Shy Past... .... Dream Of Future..... .. ......
INTRODUCTION
Hiii my dear readers!
This is my first story
hope you'll like it
maybe love it too!
Well I'd like to say something,
that is this story is my life diary in which
it will have the
sorrow and uneasiness
of me and for which
I almost become a psyco
and I lied and lied and
can't bear it anymore.
I'm using mangatoon
for a while now.
But this is the 1st time
I feel like writing this.
Please dont misjudge
me because I am a girl of
15 years old
who is not pretty and
always wanted to
be able to have love
from everyone.
If anyone hurt me
a single bit I was
weak enough to cry.
But now I can realise that
I am not as mature as
I thought I was.
So the truth what I lied
to everyone in my
current hostel roommates
and from the day I was in
class 6 I lied to my parents.
& what I lied?
It's so funny to hear.
But I'm willing to let
everyone know.
As I said before
I am not as pretty
as the others.
But I am a girl with
medium skin colour,
oval face, little eyes,
little rounund nose,
& peach like lips.
As my figure
I'm not like a bird
I'm more like a bear
but not as far as you think.
I'm happy with what I'm.
In one word I'm medium slim.
So I'm happy with it.
But In my 15 years of life
most beautiful girls
whom I made friends with
told me that I'm not
a girl who deserve a boyfriend
because none of any boy
will like me.
Even the girls who are
as dark as blackboard
and as white as chalk.
So I find that it's comforting
to make stories which are
not true and tell my
accompanions.
But I cant bear it anymore
so I confess the truth to
all the people like my
parents and hostel roommates
who are the only to whom I lied
with those stories.
But now I started to realise that
I don't care about having boyfriend.
Or having that kind of love relations.
I am now all over my studies,
writing stories, drawing and
being happy.
So right now I'm a free girl
with lots of happiness
as my parents and my
hostel roommates gave me
chance to rebuild myself.
So I want to say thanks to them.
Thanks maaaa, baba (my parentes),
Tush, Bidisha (hostel rommates).
I'm so lucky to have you guys.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH☺
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This is my first story.
What I'm using means
the characters
and the story is all about my own life
which are the truth.
Please enjoy.
For all the characters
I'm using their real name
of reality.
I'm Pushpanjali Bhowmick.
I still hope to find someone whom I'll meet
one day for sure
and I will write something about that future of my dream
which is now a fantasy.
But which I'll write is
my true wish.
So please bless me
so that the things could
happen same as the
story.
As for this phrase,
You can understand that
I'll not use my real name
because I still don't
know the ML's real name.
So I've named it
FL= Fiona
ML= Eian
From the next chapter
there will be the my
life diary
which is my story.
Comments
Parineeta Bhowmick
Throw all the pain out of your chest here by writing.
2020-09-26
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