Shy Past... .... Dream Of Future..... .. ......
INTRODUCTION
Hiii my dear readers!
This is my first story
hope you'll like it
maybe love it too!
Well I'd like to say something,
that is this story is my life diary in which
it will have the
sorrow and uneasiness
of me and for which
I almost become a psyco
and I lied and lied and
can't bear it anymore.
I'm using mangatoon
for a while now.
But this is the 1st time
I feel like writing this.
Please dont misjudge
me because I am a girl of
15 years old
who is not pretty and
always wanted to
be able to have love
from everyone.
If anyone hurt me
a single bit I was
weak enough to cry.
But now I can realise that
I am not as mature as
I thought I was.
So the truth what I lied
to everyone in my
current hostel roommates
and from the day I was in
class 6 I lied to my parents.
& what I lied?
It's so funny to hear.
But I'm willing to let
everyone know.
As I said before
I am not as pretty
as the others.
But I am a girl with
medium skin colour,
oval face, little eyes,
little rounund nose,
& peach like lips.
As my figure
I'm not like a bird
I'm more like a bear
but not as far as you think.
I'm happy with what I'm.
In one word I'm medium slim.
So I'm happy with it.
But In my 15 years of life
most beautiful girls
whom I made friends with
told me that I'm not
a girl who deserve a boyfriend
because none of any boy
will like me.
Even the girls who are
as dark as blackboard
and as white as chalk.
So I find that it's comforting
to make stories which are
not true and tell my
accompanions.
But I cant bear it anymore
so I confess the truth to
all the people like my
parents and hostel roommates
who are the only to whom I lied
with those stories.
But now I started to realise that
I don't care about having boyfriend.
Or having that kind of love relations.
I am now all over my studies,
writing stories, drawing and
being happy.
So right now I'm a free girl
with lots of happiness
as my parents and my
hostel roommates gave me
chance to rebuild myself.
So I want to say thanks to them.
Thanks maaaa, baba (my parentes),
Tush, Bidisha (hostel rommates).
I'm so lucky to have you guys.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH☺
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This is my first story.
What I'm using means
the characters
and the story is all about my own life
which are the truth.
Please enjoy.
For all the characters
I'm using their real name
of reality.
I'm Pushpanjali Bhowmick.
I still hope to find someone whom I'll meet
one day for sure
and I will write something about that future of my dream
which is now a fantasy.
But which I'll write is
my true wish.
So please bless me
so that the things could
happen same as the
story.
As for this phrase,
You can understand that
I'll not use my real name
because I still don't
know the ML's real name.
So I've named it
FL= Fiona
ML= Eian
From the next chapter
there will be the my
life diary
which is my story.
Chapter 1
As far as I know,
after giving me birth
my maaaa stayed in the
nursing-home for
10 days due to
her illness after delivery.
After that she come to
my maaaa's side
grand's house
for 3 months
but couldn't made it to
stay there because
my God-grandmother
from father's side
died before seeing
my face.
So my maaaa
come back to
our Jaragram's house.
After that
I happen to be lied by
my parent in
front of our house's
marigold flower pot
which was in full bloom
because it was winter.
Then it happen to be
my god-grantmother's
funeral ritual
done by our religion.
People come from
our Gurudev's place
to do that.
I passed peacefully.
After quite a while
after my god-grandmother's
death it was my
mouth-rice ceremony
done in Gurudham.
As my parents told me
I was held by Mamoni
in her laps who was
the in-charge of
our Akhanda's.
She feed me
milk-rice pudding
by her own hands
and blessed me.
I was so lucky to have
that chance.
As also so delighted
to know that
as has a lifeline
same as Mamoni's.
after that I won't continue to tell my
infant time story.
But you'll find it super fun when you'll know
that I was a good
photo poser
in such an infant age😂
now let's come to my
kindergarten school time
which is the starting of my miserable past.
Which was also full of shyness.
Chapter 2
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
maaaa
you'll come to
pick me up right?
Mrs. Bhowmick(maaaa)
yes babu, I will.
Listen to aunties
and learn well.
Maaaa will feed you
your favourite fish
by own hands.
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
really?
yayyyyyy.
Mrs. Bhowmick(maaaa)
now go inside.
You needn't cry like
others.
Maaa will come
to take you home in time.
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
really?
Mrs. Bhowmick(maaaa)
yes sona!
Ok now fo inside
I'm waiting in the
outside Library.
Mrs. Bhowmick kiss in
Fiona's forehead.
Fiona kiss back in both cheeks.
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
chu🤍
Mrs. Bhowmick(maaaa)
👋tata.
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
👋tata.
Miss Rupali of nursery take her in.
Her schools life begins.
Everyday Mrs. Bhowmick
fetch Fiona from school
to take her back home.
On the way back
she bought her
cup curd then she ate them while sitting
in her mother's lap
inside a traker.
Soon she finish her nursery.
She was the most
genius of them all
as in her 3 years old
age she remember
all the
conversations
poems the aunties
taught.
She soon arrive in the teacher's good book.
but not much time later
in kg 1(LKG) her
mental illness occurs
secretly making itself
hidden from
everyone.
Even Fiona's parents.
one day after she
wear earring for the
first time.
She was very excited
that what will others
say.
But to her surprise
no one even notice that
maybe.
She even told someone
that "see it's hurting in my ear wuuu".
By saying that she thought that
others will comfort her
but they didn't.
the LG 1(LKG) passed like this.
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
......
Fiona was sitting in a desk beside a window.
Miss Bhowmick......Fiona
ahhhhhh
aunty had bang her own
copy on her head.
without knowing what
she had done.
The sound was so loud that her mother and
her classmate's mothers
head it from the library.
After that aunty Rina had
apologised to her or something.
Fiona's kg 2(UKG)
passed like this.
She don't know she's
ovethinging about tease or not.
But from class 1..........
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