lonely girl

Hey guy's, I am Jennie. It's not my real name. No one use their name when they say their story, right?. I to no difference from other authors! Right......

Mmm it's just my life story and some small felling about my life that is how it is. In other words it's just some rubbish of my life *sign*

From the start my family doesn't like girls. It's unfortunate yeah I know. But what do I do? It's all fate. I sometimes pray that please give me the choice of choosing my family. It's not that extreme that they are abusive like open talk about I am a girl. It is that action like when I was born my grandparents did not visit me, and it's not like it's hurt me. I am okay even now ;)

Every life will not go smoothly right? Mine too. I got a brother after one and half a year later and boom. I was omitted from the family, but I was still a child, so I don't know much about it. When I was in kids school my mom come and pick me up after school from van she always carries my brother for pick me up. So I lost something that is warm hug, and kisses like my friend that is same age of me and we studied in same class. She always told me that how her father played with her and brought toys and snacks for her.

Is it my fault that I felt jealous and stopped talking to her ? Yep I stopped talking to her and changed my desk to the front row from her and I got a silent friend who shares her snacks and tell me stories about her brother picking fight with her every day.

It is like she is printing me as her dairy that wrote her daily life. So I started to go to school obediently because I love school and my new friend and swing that is in the school. Swing is still my favorite one because it's not cowered like slide, and it doesn't need a partner like see-saw. It was all because of those classmates boosting their parents love for them, so I don't like to be with them, and it's actually felt uncomfortable. So I stopped all activities which needs group even I need a partner I will group with the chubby girl.

I gave her a nickname that is chubby because she was so cute and silent, so it suits her the best in my last year of kids school I met a mam that was new to our school. She is so concern about us and take special care of us. I didn't understand why she always started to talk more to us even though we didn't properly to her, she was patient with us and gave chocolate to us when we score good marks, so I started to study and do my homework properly just to get her chocolates.

That's it for Today let's meet tomorrow bye

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