Chapter 1

*May 6, 2***

Dear Diary,

I don't usually write. But here I am. Just to let you know, I'm not the one who got this idea of me having a diary.

It was that bastard.

Yeah. That bastard who I used to love. That cheeky bastard who might act like a seme but actually a very submissive uke.

You know, he would always say something before he leaves. Or leaves a sign that he left. It's always like that. Always. Whether we were in a good mood or fighting. Afterwards, he would come back. Always.

But yesterday, he left me. And he didn't came back. No. He's not coming back. Ever. Because—*

Huh?

My vision is getting blurry. W-wait a second! I rub my eyes but the tears keep falling down. The *** is wrong with me! I threw my diary across my bedroom wall. Thud.* I glared at it for fifteen seconds then realising that it obviously isn't helping, I sighed in frustration and decided to open the window to let the sunshine in.

And ****. I'm wet.

I looked up at the grey clouds and wondered how amazing my life is right now. Wow. Really. Seriously. I slammed the windows shut as a part of my memories started to come to me. No. Please not that part. Please—

*"It's raining cats and dogs today, huh?" I looked up at the grey clouds and realised that I didn't bring an umbrella to the library. Well shit. Today is certainly my lucky da—

"Hey!"

I turned around just in time to meet face to face with a guy. His hair is as black as the night, eyes as red as blood, skin so fair with pink lip—wait! Am I seriously admiring a guy right now?!

"Hmm? You're blushing." he observed. Then his eyes sparkled. "Aha! I bet you were thinking about something you shouldn't have~?"

He said it in a teasing tone that I couldn't bear but to punch his face. Ah. I realised my mistake. I was about to apologise when he looked at me with a beaming smile.

"That hurts~! Hahahahahaha!" he was rubbing his cheek.

"If it hurts then why are you laughing?!" I yelled at him. Wait wait wait wait. Why did I said that? Shouldn't I be apologising.

He gigled. "Don't bother."

Eh?

"So anyway, I noticed you don't have an umbrella. And I was wondering—"

If you could share your umbrella with me?

"—if you could run home together with me?"

"Yeah sure—" Wait what! That's not how it's suppose to go though?!

"You agree?" he was beaming and his surrounding area was filled with sparkles. Am I hallucinating? "Thanks dude! Let's go!"

He grabbed my hand and ran. "Hey wait—!" Don't I have a say in this?! I didn't agree! And why was I expecting a cliche scenario?!

"We're almost to my house!" he giggled. "Come on slowpoke!"

"Yeah yeah. We're almost to your hou—where do you think you are taking me?!" This is kidnapping I swear! "Kidnap—"

He laughed. "But dude, no one's stopping you from stopping. You could just ignore me or beat me to a pulp. So why are you running with me? Hmmm~?"

I know damnit!*

"I know damnit!"

Heavy breathing was to be heard in the room. I can't beleive I remembered that past. The first time we met. Why? Tears were starting to form again so I tried to look away from the windows and the rain but my eyes landed on a pot with an herb on it.

My eyes went wide.

Oh no.

Not another flashba—

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