Lost Name, Lost Past
???
*pauses looking at him frowning* Sir, you don’t remember?
？？？
*A deep breath. His heart slams against his ribs*
Tell me.
???
*soft yet in hesitant tone * Your name is… Jeon Jungkook.
Silence. The words slam into him like a fucking bullets
Jeon Jungkook
*whisper to himself as he's stunned* No… That’s impossible
Jeon Jungkook
*breath hitching as the reality hits * No… No, that’s impossible.
He knows his own name. But the problem is—he shouldn't be here.
Jeon Jungkook
*internally screaming in his mind* I died. I felt the fucking knife. I remember the pain, the cold knife ,the betrayal. I should be dead. But I'm here. In a hospital. Alive.
Jeon Jungkook
*look at the nurse * what's year it is ?
*internally screaming* Three years ... fuck like three years i came back but why , why now
Jeon Jungkook
I’m alive. But I shouldn’t be. And if I’m here… where the f*ck is Tae?
His mind is racing—spinning out of control. He remembers the past. His husband. His child. The life he built. The life that was f*cking ripped away from him
Jeon Jungkook
*in mind* I had everything. A family. A f*uking happy life. Tae. Our son. And then… blood. Pain. Darkness. And now? Three years in the past? With no records of my existence? What kind of sick joke is this?
???
*worried* Sir, you really should rest. You suffered a head injury—
He swallows hard, trying to push down the panic
Jeon Jungkook
*forcing his voice steady* Where am I?
???
Seoul Medical Center. You were found unconscious near the Han River. No ID, no records. The authorities were about to issue a missing person’s report.
Missing person. No records. No proof he existed. His past life? Completely erased.
Jeon Jungkook
*mind racing as his breathing uneven* I have nothing. No identity. No home. No Tae. No Gukk. No proof of my life before.
He closes his eyes, forcing himself to breathe.
Jeon Jungkook
*internally screaming himself* Calm the fuck down, jungkook.Think. If I’m here… that means he is too. Tae. My husband. He’s still out there, living his life like I never existed. I need to find him. Before the past starts repeating itself.
His grip tightens on the sheets
Jeon Jungkook
*he whispers to himself* I’m going to find you, Tae. And this time… I won’t let history repeat itself.
Jeon Jungkook
I need to find him. I need to find Tae. Before it’s too late.
His reflection in the hospital window stares back at him, hollow-eyed, lost. But beneath the panic—beneath the shock—something else burns. Determination. A promise made to a love he refuses to let go.
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