...I am Priyanka I'm 20 years old...I grew up without a father that man never even existed in my life at all I don't even know him, I've never seen him or saw his picture what I know is I have a father that knows I exist but he doesn't want to be part of my life maybe he thought I'm going to be a burden.I don't know when he left me and my mother but what my mother told is that I was still young and I was 2 months old that was the last day he saw him,he never even tried to check up on us and see if everything was going well for us.He disappeared from our lives because he wanted freedom it is as if he never even existed at all,when I was 2 years old my mother said that man who didn't want us to be part of his life had the guts to steal me away from her lucky she found me in time.I grew up with my big sister she's 25 years old she is the one who used to take care of me when our mother was at work,she taught me how to be independent at an early age because we were always together we had no one except ourselves to relay on,she always made sure I was okay mentally, physically and emotionally.she never made me feel less than other childrens who had feathers by their side,she made sure that I don't regret having a father.I started school like everyone else and I excelled in most of my academics I was always a top learner(I always stayed focused on my school work)not boys because I hated them like my father I thought that maybe they are the same and at that time I was still naive while my peers have had 5 boyfriend I didn't even have one nor my first kiss I was even scared to talk to boys(I would always runaway for them)I used to have panic attacks everytime a guy approached me even if he only wanted to greet me I would keep quiet as if a cat cut out my tongue,I wouldn't even look at him at all because I always wanted to cry and I didn't want them to ask me what's wrong because I'll have to end up having a conversation with him but things changed when I had a boyfriend(my first lover) I was 18 years at that time and I loved him so much I even though that we were going to be together forever just like on fairy tales but I was wrong he was a huge jerk I regretted having in my life,he used me and played with my heart and I couldn't let go because I loved him so much....

Luckily I found myself a best friend that I don't want to lose because she means so much to me, it was my fist lover's cousin her name was Munkiiey, and she treated me with so much respect and showed me that I deserved more better than I thought,she made me feel loved, appreciated.she is the first girl that made me feel as if I'm enough I don't need anyone and it was my first time having a friend that I was actually free to share everything with even though she's younger than me with only 2 years age gap.I remember how I found out that I was pregnant while I was with her I still remember that day as if it was yesterday,it was on 29 October 2021 afterschool while we were waiting for transport I started feeling dizzy and I started vomiting I thought maybe it is because I didn't eat that day since I was late for school.she asked me when was the last time I was on my period and I told her that I don't remember I think it's been 2 months already and she encouraged me to go to the hospital and get myself checked I was super scared because I didn't know what I was going to say but she reassured me that she will go with me and everything will be fine and indeed the next day when we were supposed to go to school we didn't go we ditched the classes and went to the hospital,I remember after taking the test I was nervous I couldn't even speak for few seconds waiting for the negative line only but guess what!it was positive(two red lines)I was in shock because I couldn't understand how was it possible and what was I going to say to my mother since I disappointed her I am still surprised on how come I did not faint...Munkiiey hugged me so tight and told me she will always be there for me and she won't judge me since mistakes happens but she asked me for a favour to tell my mother as soon as possible before my belly started showing and I just knotted to her and went back home pretended as if I just came back from school went straight to my room and closed the door so that no one would see me crying and I told my mother that I had a long and hectic day so I have a migraine I know she didn't believe me but she kept her composure.I cried for the whole night I didn't even eat at all I woke up my eyes swollen from the crying and I still lied to my mother and said it's still a headache (migraine) and I'm not proud at all,she let me stay home so that I can rest and gave me medication when she went to work.