I Never Expected to Find Love Again
...I am Priyanka I'm 20 years old...I grew up without a father that man never even existed in my life at all I don't even know him, I've never seen him or saw his picture what I know is I have a father that knows I exist but he doesn't want to be part of my life maybe he thought I'm going to be a burden.I don't know when he left me and my mother but what my mother told is that I was still young and I was 2 months old that was the last day he saw him,he never even tried to check up on us and see if everything was going well for us.He disappeared from our lives because he wanted freedom it is as if he never even existed at all,when I was 2 years old my mother said that man who didn't want us to be part of his life had the guts to steal me away from her lucky she found me in time.I grew up with my big sister she's 25 years old she is the one who used to take care of me when our mother was at work,she taught me how to be independent at an early age because we were always together we had no one except ourselves to relay on,she always made sure I was okay mentally, physically and emotionally.she never made me feel less than other childrens who had feathers by their side,she made sure that I don't regret having a father.I started school like everyone else and I excelled in most of my academics I was always a top learner(I always stayed focused on my school work)not boys because I hated them like my father I thought that maybe they are the same and at that time I was still naive while my peers have had 5 boyfriend I didn't even have one nor my first kiss I was even scared to talk to boys(I would always runaway for them)I used to have panic attacks everytime a guy approached me even if he only wanted to greet me I would keep quiet as if a cat cut out my tongue,I wouldn't even look at him at all because I always wanted to cry and I didn't want them to ask me what's wrong because I'll have to end up having a conversation with him but things changed when I had a boyfriend(my first lover) I was 18 years at that time and I loved him so much I even though that we were going to be together forever just like on fairy tales but I was wrong he was a huge jerk I regretted having in my life,he used me and played with my heart and I couldn't let go because I loved him so much....
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