epsiode 3
yoon-su
*god, I hate every last one of these fucking people
yoon-su
*I had fully convinced myself two years ago that I would not be seen in such place*
yoon-su
*I kept quiet as always, thinking over and over in my head about the words my parents had said before they sent me away*
yoonsu mom
I didn't raise a faggot (slap)
yoonsu mom
you're our only son! we've done nothing but good for you, and this is how you repay us!?😠😠😠(slap)
yoonsu mom
(grab hair) how do you think this will look on us?!😠😠 (throw in floor)
yoon-su
* WOW, what parents I have. blind religious nuts*😟😟
yoon-su
*and telling my parents that I'm gay was the biggest mistake of my life*
yoon-su
*two years ago, I promise myself I'd never be religious again.*
yoon-su
*And yet, here I sat in a chair at a table in a church classroom*
yoon-su
*Bible study, I think is the way to call it*
yoon-su
*I can think of a trillion other thing I'd rather do with my sunday morning's*
yoon-su
*like sleep...oh gosh, that sounds great right now*
yoon-su
*the reason I was sent away was to turn me into the good Cristian boy my parents wanted*
yoon-su
*l've heard my parents told everyone I had gotten into trouble. they'd rather label me as a criminal than gay*
yoon-su
*but at this point, the only way I can make it into college and get the hell way from my parents was to pretend I'm a new man.*
yoon-su
*guess I'll have to be straight for a while*
yoon-su
*which, in fairness, I wasn't hard to act straight with the kind of boys I see at church*
yoon-su
*to my left, sat kin daehyung and Jeon junghoon. f*cking morons, at best*
yoon-su
*I bet they'll both end up fu*king, anyway. they're always around each other*
yoon-su
*then to my right. sat Jeon jaehwa, junghoon twin's. what a annoying girl. always so enthusiastic to be at church*
yoon-su
*and she sat there, staring to her side at one person in particular*
yoon-su
*park sang-min. A.K.A my little Stalker. the boys sit beside me in chruch and he kind of has a staring problem*
yoon-su
*out of all people from this church, he's definitely the best one to look at, at least*
yoon-su
*fluffy brown hair*
yoon-su
*a beautiful smile*
yoon-su
*thighs that could make the strongest man fall weak, and we'll.....*
yoon-su
*sangmin's a*s is my biggest concern when I'm trying to seem straight*
joon
do you not know that the unrighteous and the wrongdoers will not inherit or have any share in the Kingdom of God??
joon
do not to be deceived neither the impure and immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor those who participated in homosexuality
yoon-su
since you guys want to talk s*it in front of me, why don't you tell me what's so funny?
Daehyung
well.. we just think it's funny that a faggot like you won't be able to deal with us in heaven
junghoon
guys this is not very-
yoon-su
(grab daehyung collar)listen hear you little s*it.....the only reason you're so hung up on talking shit about me is that you don't want to face the fact that you want to fu*k junghoon.....
Daehyung
what are you talking about?... I'm not like you
yoon-su
yeah I fu*king bet. it's always"oh junghoon, you look so handsome"with you. how about instead of being a little bi*ch about it, make a move, jackass
joon
enough, yoonsu! I'm disappointed in you for accusing these boys of such vulgarity
yoon-su
and I'm ashamed that you let them treat someone like shit for no reason
joon
where do you think you're going??
yoon-su
*my parents are gonna do it again once they find out what I said. there's a reason I have so many burises*
yoon-su
*this feeling, I know all too well, it's loneliness*
yoon-su
*I just need someone. anyone. someone who could understand me. who won care what I am instead will care who am I. I just want a friend. I just want-*
someone
Hey.....are you okay, yoonsu?
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