MHA Characters React to Y/N Self-harming
Hawks
y/n had been going through a lot lately. At the agency, she'd been told that she was a worthless hero because she wasn't able to save a citizen from a villain. That it should've been her instead.
y/n
*You walk through your apartment door, shutting it before breaking down*
y/n
*your hands tremble and your breathing shakes as your filled with guilt and regret*
y/n
They're right, it should've been me. It should've been me.
The room fills with those words as you repeat them over and over again.
y/n
*You look around the room for something to ground yourself. Something to stop the pain...*
y/n
*You spot a kvife in the kitchen, and before you can think, you're already grabbing it. You roll up your sleeve and bring the kvife to your wrist*
y/n
I'm not good enough to be a hero. *You tell yourself before making a cut.*
y/n
*your mind fills with images of the innocent girls face as life left her body, the last thing she saw being that the hero she looked up to failed to save her*
y/n
*You keep making more and more cuts*
Suddenly the front door to your apartment opens and Keigo walks in and shuts the door with a smile.
Hawks
*smiles wide while carrying two grocery bags* Hey baby bird, sorry I'm a little late, I stopped by the grocery store to grab snacks for our little movie night!
you forgot that it was you and Keigo's movie night and that he was coming over.
y/n
*quickly hides the bloody knife and pulls down sleeve before Keigo can see*
y/n
*clears throat and plasters a fake smile on your face as you turn around to face Keigo* Oh uh, it's fine!
Hawks
*sets groceries on counter*
Hawks
*walks over and gives you a big hug* Good, I wouldn't want my baby bird to be upset with me. *places a soft kiss to your lips*
Hawks
So what ya doing in the kitchen while you were waiting for me? *wraps arms around your waist*
y/n
O-oh nothing... *you say with a fake smile*
He notices the way your body tenses as you answer.
Hawks
*concerned* Hey babe is something wrong?
y/n
N-no everything's fine, let's watch the movie now!
y/n
*You pull away and reach for the snacks that he'd brought with him, your sleeve raising up slightly*
Hawks
*notices how your skin looks irritated*
Hawks
*softly grabs your wrist and starts pulling up your sleeve* Hey your wrist looks irritated did you get into something your allergic to toda-
y/n
*You try to stop him, but it's too late, he's already seen it*
Hawks
Y-y/n.... w-what happened to you? *his voice is filled with worry as he looks at your bloody wrist*
Hawks
Why would you do this to yourself?!
y/n
*your eyes fill with tears, and you look down towards the ground*
Hawks
*he notices your expression and quickly pulls you against him* Hey hey hey hey, it's ok it's ok, I'm not mad!
Hawks
*he strokes your hair as you start crying into his chest, causing him to hold you tighter*
y/n
I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry Kei! *you sob*
Hawks
hey it's ok, I've got you y/n
After he says that the room goes quiet, the only sound being your quiet sobs.
Hawks
Can I ask you something baby?
y/n
*You nod against his chest*
Hawks
Why....why would you do something like this to yourself? *he says pulling back slightly to look at you, his eyes filled with sadness and worry*
y/n
I-I needed something to ground myself- I wasn't thinking, I'm so sorry Kei
y/n
*You take a shaky breath, and you tell him about what happened with the innocent girl, and what someone had said to you at the agency*
Hawks
*he pulls you back against his chest* Oh baby, it's not your fault that villain was so strong. And forget what that person said, you tried your best. They're wrong, it shouldn't have been you.
y/n
Keigo, you should have seen the look in that girls eyes, I watched as the life left her body. I should've done more! *you say shakily*
Hawks
You did exactly what you had to, alright?
y/n
*You hesitate but after a few seconds you nod with a sniffle*
Hawks
*he takes a deep breathe* Now, how about you let me clean this up? *he says looking down at your wrist*
y/n
O-ok *you sniffle with a soft nod*
Hawks
*he picks you up carefully and carries you to the couch*
Hawks
Sit right here, I'll go grab the first aid
Keigo walks out of the room and quickly comes back with the first aid.
Hawks
*carefully flips over your wrist and starts to clean and bandage it*
y/n
*sniffles* T-thank you baby...
Hawks
*he softly lifts you onto his lap, holding you by the waist and wrapping his wings around you both as he nuzzles his face into your neck* No problem my baby bird....
Hawks
please don't do that again, I love you so much and it's hurts to see you do something like that to yourself
y/n
*nuzzles against him* I promise baby, I love you too
Hawks
you are enough my baby bird, don't forget that
y/n
*smile softly* I won't baby
Bakugo
You and Bakugo had fought a villain earlier in the day. You had made a bad choice in the heat of the moment that caused the villain to have an opening to escape, which he did.
Bakugo was absolutely furious that the villain got away.
In your shared apartment...
y/n
*you reach towards him* Bakugo I'm-
Bakugo
*he brushes you off harshly* Don't you dare talk to me right now y/n
y/n
*puts hand down but continues* Bakugo, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to let the villain escape *you say softly*
Bakugo suddenly spins around to face you, his voice and body filled with rage.
y/n
*You stop talking immediately and look at him in shock*
Bakugo
YOU'RE ALWAYS TALKING WHEN YOU SHOULD BE ACTING! JUST LIKE WHEN WE WERE FIGHTING THAT VILLAIN!
Bakugo
You talked too much about your stupid plan instead of acting and doing something to ACTUALLY STOP HIM FROM GETTING AWAY!
y/n
Because I didn't want someone to get hur-
y/n
*You feel a pang in your chest*
Bakugo
ALL YOU DID WAS MESS EVERYTHING UP AND GET IN MY WAY!
y/n
But I was just doing my job... *you say quietly, trying not to cry while looking down*
Bakugo
You were absolutely useless and in my way! I don't even know why I'm dating you!
y/n
Katsuki... y-you don't mean that- *you say, your voice starting to shake*
Bakugo
YES, I DO! YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT! NOT EVEN SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS GETTING OUTTA THE D@MN WAY!!!
The air seems to be knocked out of your lungs as the words leave his mouth.
Before he can get another word out, you run into your shared bedroom and slam the door shut. You let your tears stream freely, not being able to hold them back any longer.
Your body shakes as you uncontrollably sob. You grab at your arms, holding them tightly, the more you sob the harder your nails dig into your skin.
Bakugo
*hears your broken sobs and his face softens*
Bakugo stands in the living room in silence, regret, and guilt taking over him, which isn't something that happens often.
After a few minutes, your sobs die down, and he decides to go check on you because he feels a little guilty for being so harsh.
Bakugo
*opens bedroom door and walks in*
Bakugo
What the he// are you doing on the floor?
y/n
*tenses up and covers arms*
y/n
*You accidentally push the marks you made on your arms that are now bleeding, and you wince*
Bakugo
Now why are u wincing?
Bakugo
You're hiding something from me
Bakugo
*he looks down at your arms and makes you uncover your arms, his touch gentler than usual*
Bakugo
*his eyes fill with worry as he sees your arms covered in bloody claw marks*
y/n
*pulls away with tear filled eyes*
Bakugo
*softly grabs you and pulls you back*
Bakugo
Y/n did you..... *he starts off, his voice losing its normal toughness* did you do this cause of me?...
y/n
*You look down, tears flowing down your face again as you remain silent*
Bakugo
Y/n listen, I'm so sorry for what I said to you. I didn't mean it at all. My anger took control of me and I couldn't stop.
Bakugo
You're not worthless teddy bear. I was just mad because when the villain was escaping, he almost killed you, and you didn't even notice.
Bakugou's voice softens more.
Bakugo
I was mad because.... I'm afraid to lose you...
y/n
*You look up at him with shock*
Bakugo
And I lost it on you and hurt you so bad that you...
Bakugo
*slightly surprised but hugs you back tightly*
y/n
You know, you act all tough, but you're really just a big softy *you smile softly*
Bakugo
*rolls eyes* Oh shut up dumba$$
Bakugo
*he looks down at your arms* Now, let's get this dealt with teddy bear
Deku
It'd been weeks since you'd gone to class. Anytime your classmates asked why you weren't showing up to class, you'd just say you weren't feeling well and that you'd be back in class soon.
You haven't been answering anyone's texts or calls. Everyone was worried, but not as much as Izuku was.
Deku
💬: Hey baby, are you alright? You haven't been answering my calls or texts lately, I asked our classmates, and they said you haven't answered them either. I'm getting really worried. Can you please answer, so I know you're ok?
y/n
💬: Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just not feeling well, I'm still sick.
Deku
💬: Ok well can I come over to your dorm later after my classes to check on you? Maybe I can help out!
y/n
💬: No, don't come over. I don't want you getting sick, too. I can take care of myself.
Deku
💬: Oh, uh, ok then...
Deku
💬: Just tell me if you need anything alright, baby?
y/n
💬: I will. Thank you, Izuku.
Deku
💬: No problem baby, I love you
Even though you said you were fine, Izuku felt like you weren't, so he decided to go to your dorm after school.
Izuku is about to knock on your dorm door before he thinks to check if it's unlocked first.
Deku
*opens door to your dorm and walks in, shutting it behind him*
Deku
Hey baby? *starts walking to your bedroom* I uh... know you told me not to come because you don't want me to get sick, but I was really worried
Izuku freezes in his tracks as he sees you there, laying unconscious on the floor, covered in your own blood.
His eyes widen as they immediately start to fill with tears.
Deku
*rushes over to your side, immediately holding you* B-baby, w-wake up
Deku
Oh my god.... *whispers as he sees the small pocket knife lying next to you, cover in your blood as well*
Izuku immediately checks your wrists but finds nothing.
And that's when he sees it. The thin red, long lines on your thighs.
Deku
*tears run down his cheeks* Y-y/n.... please... please wake up
Deku
*presses hand against the cuts to try and stop the bleeding*
The pain from Izuku pressing against your thighs makes you slowly wake up.
Deku
*head immediately jerks up to look at you* Y/N!
Deku
Oh my god I was so scared you wouldn't wake up! *hugs you tightly*
y/n
I-im so sorry Izuku...
Deku
*shushes you* It's ok, I've got you, baby.
Deku
We need to take care of this. *looks down at your thighs*
Deku
*wipes away his tears as he starts carrying you out of your bedroom*
y/n
W-wait Izuku where are you taking me?
Deku
To Recovery Girl to get this healed
y/n
n-no I don't want anyone else knowing about this!
Deku
*looks down at you* But baby-
y/n
*You cut him off* p-please... Izu, just bandage it yourself, please... *voice shakes*
Deku
*hesitates* O-ok... *takes you back into your bedroom and walks into the bathroom*
y/n
I-i wasn't thinking...
Deku
*gets first aid and starts cleaning the cuts* It's ok, baby. Just please don't scare me like this again
Deku
I'm here for you always. Next time please talk to me about it, ok?
Deku
I love you so much baby *hugs you*
y/n
*hugs back* I love you too
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