gaze from Ash to Blue. My baby boy Ashvier Grey is smart yet cold maybe he got it from his father. He has this brown hair paired with a blue ocean like eyes just like his Father, while my baby girl, Ashfaira Blue has this shinny ginger hair paired with green eyes. I actually have brown eyes like my father while my twin brother got our mother’s green eyes and I got my mother’s ginger hair.

"Ash go get the doll and give it back, Honey sweetie go back to your room and continue packing no one wants to be late in their flight " I sweetly said to Ash and Blue, Ash rolled his eyes as Blue excitedly shouted 'yes' as she ran back to her room

I look at Ash as he looks back to me

he then sighs and turns his back

I just smile bitterly

it's been f**kin 7 years since that incident happened

It's been 7 years since I left that place and now I'm coming back...

*sigh*

"He exactly looks like him" I unconsciously utter while looking at the picture frame on my bedside table

The man who f**ked me and ran haha

how funny isn't?

Is this what they called a blessing in disguise? I just became a mother in a night!

"Ada?"  my Twin brother, Xeivier Drake Muiller, called me

I didn’t bother to look

"hmm?” I respond as I continue packing my things

"are you sure about this?" he asked I just smiled then looked at him as I nodded

"I can't just hide. I’m not the one’s at fault here" I answered, I just heard him sigh

***

"Is this your home mom?" Blue asked

I just smiled sweetly then nodded

"look that's Mimi La with lolo Da" I whisper to both of them while pointing where my parents are standing holding a sign "We are here Baby Blue and Baby Ash"

"Mom...Dad..." I smiled as I hugged them

"there...there... look at you it's been 7 years since you run away like a br4t" My mom teased as she hugged me tightly

I cried as soon as I felt my mom's tears on my shoulder

yeah that's right it's been 7 years I keep in touch with them but we never really met in person in those past years

"I'm sorry mom"

"haha no I'm sorry my princess, Mommy can't do anything " she whispered

"enough enough let's go I'm hungry already " my dad said with a sob that makes us all laugh

what a crybaby

that is Zhendrake Muiller A Finance Company owner 2nd richest here at City S and a number 1 in finance industry

we just talk and laugh on the way to the place

I noticed Ash froze so I called him

"hey Ash" I tapped my baby's shoulder I tried to look where he’s looking somewhere behind my back but he stopped me

“nothing mom” he said while pulling my arms down

oooowwwkeeeey? that's weird

****

3rd POV

on the other hand

"Ashie!" A girl yelled as she ran towards a man named Ash

"where are you lookin' at?" the girl asked

ash just tilt his head as the kid stares back at him and they f**kin look alike! But then a girl who he can't see on his view tapped the little boy's shoulder

"what is it?" the girl asked again when she didn't receive any response from the Man

the man then just shrugged it all and left the girl standing there

"hey! wait! I'm hungry! Let's grab somethin'!" the girl hissed as she ran with her 6 inch Stilettos as the man continued to ignore her

'who's that kid? am I too tired?' He thought

Ashton Grey's POV

(to make things clear

Ashton Grey Pekinston (the man 7 years ago)

Ashvier Grey Muiller (Ada's Son))

I don't know why but I just saw myself standing in front of a doughnut shop

"aww sorry" I turn my gaze to the thing bump into me

It’s a kid around 7 I guess, it has brown hair it is looking down trying to maybe find his glasses that placed next to him

I tilted my head when an Astronomical book opened under my feet

"Mister, I'm sorry but can you please help me find my glasses?" My eyes grew big when I realized what situation I am in I hurriedly bent down as I reached the glasses and gave it back to him

He wore it and picked the book and didn't even give me a look

"VIIIIIIIEEEEEER" we both look at the direction where the screamed from

*chuckled* just like her wait? *shake heads* what am I even saying? the guy turned his back from me and ran to the little girl’s direction

I step aside when someone bumps my shoulder they are both running to the kids direction.

Parents?

*sigh* I tilt my head and look at them

the mother seriously scolds the boy together with the little girl while the father is just standing at the side looking at the kids

*sigh* maybe if I'm not a jerk I already have a family just like that...

with that I turned my back and forgot about buying a doughnut

***

3rd POV

"Ash! you shouldn't do it again! you scared us! where not in New York anymore, Ok?" I scolded my son for running away

"yeah! you should stick with us! what if you got k1dnapped!?" Blue angrily scolded her Twin brother that made me giggle I look up as I look at my Twin

he is looking at a guy who's walking away from us

"Know him? I asked

"Yeah " he coldly responded oooowww maybe some business enemy?

***

"I already signed the contract for you" My Manager said as she gave the contract to me

"Pekinston fashion!?" I screamed out of disbelief

"yeah, of course duh" she just said, of course she doesn't know anything oh my G

" we will meet them tomorrow with your new partner”

I just nod

Everything is going so fast! I can't catch up!!

***

Now we’re at a coffee shop for the ‘introduction’

"Miss Muiller" I gave him the best commercial smile I have, He just smiled back

I sat at the chair at his front

"Mr. White" I smiled

"we are just waiting for your partner I hope you don't mind" he said I just nodded with a smile as I ordered ice choco and a choco cake

"there he is" he said as I looked at my side where the man I missed showed up

it's been 7 years...

his eyes grew wide as soon as he saw me

he then ran towards me as he hugged me tightly

"Ada! it's been a long years!" he excitedly looked at my face as he broke our dramatic hugged

"you just disappear without a trace!" He added I just laugh

"I'm sorry... Jared" I smirked, He is Jared my Long time best friend maybe since highschool?

"so you already knew each other? that's great! now lets talk about business" Mr White interrupted that made the both of us giggled

****

"I almost flew to New York as soon as I saw you at the magazine!" he said

Mr White already took his leave as soon as he finished his business with us

"You must be kidding me" I amusingly said

he knew so maybe that person knew too?

"now what's new? you've changed a lot! you are not the Boyish yet childish girl as of the way back then!" he started that made me laugh

"Hey! how 'bout you? you didn't change much you are still the stupid j**k as before!" And he just laughed

"seriously! you look elegant now and expensive " he seriously added that makes me smirk

"are you starting to have feelings for me?" I teased he just crooked his face as he rolled his eyes that made the both of us laugh

****

"oh my G it's getting late" I said as I looked at my wrist watch

"ohh yeah we should go? maybe?" he asked I just nod and take the last sip at my 3rd Iced choco

"see you next time?" I asked as I opened my arms wide asking for a hug

he just chuckled

"I am wrong, you never change" he said as he accepted my invitation

"see you next time" he sweetly whispers that made me smile