MHA Characters React to Y/N Self-harming
Hawks
y/n had been going through a lot lately. At the agency, she'd been told that she was a worthless hero because she wasn't able to save a citizen from a villain. That it should've been her instead.
y/n
*You walk through your apartment door, shutting it before breaking down*
y/n
*your hands tremble and your breathing shakes as your filled with guilt and regret*
y/n
They're right, it should've been me. It should've been me.
The room fills with those words as you repeat them over and over again.
y/n
*You look around the room for something to ground yourself. Something to stop the pain...*
y/n
*You spot a kvife in the kitchen, and before you can think, you're already grabbing it. You roll up your sleeve and bring the kvife to your wrist*
y/n
I'm not good enough to be a hero. *You tell yourself before making a cut.*
y/n
*your mind fills with images of the innocent girls face as life left her body, the last thing she saw being that the hero she looked up to failed to save her*
y/n
*You keep making more and more cuts*
Suddenly the front door to your apartment opens and Keigo walks in and shuts the door with a smile.
Hawks
*smiles wide while carrying two grocery bags* Hey baby bird, sorry I'm a little late, I stopped by the grocery store to grab snacks for our little movie night!
you forgot that it was you and Keigo's movie night and that he was coming over.
y/n
*quickly hides the bloody knife and pulls down sleeve before Keigo can see*
y/n
*clears throat and plasters a fake smile on your face as you turn around to face Keigo* Oh uh, it's fine!
Hawks
*sets groceries on counter*
Hawks
*walks over and gives you a big hug* Good, I wouldn't want my baby bird to be upset with me. *places a soft kiss to your lips*
Hawks
So what ya doing in the kitchen while you were waiting for me? *wraps arms around your waist*
y/n
O-oh nothing... *you say with a fake smile*
He notices the way your body tenses as you answer.
Hawks
*concerned* Hey babe is something wrong?
y/n
N-no everything's fine, let's watch the movie now!
y/n
*You pull away and reach for the snacks that he'd brought with him, your sleeve raising up slightly*
Hawks
*notices how your skin looks irritated*
Hawks
*softly grabs your wrist and starts pulling up your sleeve* Hey your wrist looks irritated did you get into something your allergic to toda-
y/n
*You try to stop him, but it's too late, he's already seen it*
Hawks
Y-y/n.... w-what happened to you? *his voice is filled with worry as he looks at your bloody wrist*
Hawks
Why would you do this to yourself?!
y/n
*your eyes fill with tears, and you look down towards the ground*
Hawks
*he notices your expression and quickly pulls you against him* Hey hey hey hey, it's ok it's ok, I'm not mad!
Hawks
*he strokes your hair as you start crying into his chest, causing him to hold you tighter*
y/n
I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry Kei! *you sob*
Hawks
hey it's ok, I've got you y/n
After he says that the room goes quiet, the only sound being your quiet sobs.
Hawks
Can I ask you something baby?
y/n
*You nod against his chest*
Hawks
Why....why would you do something like this to yourself? *he says pulling back slightly to look at you, his eyes filled with sadness and worry*
y/n
I-I needed something to ground myself- I wasn't thinking, I'm so sorry Kei
y/n
*You take a shaky breath, and you tell him about what happened with the innocent girl, and what someone had said to you at the agency*
Hawks
*he pulls you back against his chest* Oh baby, it's not your fault that villain was so strong. And forget what that person said, you tried your best. They're wrong, it shouldn't have been you.
y/n
Keigo, you should have seen the look in that girls eyes, I watched as the life left her body. I should've done more! *you say shakily*
Hawks
You did exactly what you had to, alright?
y/n
*You hesitate but after a few seconds you nod with a sniffle*
Hawks
*he takes a deep breathe* Now, how about you let me clean this up? *he says looking down at your wrist*
y/n
O-ok *you sniffle with a soft nod*
Hawks
*he picks you up carefully and carries you to the couch*
Hawks
Sit right here, I'll go grab the first aid
Keigo walks out of the room and quickly comes back with the first aid.
Hawks
*carefully flips over your wrist and starts to clean and bandage it*
y/n
*sniffles* T-thank you baby...
Hawks
*he softly lifts you onto his lap, holding you by the waist and wrapping his wings around you both as he nuzzles his face into your neck* No problem my baby bird....
Hawks
please don't do that again, I love you so much and it's hurts to see you do something like that to yourself
y/n
*nuzzles against him* I promise baby, I love you too
Hawks
you are enough my baby bird, don't forget that
y/n
*smile softly* I won't baby
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