"People Change"

Niel

"Harry!" I called him but I'm not sure if that's his name. I'm not sure if he's the one I know. But I saw him stopped and turned to look who's calling his name. I went near him and we stand there a few steps towards each other. Our eyes met. But he's still confused.

I cleared my throat. "Uhm. I'm Niel. Your best friend." I said. I'm nervous. What if he's not him? Then why am I feeling like this to him? My body only responds to Harry. I know it. Some time in America when a guy moved his way to me, I didn't feel great about it. I rejected his offer and went home to wonder why I never felt the way I felt to Harry from other people. Well, I never make out with somebody before. My first kiss is never stolen away from me. I want it to be Harry, I'm sure of it. And when I saw his picture from my phone. I felt my boner for the first time. Oh no. How is this happening?

I saw his eyes glistened for a bit when he hears my name. I somehow managed to smile. It's him. I know it's him. But my smile faded away when his face turned dark, and stiff like there's no emotion. His eyes are dark green and I felt a pang to myself. His eyes were still horfeous but it dont show emotions at all. What's going on? I took one step to him.

"Who are you? How the f*ck do you know my name?" Ouch. It hurts. Does he not remember me? His best friend 6 years ago? Well, yes, I did change my hairstyle; I dyed it back to blonde with brown roots. And i changed my style of wearing. I wear a blue shirt and blue jeans. Well, i guess it's just normal i think. But why does he not recognize me? I told him I'm his best friend. Oh no. Was his best friend. I don't even know if he's still thinking of me.

I tried to think of a reason. "Is it because you're popular?" I managed to speak out. I don't know what to do. He's acting strange; he's not the Harry I know. The Harry I know has a serious type face but knows how to handle the mood of situation. He's cheerful too, not that often though, he's cheeky and funny. And i love him most of that. But the Harry I'm looking at right now is not what i imagined to see after 6 years of parting ways from each other. I imagined him more -well, he's sexy and hot. Oh no.

A grin formed his lips and took the steps between us, now our body is touching itself and I can't breathe properly of the closeness. W-What do i do? He's close. I can feel his breathe to me, feels like we share the air we breathe. I felt myself excited. What? Excited from what? No. He's really acting strange. I felt his arms at my back, somehow it made my heart pounds like drum roll. My mind is blurring.

"Oh, so you are one of the guys who want my d*ck inside them, huh." He uttered near my ear so that I could hear properly. I felt chills down my spine as he muttered that as well as I felt shocked at what he says.

What? Does he know what he's talking about? My innocent Harry says that kind of thing. Wait. Don't tell me he already did that kind of thing to other people? Somehow I felt a pain in my chest of the thought that Harry's been sleeping with guys or girls. No. No. Don't jump to any thoughts that might hurt you. Harry never does the things he disliked most. Yes. It's because he felt annoyed every time there's a man confesses to him. Well, that was 6 years ago, when we were still best of friends. What if he did change? Am i prepared for that?

"I'm happy to reject you because i only do that with him." He says

"What do you mean guys? Didn't you like them, guys?" I managed to utter from the pressure our bodies made. I push him a little, to make a space between us; I don't know if how long I will be taking it from exploding. My heart can't stop pounding, i wonder if he hears it although i feel that he noticed it.

"I like them. I always like them, only one actually. Especially when I hear him beg for me to pleasure him." He said as he chuckled a bit scary. No. This isn't Harry any more. This is not my Harry.

I pushed him hard. I saw him glare at me when I pushed him. I want to run away and finish this dream. I don't want this. I want my Harry to comfort me. I want to see him smile and make me happy. I didn't know that I'm crying already. To make it worst, in front of this stranger who I almost took it to be my Harry. I knew my Harry so well. This is not him. I turned away and started to walk away when he said the words that made my heart stopped. I looked at him to see if I was just hearing things but his facial expressions said it all.

"People change. Don't expect me to be the same Harry you of all people know and just left alone."

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