Before I knew it I was fourteen as the years just flew by. My dad would still hit me and I didn't know why. But i knew it was my fault, i told you didn't I?
Anyway, I had just started high school and made new friends. Well technically it's the other was around but it doesn't matter here. That's how I met you and Tina. Tina never seemed to see you which was weird but when I tried to get why, my head would hurt. You knew about what happened to my mom and dad and though I tried so hard, i couldn't tell Tina even though you said that I should. It didn't matter anyway as she saw the bruises, that i hid under my sleeves and baggy pants. The next day after school, I was held back by my teacher, Mr..... he told me I was pretty and stroked my leg. Suddenly I had the feeling again. Me, like i wasn't in control of my body and instead you were there. Suddenly the door opened and Mr. Pyer entered the room. He saw what was happening and called me to his classroom.
He asked if I was ok.
I said," why wouldn't I be?" Wasn't it a normal thing people do to children?
He then looked at my arms and that is when I realized that my sleeves were up.I didn't know how or why.
How did you get that he questioned
I didn't answer. I avoided his eyes. For some reason I felt like he was looking at me disgusted.
He didn't insist I tell him instead he only said this," If you dont feel safe or wanna talk about anything, I'm always here. A few days past and my dad becomes more violent. One day he forced me unto the bed. For the first time I was genuinely scared. Normally you take my place, while I just watched but just like my mom you weren't here. He pushed my head into the mattress and took of his pants off. He rubbed his body against mine. I tried to push him off but I dont have a very strong build. I don't want to say the rest because I don't like telling the story. I already feel sick. I liked being at school. Nobody yells at me or hits me.
After a few hours, I returned to my bedroom, feeling weirdly numb. I looked up at the bed and you were there. You seemed worried. I asked you where were you but you didn't answer. You then asked me if I was ok but I couldn't say anything because you experienced a lot worst.
The next day, I felt tired. More than usual actually. Then during assembly, I suddenly felt weak. My vision blurred and then nothing. When I woke up again, I was in the nurse's office. The nurse was gone though and Mr. Pyer was there sitting on the chair worried.
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