Ep 5

The mere aid, assistance but didn't help you in any way.... You always protected me. My hand touched yours and suddenly I was pulled towards you. Our emotions merged. Your experiences became a part of mines as you tried to seperate us. You didn't want me to feel how you felt but I did. All those things that happened to you. How did you cope with it all but still remain apparingly happy. In reality you were scared, ashamed, struggling to keep your head afloat. You just masked you feel. Why hadn't I seen that after all you protected me from? That doesn't matter anymore caused now we're both connected. Linked with a deeper bond that even I and Adrian.

  I understood how you felt, how you thought and I will make sure that you don't experience it alone. But then our bodies began to merge together. I was scared. You were scared too.

 "Stop" you shouted," Stop it"

 You looked at me almost completely worriedly as you tried it stop it. Suddenly we flew apart from eachother.

 " Arinna"

 Suddenly we burst apart. You crashed into the wall and I into Adrian. We all fell unconscious.

 When I woke up again I felt weird. You looked at me concerned.

"Are you alright?" You asked quickly.

" Yeah, I'm fine" I said.

I looked around and noticed there was a woman here now, tall, slender, beautiful. She smiled when we made eye contact and it made me feel on edge.

My eyes drifted to Mr. Pyer uncertain whether to trust her. Honestly I couldn't even trust him.

" Who is She?" I asked softly.

" A person who can help you" He said.

" Am I in trouble?" I asked slowly.

" Why would you be in trouble?" Mr. Pyer asked.

I shrugged.

"Who am I talking to?"

" Arinna"

" OK, Arinna, this is Dr. Amsley, a psychiatrist and my best friend. Can you tell her about yourself?"

I glanced at the doctor before lowering my eyes to the ground. Then I looked at you.

" Should I tell her?" I asked.

You nodded.

" Only if you are comfortable enough to" Mr. Pyer reassured.

" Do you live with your two parents"

I shook my head before saying, "I live with my father"

" How is it that you are living alone with your dad?"

" My mom died when I was eight"

" I'm sorry to hear that. How did she die?"

I paused. I didn't want to talk about how she died.

" Um.... She killed herself. It was all my fault"

" How is it your fault?" She asked

" My father told me. She had postnatal depression and I had caused it and I couldn't save her in time"

" Ok, how was your mum the last time you saw her happy"

I smiled, " A year before. She used to tell me stories about how she met dad and how she felt when she.... had.... me."

Something doesn't feel right.

" Did your parent used to argue?" She questioned.

Suddenly I began feeling weirdly hot even though the hospital had A.C

" I.... um... don't know"

I fanned myself. I still feel weird.... My stomach hurted.

" Are you alright? Does anywhere hurt?"

" My stomach" I said leaning over, my hands wrapped around my stomach.

I remember this heat, this pain. I trembled.

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