give myself to him

LISA POV:

Morning I woke up to feel pain all over my body again. No! I couldn't take this anymore. Enough is enough he has broken the very little pride and dignity that was left in me. I was numb and nothing now I felt my dreams of becoming a good and successful business women and a famous model crumble up how could I even show a bit of my body to someone after all he did to me. How could I even get out of my room, I wanted no one to see that my step-father was turning me to a slut like he described it to me. I also remember him saying that if I give myself to him....... Even if I give myself to him and i shuddered at this certain though. Never! Never in the world would I give myself in. But the thing he said to me to give me myself in... meant he would do me again. And if he did it to me again today I don't think I will survive till next morning because I was barely able to speak and stand properly. After sometime of struggling myself to get up. I walked towards the bathroom and opening the shower I sulked down I wanted to cry out load So someone could hear and come to rescue me but it was useless every one here even the maids and people around here knew what was happening to me because from the loud crys and moans that happens all night round, How could I even face them.

Why was my mother doing this to me? What did I do to deserve this kind of treatment ? Didn't she used to say that she will love me and keep me away from dark and evil things in the world. How will I ever trust some one after my blood related mother did this to me?

I filled the bath tub with water and struggled to get in it and putting my head down in the water I stayed still attempting to drown myself. But pictures of my father and I flashed before my head he always wanted me to go and pursue my dream or at least live for thinking of better and doing this was making his last wish for me fail. No! I couldn't do it I have to live and go on with life whatever it leads me to.... maybe there is some hope......

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